MEMORY
Xauz Lyrics

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It′s days like these that I'm glad that you left
I can′t dwell on the things that you said

I'm running in circles to get away
I'm in the same place at the end of the day
Another stiff drink in a dark room
I don′t wanna think
Can I be numb to you?

You set me free when you tried to get rid of me
One day you′ll see that you left with a memory

It's days like these that I′m glad that you left
I can't dwell on the things that you said
You do you
But don′t play me when your heart isn't dead
Heart isn′t dead
Play me(play me)
Heart is heart is

I'm running in circles to get away

I'm in the same place at the end of the day
Another stiff drink in a dark room

Overall Meaning

These lyrics explore the conflicting emotions that arise after a breakup. The singer starts by expressing relief that their ex has left, but then quickly acknowledges that they are still struggling to move on. They feel trapped in a cycle of sadness and alcohol consumption, desperate to numb the pain of the loss. Despite the hurt, there is also a sense of acceptance and self-preservation - the singer tells their ex to "do you," but warns against playing games with their heart. Ultimately, the lyrics suggest that this difficult time will one day just become a "memory" for the singer.

The repetition of "days like these" and "I'm in the same place" emphasizes the feeling of being stuck and stagnant, unable to move past the hurt. The mention of a "dark room" and "stiff drink" creates a bleak and isolating atmosphere. The line "you set me free when you tried to get rid of me" is particularly poignant, suggesting that the end of the relationship, painful as it may be, is also an opportunity for growth and freedom.

Overall, this song speaks to the universal experience of heartbreak and the messy, complicated emotions that come with it. It's a raw and honest portrayal of the ups and downs of moving on.

Line by Line Meaning

It's days like these that I'm glad that you left
I am feeling relieved and grateful that you left on days such as these.

I can't dwell on the things that you said
I cannot focus or obsess over the words you spoke.

I'm running in circles to get away
I am constantly moving and attempting to distance myself from you.

I'm in the same place at the end of the day
Despite my efforts to escape, I end up in the same situation or place each day.

Another stiff drink in a dark room
To cope with my emotions and thoughts, I turn to alcohol and isolation.

I don't wanna think
I am trying to avoid any thoughts or memories connected to you.

Can I be numb to you?
Is it possible for me to not feel any emotions or sensitivity towards you?

You set me free when you tried to get rid of me
Although you attempted to rid me from your life, your actions actually liberated me.

One day you'll see that you left with a memory
Eventually, you will come to the realization that you did not just leave me, you also left me with memories of you.

You do you
You should continue to do what you want or need to do for yourself.

But don't play me when your heart isn't dead
Do not manipulate or deceive me when you still have feelings for me.

Heart isn't dead
Your emotions and heart are still alive and present.

Play me(play me)
Do not use me or toy with me.

Heart is heart is
The reality and truth of your emotions cannot be altered or ignored.

Writer(s): Andrian Kindrat

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