Gray Death
Xiu Xiu Lyrics


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Beat beat me to death
I said it
beat beat me to death
gray death beat me
Jimmy is begging
beat beat beat beat beat beat

If you are expecting consolation
I will become outrageous
if you expect me to be outrageous
I will be extra outrageous
chew the corner off your mouth
you have never liked the taste
beat beat me to death
I said it
beat beat me to death
gray death beat me
Jimmy is crying
beat beat beat beat beat beat

You were beautiful when I loved you
my little bank robbing boy
you were beautiful when I lost you
like whip covered in pins and glue
when will it end
oh when will it end
this sopping wet towel of stupidity
supplicated to the fawn
fold back my pajama sleeves
take a look at what I have done
you can protect nothing

Beat beat me to death
I said it
beat beat me to death
gray death beat me
Jimmy is in flames
beat beat beat beat beat beat

Beat beat me to death
I said it
beat beat me to death
gray death beat me to death




Jimmy is aborted
beat beat beat beat beat beat

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Xiu Xiu's song "Gray Death" are intense and cryptic, leaving much room for interpretation. At surface level, the song seems to be about a masochistic desire for pain, death, and self-destruction. The repeated phrase "beat beat me to death" is both disturbing and compelling, as if the singer is inviting their own demise. The reference to "gray death" adds a sense of finality and bleakness to the song's tone. The character of Jimmy appears throughout the lyrics, perhaps as a representation of the singer's own fractured psyche, begging and crying in some verses and burning or being aborted in others.


However, the lyrics also suggest a more complex emotional landscape. The line "You were beautiful when I loved you / my little bank robbing boy" implies a previous relationship with a criminal, possibly a romantic partner. The loss of this relationship is tied up with feelings of pain, regret, and self-loathing. The imagery of a "whip covered in pins and glue" suggests the idea of being trapped or addicted to something harmful. The repeated question "when will it end" suggests a deep sense of despair and hopelessness.


Overall, "Gray Death" is a song with many layers of meaning, exploring themes of self-destructive behavior, lost love, and emotional turmoil. It's a challenging and powerful piece of music that leaves a lasting impression.


Line by Line Meaning

Beat beat me to death
The singer is asking to be beaten to death


I said it
Affirmation of the previous line


Gray death beat me
The pain the singer initially requests has become the misery of the 'gray death'


Jimmy is begging
A character named Jimmy is begging, possibly for mercy or for the artist to stop their pain


If you are expecting consolation
The artist is warning that they will provide no comfort


I will become outrageous
The singer will become even more extreme and upsetting than expected


if you expect me to be outrageous
Repeating the previous line for emphasis


I will be extra outrageous
Further emphasis on the artist's capacity for being upsetting


chew the corner off your mouth
The artist is threatening violence or harm, specifically to one's mouth


you have never liked the taste
The artist believes that the other person does not want to experience the artist's violent tendencies


Jimmy is crying
The same character, Jimmy, is now crying


You were beautiful when I loved you
The artist remembers a time when someone was beautiful to them


my little bank robbing boy
The person from the previous line was, at the time, a 'bank robbing boy'


you were beautiful when I lost you
The same person is no longer beautiful because the singer lost them


like whip covered in pins and glue
The action or event that caused the person to no longer be beautiful was painful, 'like a whip covered in pins and glue'


when will it end
The artist is wondering when this pain and misery will be over


oh when will it end
Further emphasis on the previous line


this sopping wet towel of stupidity
Metaphor for a situation or circumstance that is heavy and unpleasant, and perhaps characterized by a lack of awareness or intelligence


supplicated to the fawn
The singer is making a reference to a sort of mythological figure, adding a sense of futility to the metaphor from the previous line


fold back my pajama sleeves
The artist is preparing for something, perhaps an act of violence


take a look at what I have done
The artist is proud or satisfied with something they've done, which perhaps involves violence or harm


you can protect nothing
The artist is again threatening violence or harm, and asserting their power or control over the situation


Jimmy is in flames
The character Jimmy has now gone from begging to crying, and is now in flames, perhaps literally or figuratively


gray death beat me to death
Repeating the previous line, emphasizing the misery the artist is now in


Jimmy is aborted
The character Jimmy has now been 'aborted', which could mean any number of things, but is probably violent and unpleasant


beat beat beat beat beat beat
Repeating the original request for the others to beat the singer




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Comments from YouTube:

Beja

So good

Gabaro Figglewitts

This was uploaded on my birthday. I Take this as a sign.

Andrea Ssspo

wow he really likes Joy Division

elephant bass communication

ahh the days when most people only knew of New Order from Blue Monday and JD was only known by us... peculiar kids in the 80s>>>at least where I was living). Now the release of the horrible, imho, of JD concerts- such bad quality> horrible money grab - hehe [don't want to admit>]>- OG hipster my son called me 😐. fine>>Stiff Kittens anyone? RIP Ian...too young.

elephant bass communication

well JD got the idea for bass to carry melody and guitar for rythm and such from Pere Ubu... art builds on art.

Ashiden Nedia

@elephant bass communication what

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