Alone Part 1
Xxxtentacion Lyrics


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I took a chance with you, it made me colder
Play it for me, vibin'
I was like-, I was like, wait, no, there it is

I can't seem to find someone's shoulder
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
Better on my own when it's over
Hold on, pause it
Can't seem to find someone's shoulder
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
And I-, and I won't justify once you-
I can't be justified with-
Can't seem to find someone's shoulder
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
I'm better on my own when it's all over
I'm better on my own, but I've been colder

So when I'm weak, who do I call?
My God, it hurts, I can't be calm

Play it for me




One time for me real quick
Oh, shit

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Alone Part 1" by xxxtentacion are a reflection of the artist's struggles with loneliness and the pain that comes with failed relationships. The opening lines, "I took a chance with you, it made me colder," suggest that the artist gave someone a chance but ultimately ended up feeling worse than before. The following lines, "I can't seem to find someone's shoulder, who will I rely on when it's over?" further reflect the artist's feelings of isolation and their realization that they may have nobody to turn to after the relationship ends.


The chorus of the song is a repetition of the same lines, emphasizing the artist's internal turmoil and their struggle to find someone who understands and can support them. The bridge of the song, "So when I'm weak, who do I call? My God, it hurts, I can't be calm," brings a religious aspect to the song, suggesting that the artist turns to their faith in moments of weakness and pain.


Overall, "Alone Part 1" is a deeply personal and emotional reflection on the pain of failed relationships and the search for connection and support.


Line by Line Meaning

I took a chance with you, it made me colder
I trusted you and gave you a chance, but instead of improving my life, you made it worse and I feel more isolated and without emotional warmth.


Play it for me, vibin'
Please play the music for me, so that I can feel better and enjoy the moment.


I was like-, I was like, wait, no, there it is
I was unsure about something at first, but then I found what I was looking for and it became clear.


I can't seem to find someone's shoulder
I am struggling to find someone to lean on for support and comfort.


Who will I rely on when it's over?
I'm worried about who I'll be able to depend on when everything falls apart.


Better on my own when it's over
I believe that I will be stronger and happier if I don't rely on anyone else.


Hold on, pause it
Please stop the music for a moment.


And I won't justify once you-
I won't try to excuse or explain my actions once the damage has been done.


I can't be justified with-
It's impossible to rationalize or defend my behavior with justifications or explanations.


I'm better on my own when it's all over
I'm more capable and satisfied with myself when I'm alone and everything is resolved.


I'm better on my own, but I've been colder
Although I am happier alone, I still feel like my heart and spirit has been cooled and hardened by past experiences.


So when I'm weak, who do I call?
I don't know who to turn to when I need help the most.


My God, it hurts, I can't be calm
I am deeply and painfully distressed, and I can't remain peaceful or composed.


One time for me real quick
Please play the music for me just one more time, quickly.


Oh, shit
I am surprised or amazed by something that just happened.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jahseh Onfroy, John Cunningham, Robert Soukiasyan

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@howdoibreakit9941

Alone part 1
Alone part 2
Alone part 3
All of them are grea... Amazing songs. You can hear X's feelings from them

Depression
Hate
Sadnes

Can't believe that he's gone
Can't just believe
Thank you Jahseh for everything
Now It's your time to rest
(rebirth 2016)
If I ended up shotted and killed I deserve it






No you didn't



All comments from YouTube:

@Brent22

To think he made this song at 16. Pure talent 💔💔

@gelonades

@Lookin Liken he actually did make it at 16

@leviaottv

@@gelonades 18* lol

@Exclusive_Tileea19

Hes my big cousin

@leviaottv

Tileea Crain lmfao bullshit

@Snow-vq5mu

ASMR LEMAR 16*

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@xx-hd5so

Alone part 1: he’s depressed
Alone part 2 : hes pissed
Alone part 3: he’s numb

@sstovesywovesy5666

ack riek all the keys to truly feeling alone you go through depression than your mad than your numb

@amanpandat7282

I relate to this on a personal level

@Tw0Dots

Simple depression.


Everything sucks.
Why does everything suck?
I’m tired of everything sucking...

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