Onfroy's most popular song to-date is Look at Me, which was originally released in 2016 and re-released in 2017, and peaked at number 42 on US Billboard Hot 100. The single helped him gain more popularity in early 2017 due to accusations of Canadian rapper Drake using a similar rap flow in his then unreleased song, now released under the name "KMT", that he previewed at a concert in Amsterdam featuring British rapper Giggs.
In July 2016, Onfroy was arrested and charged with robbery and assault with a deadly weapon. After posting bail in early October of the same year, while awaiting trial, Onfroy was arrested again later that month on charges of false imprisonment, witness tampering, and aggravated battery of a pregnant victim. Onfroy was released from jail on bail on March 26, 2017.
Onfroy announced his debut studio album, 17 on July 30, 2017. The album released on August 25, 2017. It features 11 tracks and includes the lead single Revenge.
Onfroy was shot and killed on June 18, 2018, in Deerfield Beach, Florida.
Bichcallmecaptainmorgan
Xxxtentacion Lyrics
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Slide on my sidekick, rustin' away
I been feeling lost in the dirt, I stray
Running from the man with the blade, I say
Look in the mirror, doesn't feel any better?
Magazine covers see my mama had better
Treatments cease and it don't fuckin' matter
Big foot, big foot stomp, damn, bones shatter
Skinny white bitches always geeked in my mansion
Push your fucking mouth on the curb, shove him in it
Bitch tryna have me suicidal, Sean Kingston
NASCAR cap put a strap to his back
Brass knuckles on my hand so I can't call back
Feeling like ming, billionaire boy brat
Fuck a gun, grab a blade and your throat cut back
Captain Morgan, bitch, I'm gorgeous (okay, okay, okay)
Fish scale, bitch, I got bail (yeah, yeah, okay)
Captain Morgan, bitch, I'm gorgeous (okay)
Fish scale, bitch, I got bail (yeah, okay, okay)
Bitch, I got bail, yuh (okay)
Bitch, I got bail (okay, okay)
Bitch, I got bail, yuh (okay, okay)
Bitch, I got bail (okay)
Bitch, I got bail, yuh (okay)
Bitch, I got bail, (yeah)
Yeah, okay
The lyrics of XXXTENTACION's "Bitchcallmecaptainmorgan" depict a sense of confusion and detachment from reality, as well as a feeling of being trapped and constantly on the run. The rapper switches up the tempo at the beginning of the song, portraying a feeling of unease or restlessness. He describes feeling lost in the dirt, suggesting that he has been struggling with a larger existential crisis that he can't escape. The man with the blade that he's running from could be a metaphor for his own inner demons or fears that he can't shake off.
As the song progresses, he talks about feeling like he's not good enough, comparing himself to magazine covers where his mother looks better. The lack of success in treatment is also mentioned, adding to the sense of hopelessness that he's experiencing. The lyrics take a darker turn when he mentions suicide, with a reference to Sean Kingston's song "Beautiful Girls." The rapper seems to be fed up with the threats and the violent impulses he's been feeling, as he talks about using brass knuckles or a blade instead of a gun.
The final part of the song revolves around the refrain "Captain Morgan, bitch, I'm gorgeous," where XXXTENTACION repeats that he has bail and he's proud of it. It's possible that this is a reference to his legal troubles, which he has been open about in his music. The line "Fish scale, bitch, I got bail" could also refer to the quality of the drugs he's selling or using, implying that he has power and money regardless of his mental state.
Line by Line Meaning
Tempo changed, trapped in the rain
The mood has shifted and I feel stuck in a bad situation
Slide on my sidekick, rustin' away
I'm using an outdated phone and it's falling apart
I been feeling lost in the dirt, I stray
I'm struggling to find my way and feel stuck in a hopeless situation
Running from the man with the blade, I say
I'm afraid for my life and avoiding a dangerous person
Look in the mirror, doesn't feel any better?
I'm questioning whether or not I feel any better about myself after looking in the mirror
Magazine covers see my mama had better
I see other people on magazine covers and feel like my mother deserves that recognition more
Treatments cease and it don't fuckin' matter
I'm not getting the help I need and it's not making a difference
Big foot, big foot stomp, damn, bones shatter
I feel powerful and dominant, capable of causing physical damage
Feeling like Vader, wrist dimensions
I feel like Darth Vader, with a sense of power coming from my arm
Skinny white bitches always geeked in my mansion
I have people around me who are only interested in drugs and partying
Push your fucking mouth on the curb, shove him in it
I'm threatening someone with serious physical harm
Bitch tryna have me suicidal, Sean Kingston
Someone is trying to make me feel terrible and potentially harm myself, like Sean Kingston did.
NASCAR cap put a strap to his back
I'm wearing a NASCAR hat and carrying a weapon on my back
Brass knuckles on my hand so I can't call back
I'm wearing brass knuckles and ready to fight, even if someone tries to call for help
Feeling like ming, billionaire boy brat
I feel like a wealthy and powerful person, with the qualities of Emperor Ming and a spoiled rich kid
Fuck a gun, grab a blade and your throat cut back
I prefer using a knife over a gun when causing harm to someone
Captain Morgan, bitch, I'm gorgeous (okay, okay, okay)
I feel confident and attractive, like Captain Morgan
Fish scale, bitch, I got bail (yeah, yeah, okay)
I have drugs and money available to me, and can bail myself out of trouble if needed
Bitch, I got bail, yuh (okay)
I can afford to pay bail if I get arrested
Bitch, I got bail (okay, okay)
I am emphasizing that I have the ability to pay for my release if needed
Bitch, I got bail, yuh (okay, okay)
I am repeating that I can pay bail if necessary
Bitch, I got bail (okay)
I am once again reminding everyone that I can afford to pay for my release
Bitch, I got bail, yuh (okay)
I'm emphasizing my financial stability and ability to avoid legal consequences
Bitch, I got bail, (yeah)
I have money available to me and can pay for my release if necessary
Yeah, okay
I am confirming my confidence and financial security
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