Ecstasy
Xxxtentacion Lyrics

I thought you got all you came for
You came to me looking for something, but I thought you already got it.

Lover, lover
A term of endearment used to address the person they're speaking to.

Kicking up doubt when it's sore
Raising concerns or hesitating when something important needs to be done.

It's going to be covered in dark
Referring to something that will become negative, difficult or challenging.

You came all this way for a door
You traveled a long way to get something simple that was easily accessible.

Watching others break it down
Observing others work to achieve the same goal.

Now I see what you came for, lover
Realizing the true intention behind the person's actions, who they're speaking to.

All or nothing aren't the same score
An idiom suggesting that making an all or nothing choice isn't the same as losing everything when you get nothing.

Went and lost my mind
Referring to a state of mind where someone doesn't behave rationally or normally.

But the pastor preachin', or the picture paintin'
Referencing religion or art in a way that suggests someone is trying to impart wisdom.

With a heart embracin'
Someone embracing or understanding something emotionally.

Ever since, from the southside
Since a specific moment or time ago in their life.

Sorted out in a archive, for the black price
A metaphor suggesting a dark or hidden past that someone has sorted out and put away for a price.

Suitcase and a black tie
Suggesting the good appearance of someone who has arrived somewhere important.

How profound, I find it funny
Sarcastically commenting on something that may not be profound at all, but instead shallow or trivial.

I was spinning when I lost myself
A phrase suggesting someone was confused or disoriented when they found themselves in a difficult situation.

But I'm chillin' in the bookshelf
An idiom suggesting that someone is in a safe or comfortable place.

With a pocket knife, slit your wrist with your act to right
An expression of violence or aggression towards someone who is trying to appear righteous or moral.

Such is life
An idiom suggesting that something is a normal or expected part of life.

Ecstasy, slit wrist, and a vagabond
A list of three things that are unrelated, but have a dark or rebellious tone.

You're my ecstasy
Someone expressing their deep affection for the person they're speaking to.

Are you tasting me?
A rhetorical question suggesting someone is curious if the other person is feeling what they're feeling.

But I miss you and I hate you
Contradictory emotions expressed towards the person they're speaking to.

But I need you, and I love you more
Feeling that they need the other person's presence and love, more than they love the person.

Every minute
A powerful expression of how much they love and need the person they're speaking to.

In January, and December
Naming two specific months adds emphasis to the fact that they love and need the other person throughout the year.

I want you
An expression of desire and longing for the person they're speaking to.

Shut it down, going to take you outside
An idiom suggesting that they are going to surpass or exceed the other person.

Sifting up a reason from the lonely dirt
A metaphor suggesting finding a solution or reason from a difficult or unpleasant place.

When it's over, you'll be golden
Implying that when something difficult is over or resolved, there will be a positive outcome.

Sucking up the dust from your static crown
An idiom suggesting to take something bad and attempt to turn it into something valuable for themselves.

Oh, just to turn away, and you'll be golden
Suggesting that once they obtain the thing that they're going after, they may not value it as much.

Is it gonna be right this time?
A question expressing uncertainty in whether they will be successful or do things correctly this time.

Is it gonna be golden?
An idiom suggesting that something will be valuable or rewarding when achieved.

Bunch of drugs in my pocket
Implying that the singer has many drugs on them, which adds a rebellious attitude to the song.

I'ma pull it out and then pop it
Suggesting that the artist is going to take the drugs immediately.

I'm a common case of a ganja blaze
Referencing someone who smokes marijuana often, and could have a rebellious lifestyle.

And my mind is fading, quite frankly (oh)
An expression of how the drugs are affecting them, possibly in a negative way.

It's a tricky course, never that way
Referring to the complications that come with living a rebellious lifestyle.

Give my mind a question, what kind of sorcery is this?
Expressing confusion or disbelief towards a situation that doesn't have an immediately apparent explanation.

Dark night and a night eclipse
A metaphor for a difficult or dark period in someone's life.

Lacy, Lacy, Lacy
A repeated name that doesn't have a clear meaning or context in the song.

One more request
Suggesting that the singer has already requested something, but they are asking for one final thing.

Release my pain
Asking for some kind of release or relief from their emotional pain.

But do you want more?
Suggesting that someone has already obtained something they wanted, but still want more.

Easy is the way you free fall
A metaphor suggesting that it's easy to fall into something negative or harmful without trying to stop it.

Into the lap of inertia
Referring to the idea that people may take the easy way out and become stagnant or inactive in their lives.

Easy is overdone, overdone
An expression suggesting that taking shortcuts or doing things the easy way often leads to failure or bad outcomes.