Onfroy's most popular song to-date is Look at Me, which was originally released in 2016 and re-released in 2017, and peaked at number 42 on US Billboard Hot 100. The single helped him gain more popularity in early 2017 due to accusations of Canadian rapper Drake using a similar rap flow in his then unreleased song, now released under the name "KMT", that he previewed at a concert in Amsterdam featuring British rapper Giggs.
In July 2016, Onfroy was arrested and charged with robbery and assault with a deadly weapon. After posting bail in early October of the same year, while awaiting trial, Onfroy was arrested again later that month on charges of false imprisonment, witness tampering, and aggravated battery of a pregnant victim. Onfroy was released from jail on bail on March 26, 2017.
Onfroy announced his debut studio album, 17 on July 30, 2017. The album released on August 25, 2017. It features 11 tracks and includes the lead single Revenge.
Onfroy was shot and killed on June 18, 2018, in Deerfield Beach, Florida.
Revenge
Xxxtentacion Lyrics
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Found a way to forgive myself
From mistakes I made in the past
I think that's the first step, right?
You agree?
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear
If I could act on my revenge, no, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
And you thought that I would let it go and let you walk
Well, broken hearts break bones, so break up fast
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave, I'll rot
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
If I could act on my revenge, no, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
And you thought that I would let go and let you walk
Broken hearts break bones, so break up fast
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
In the grave, I'll rot
(Is my pain your freedom?) I'll rot, I'll rot, I'll rot
Is all of my pain your freedom?
Enjoy
The song "Revenge" by XXXTentacion is a reflection on his past mistakes and regrets, and his struggle to let go of a toxic relationship. The lyrics suggest that the first step towards forgiveness is acknowledging one's own mistakes and taking responsibility for them. The artist admits that he was not perfect and he caused fear in his partner, which ultimately led to the demise of their relationship. He contemplates taking revenge on those who hurt him in the past, but recognizes the destructive nature of such actions.
The phrase "I've dug two graves for us, my dear" is a metaphor for their doomed relationship. The artist acknowledges that he played a role in their downfall, and that he cannot undo the damage that is done. He compares his pain to being in a grave, unable to let go of his emotional turmoil. The repetition of the phrase "in the grave I'll rot" emphasizes the artist's sense of hopelessness and despair.
Overall, "Revenge" is a dark and introspective song that deals with themes of regret, forgiveness, and healing. It encourages listeners to take responsibility for their actions and to seek forgiveness from themselves and others.
Line by Line Meaning
I think I, I think I finally
After much reflection, I believe I've found an approach to forgive myself.
Found a way to forgive myself
I've discovered a method to absolve myself for my past mistakes.
From mistakes I made in the past
I regret the errors of my past and the consequences they led to.
I think that's the first step, right?
Wouldn't you agree that forgiving oneself is the essential initial step to progress forward?
You agree?
Do you concur with my perspective?
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
I've metaphorically brought us both to ruin, my beloved.
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear
I cannot feign innocence or faultlessness, as it left you in a state of constant alarm.
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
I'm distraught, my heart is heavy, by the terrible occurrences and tragedies happening all around us.
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
If I had the capability to seek retribution, would I follow through with it?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
People can harm in a multitude of ways like murder, theft, or heartbreak.
And you thought that I would let it go and let you walk
Did you think that I would simply let bygones be bygones and allow you to leave without any consequences for your actions?
Well, broken hearts break bones, so break up fast
A shattered heart can be as painful and damaging as a broken bone, so it's better to end things quickly.
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave I'll rot
I can't bring myself to let this go, so I'll suffer in my own personal hell of bitterness and resentment.
In the grave, I'll rot
I'll waste away and wither in my own hatred and anger.
I'll rot, I'll rot, I'll rot (is my pain your freedom?)
I'll suffer, I'll suffer, I'll suffer (and will your relief come from watching me do so?)
Is all of my pain your freedom?
Is your elation and satisfaction resulting from the misery and agony I endure?
Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jahseh Onfroy
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Mia
on NUMB
I love this song but you got the lyrics wrong, it’s “the pain you seem to give, my friend” not I
XXXTENTACION FAN
on Jocelyn Flores
R.I.P. XXXTENTACION
I_AM_U
on Look at Me!
FIRE
XXXtentactionXXX
on HOPE
“Don't cry because he died.” “Smile because he was born.” Copied.
Elijah
on TUMMY TUCK (XXX "LICK" VERSE)
I like the song the best is so fire my speaker almost busted cause of the 8o8 and the kicks