The Message
Xystus Lyrics

No matter what I do
Despite my attempts, I can't seem to satisfy my desires.

This craving never seems to fade
The desire for power and control persists, and I can't resist it.

Death made me envy him
I feel envious of the power that death holds.

The aching wore my patience thin
My desire is so strong that it's getting hard to maintain my patience.

I thrive on my rage
I am fueled by my anger and desire for control.

The hours seemed days as I thought:
I am so consumed by my desire that time seems to pass slowly.

"Yes... Death is a Godsend,
I have come to believe that death can provide me with the power I crave.

For power sooths my pain..."
I believe that gaining power will help me find relief from the pain I feel inside.

You can't say you're healing
You can't claim to be healing when you take pleasure in the suffering of others.

It's ought to feel nice... pretty good
Harming others provides a sense of satisfaction and pleasure.

To see all those beneath you
Feeling superior to others is something that I enjoy.

Blaming their God - instead of you
Others place the blame on a higher power or fate, rather than realizing that I am the cause of their suffering.

Primos you've been fooled
You have been deceived and misled.

You're Dreath's recruit - merely a tool
You are merely a pawn in the hands of Death.

He promised you a cure
Death promised to provide you with what you desire.

To fix the void inside your soul...
To fill the emptiness and dissatisfaction that you feel within yourself.

Alas... this isn't so
Unfortunately, this is not the truth.

Your mind has been tricked by the
You have been deceived by the manipulative tactics of Death.

Serpent's tongue
The lies and deceit of Death.

You've merely become what he'd
You have become what Death wanted you to be.

Seen in you:
A means to an end.

A pawn of Death
You are controlled and used by Death.

You think I'm so naive?
Do you believe that I am ignorant or easily deceived?

No - Death won't trick me!
I refuse to be fooled or manipulated by Death.

But why do I feel strange?
I feel conflicted and unsure.

I seem to hesitate
I am unsure of what to do next.

A voice inside my head
My conscience or inner thoughts.

Why won't it leave me be?
Why can't I silence this voice or ignore its message?

I feel... I know...
I have a sense or feeling about what is right or wrong.

A heart corrupted by evil
A heart filled with darkness and wrongdoing.

Believe... you have the strength to break free...
Have faith in your own abilities to overcome your struggles and obstacles.

I'm ashamed of what I became
I feel remorse and regret for who I have become and the actions I have taken.

Know this:
Understand and be aware of this truth:

There is no fate
We are not bound by predetermined destiny or outcomes.

But what we make for ourselves
We have the power to shape our own lives and destinies.

All can change
Everything has the potential to transform or improve.

When the mind is the heart
When our thoughts and emotions are in alignment.

Be one in body and soul
Find a sense of unity and harmony within oneself.

Go back - to the moment you chose
Reflect upon the decisions and choices that led you to where you are now.

Your dark ways
The path of evil and wrongdoing that you have taken.

Go back and relive all those moments
Take time to revisit and truly understand those experiences.

Of fear
The moments of weakness or terror that led to the current state.

Relinquish yourself from the chains of
Free yourself from the constraints and burdens of

The past
Your previous experiences and mistakes.

And you'll be freed from Death
You will no longer be controlled by Death, and will be able to find true freedom and peace.

Primos - don't you dare betray me
Do not turn against me or cross me, Primos.

Diegu tells you nothing lies
Do not trust Diegu, for he tells only lies and deceitful messages.

Think of the man
Consider the person

I have let you become
Who I have allowed you to be and the power you possess because of me.

I gave you life - through me you've
Your life is because of me and what I have given you.

Survived
Continued to exist.

I gave you all - when nothing was left
I gave you everything I had, even when I had nothing more to give.

But dust
Scarcely anything of worth or substance.

I was the one who offered you
It was I who presented you with the opportunity.

A chance to see it all anew
A fresh perspective and a new way of seeing things.

I gave you might beyond compare
I granted you power and strength that is unmatched.

I will avenge myself - I swear
I will ensure that I get revenge for any betrayal or harm against me.

Oh, it has been a burden to carry
It has been a responsibility or burden to bear this knowledge or experience.

I will learn...
I will gain knowledge or understanding.

To mend the future I shattered
To repair or fix the damage that I have caused in the future.

What lies ahead...
What the future holds.

Where do you wish to begin?
Where would you like to start?

Lead the way,
Show me the path to take.

I wish to speak to Aveline
I would like to have a conversation with Aveline.