Xzibit released his second album, 40 Dayz & 40 Nightz, on August 25, 1998; it peaked at number 53 on the Billboard 200. The album also contained the single "What U See Is What U Get", which peaked at #50 on the Billboard Hot 100. The album's success caught attention from West Coast rapper Dr. Dre who acted as the executive producer on Xzibit's third album, Restless, which was released on December 12, 2000.
Restless debuted at number 14 on the Billboard 200 and was later certified platinum in the U.S. The album contained the singles "Front 2 Back", "X", and "Get Your Walk On". His follow-up album Man vs. Machine (2002) also enjoyed success; it debuted at number 3 on the Billboard 200 and was certified gold. Weapons of Mass Destruction (2004) also became certified gold. After the release of Full Circle in 2006, Xzibit underwent a hiatus, not releasing music until the release of his seventh studio album Napalm on October 9, 2012. Since 2013, he is part of the hip-hop supergroup Serial Killers.
Xzibit has also gained fame as an actor and television host, for his role as Shyne Johnson in the television series Empire, and as the host for the reality television series Pimp My Ride. He has starred in the films Gridiron Gang (2006), The X-Files: I Want to Believe (2008), Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call New Orleans (2009) and Sun Dogs (2017).
Full Wikipedia article: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xzibit
Studio albums
At the Speed of Life (1996)
40 Dayz & 40 Nightz (1998)
Restless (2000)
Man vs. Machine (2002)
Weapons of Mass Destruction (2004)
Full Circle (2006)
Napalm (2012)
King Maker (2022)
Carry The Weight
Xzibit Lyrics
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I really wish I could you know at twenty-one
youknowhatI'msayin',he he, yo yo
[I'ma tell you exactly why I do the things
I do, youknowhatI'm sayin']
Gotta carry the weight youknowhatI'msayin'
Go ahead
Verse One:
You see I don't like to remenisce about the past
The lower class, no clout livin' hand to mouth
Each and every wrong move the police keep count
make it real fuckin' easy to get streched out
I was at the funeral when it all began
You know the painful transition from a boy to men
I lost sight of my mother at the age of nine
didn't understand death nearly lost my mind
But see life moves on and broke niggas can't change it
Age ten, new step family arrangement
at thirteen, I started gettin' hair on my dick
And noticed me and my sister were gettin' treated like shit
I would forever be hit with anything in reach
Then my father would proceed to go to church and preach
about forgiveness, patience all the shit that he lacked
Gettin' jump when he said and the head gat cracked
physical contact was in form of a slap
at the age of fifteen Xzibit now hit back
courtesy of my stepbrother, who taught me to scrap
Left the bitch on the ground with her eyes on black
Ran away from the house of Teresa and Nate
Into juvenile detention where I built up hate
I don't remember the date of the judicial debate
but legally I was now in custody of the state
Chorus:
And niggas wonder why I sit up in the club and drink
Say what's up to Xzibit and I still don't speak
I'm trying to contemplate the next move to make
Gotta find some way to release this hate
And niggas wonder why I sit up in the club and drink
Say what's up to Xzibit and I still don't speak
I'm trying to contemplate the next move to make
Gotta find some way Xzibit carry the weight
Interlude: Xzibit, [J-Ro]
[Yeah it's fucked up though man]
[YouknowhatI'msayin']
Yo
[The fuck you doin' in jail]
Insane man, I don't know man, he he he
[Yeah wats goin' on down there, gotta get out dude]
Yeah I be out in couple of weeks man
YouknowI'msayin'
[It's popin' man]
It's cool yo fuck that
[It's popin' out here]
They can go on and on for that
[I'm tellin' you it's popin' man come home]
Verse Two:
And that was worse then the treatment I was gettin' at home
but only now I was fucked up plus all alone
My father talkin' all crazy to me over the phone
Turned age sixteen now on my own
Started running with cats who carried gats cause they had too
with no hesitation lock load then blast you
Without a hastle we in a town of hicks
fuckin' all these chicks
Sellin' rock by the bricks
so we feelin' like we mothafuckin' Nino Brown
At the house when the mothafuckin' man touched down
Screamin' demands "Let me see your goddamn hands (now)"
A.T.F. cause of handguns and contraban
we never kept it in the house
So of course we clounded
Only found one pistol took us all down town
We be out by the end of the afternoon
gettin' drunk on the strip let the system BOOM!
Who would assume Mr. QK would chill with a wife
Ty and Matt caught bodies
Now they spend there life behind bars
catchin' scars that will not heal
niggas don't know the half about keepin' it real
Chorus 1 1/2
outro:
Like this
Like this, like that
Yeah! gotta carry the weight
Like this euh!
Bringin live
Yeah! yeah! like this
It's Xzibit
Gotta carry the weight
Like that yo!
Like that yo!
Xzibit's song "Carry the Weight" is a powerful narrative of his difficult upbringing that influenced his path towards adulthood. In the song, Xzibit shares the traumatic experiences he faced from losing his mother at a young age and dealing with his abusive stepfamily, which ended up making him feel angry, frustrated, and resentful. He talks about his journey to juvenile detention and prison for fighting back against his abusers before venturing into gang territory. The chorus echoes his sentiment about finding a way to let go of anger and pain, and the outro repeats the phrase 'carry the weight' as if to signify his perseverance in the face of adversity.
One notable aspect of the song is how Xzibit uses vivid imagery to paint a picture of his past. He mentions how he lost sight of his mother at nine, showing how his childhood innocence ended abruptly, forcing him to mature and cope with just his stepfamily. He then talks about the brutality and violence he faced growing up that forced him out of his home and onto the streets, joining gangs to survive. He also delves into the theme of control and power, zeroing in on how his father, who was the head of the family, was a minister but a hypocrite who didn't practice what he preached. It highlighted how the power dynamic between family members played a role in his mistreatment.
Another notable feature of "Carry the Weight" is how it addresses themes of trauma, resilience, and survival. Xzibit bears a heavy burden, both figuratively and metaphorically, which he tries to overcome by finding ways to navigate the complex web of his experiences. Through his words, he shows how he carries the weight of his past and how his pain shaped him into the man he is today. This sentiment is mirrored in the chorus, where he talks about turning to drinking as a coping mechanism to dull the pain, but ultimately recognizing that he needs to find a way to release his hate and anger.
Line by Line Meaning
You see I don't like to remenisce about the past
I prefer not to dwell on my past experiences
The lower class, no clout livin' hand to mouth
I grew up poor and struggled financially
Each and every wrong move the police keep count
The police were always watching and waiting for me to make a mistake
make it real fuckin' easy to get stretched out
It was easy for me to get in trouble with the law
I was at the funeral when it all began
My struggles began when I attended a funeral
You know the painful transition from a boy to men
It was a difficult transition for me to become a man
I lost sight of my mother at the age of nine
My mother passed away when I was nine years old
didn't understand death nearly lost my mind
I struggled to cope with the concept of death and it caused me distress
But see life moves on and broke niggas can't change it
I had to accept that life goes on and my poverty could not be easily overcome
Age ten, new step family arrangement
At ten years old, my family situation changed and I gained a step family
at thirteen, I started gettin' hair on my dick
I began puberty at thirteen
And noticed me and my sister were gettin' treated like shit
My sister and I were mistreated and neglected
I would forever be hit with anything in reach
I was frequently physically abused
Then my father would proceed to go to church and preach
My father was religious and would attend church
about forgiveness, patience all the shit that he lacked
Despite preaching forgiveness and patience, my father did not demonstrate it in his behavior towards us
Gettin' jump when he said and the head gat cracked
I was physically assaulted by my father
physical contact was in form of a slap
My father would often hit me
at the age of fifteen Xzibit now hit back
At fifteen years old, I retaliated against my father physically
courtesy of my stepbrother, who taught me to scrap
My stepbrother taught me how to fight
Left the bitch on the ground with her eyes on black
I severely beat someone who had mistreated me and my sister in the past
Ran away from the house of Teresa and Nate
I ran away from my step family's house
Into juvenile detention where I built up hate
I was sent to juvenile detention and became angry and resentful
I don't remember the date of the judicial debate
I don't remember the specifics of my legal proceedings
but legally I was now in custody of the state
I became a ward of the state
And niggas wonder why I sit up in the club and drink
People wonder why I drink when I'm out at clubs
Say what's up to Xzibit and I still don't speak
Even if someone greets me, I may not respond
I'm trying to contemplate the next move to make
I am constantly considering my next steps
Gotta find some way to release this hate
I need to find a way to let go of my anger
And that was worse than the treatment I was gettin' at home
My later experiences were worse than my childhood abuse
but only now I was fucked up plus all alone
I was both messed up and isolated from my family
My father talkin' all crazy to me over the phone
Even over the phone, my father was abusive and irrational
Turned age sixteen now on my own
At sixteen, I was on my own
Started running with cats who carried gats cause they had too
I began associating with people who carried guns out of necessity
with no hesitation lock load then blast you
These people were not afraid to use their guns
Without a hastle we in a town of hicks
We were in a small town filled with unsophisticated people
fuckin' all these chicks
We were sexually promiscuous
Sellin' rock by the bricks
We were selling drugs in large amounts
so we feelin' like we mothafuckin' Nino Brown
We felt invincible like a powerful movie character
At the house when the mothafuckin' man touched down
We were at home when someone was coming to arrest us
Screamin' demands 'Let me see your goddamn hands (now)'
The police were shouting orders at us
A.T.F. cause of handguns and contraban
The A.T.F. was involved in the case and found illegal items
we never kept it in the house
We did not keep illegal items in our home
So of course we clounded
We were caught and arrested
Only found one pistol took us all down town
The police only found one illegal item but arrested us all
We be out by the end of the afternoon
We expected to be released from custody soon
gettin' drunk on the strip let the system BOOM!
We planned to celebrate our release by drinking
Who would assume Mr. QK would chill with a wife
No one would have expected me to settle down and get married
Ty and Matt caught bodies
My acquaintances Ty and Matt committed murder
Now they spend there life behind bars
They are now serving life sentences in prison
catchin' scars that will not heal
They will be emotionally scarred for the rest of their lives
niggas don't know the half about keepin' it real
People don't understand the reality of living this lifestyle
Lyrics © Spirit Music Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: JONES, A. JOINER, E. BANKS
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