Nothing To Say
Y.V.E. 48 feat. LissA Lyrics

I'm doing nothing everyday
My life has become stagnant and I feel unproductive

I didn't expect you to stay
I didn't believe that our relationship would last long-term

I don't know why it goes this way
I'm puzzled by the way things turned out between us

I need something different
I'm craving a change in my life

Don't know what's missing, but
I can sense that something important is absent from my life

Nothings fun anymore
I no longer seem to enjoy the things I used to like

The sun going down again
Another uneventful day is coming to an end

Don't know what happened to my friends
I'm uncertain why my friends have become distant from me

They all ghost or ignoring, me
My friends have either stopped contacting me altogether, or they're not responding to my messages/calls

I'm not what I used to be
I feel like I've changed a lot and not necessarily in a positive way

Another day in the life
This is just another unremarkable day in my mundane existence

I got nothing to say anymore
I'm experiencing a sense of apathy and can't find the words to express myself

I hang on so close like a tie
I'm holding on tightly to something that's not really benefiting me

But I can't thread these loose ends anymore
I'm unable to mend the frayed and broken relationships in my life

I need something different
A change is necessary to improve my situation

Cause you're always tripping
Your erratic behavior is causing problems in our relationship

Over nothing and now I'm sitting here wishing
You're getting upset over trivial matters, and I'm regretting our current state

For a better situation
I truly want things to improve between us and in my life in general

Why'd you have to make it so complicated
You're making things difficult and convoluted for no apparent reason

You don't have the patience for me
You're unwilling to tolerate my flaws and shortcomings

I called you just asking where you'd be
I reached out to you with a simple question about your whereabouts

That night and you never seem to care
You didn't show any interest or concern for me during that particular evening

Did you forget? the night in my house
Do you not remember the good times we had at my place?

Where we played the records loud
We listened to music at a high volume

And we danced for a while
We let loose and had fun dancing together

What happened to those times
I miss the happy memories we shared together

The ones where we were happy
Our past experiences where we connected and enjoyed each other's company

Now we can't even breathe
Our current situation is choking the life out of our relationship

Without screaming
We can't communicate effectively without arguing and fighting

Let's go back to the beginning
I want us to revisit the earlier stages of our relationship

I want it back
I want to rekindle the positive aspects of our relationship

Because now I'm sad
My current emotional state is one of despair and unhappiness

And nothings the same
Everything has changed and it's not for the better

You turned out to be lame
You've become uninteresting and uninspiring in my eyes

I ease the pain
I'm using certain coping mechanisms to relieve my emotional distress

With certain things I won't explain to you
I'm keeping my coping mechanisms secret from you for various reasons

And I don't what to do
I feel lost and unsure of how to proceed

When I'm here without you
I feel lonely and incomplete when you're not around

I'm good on my own but it takes some getting used to
While I'm capable of being alone, it's still an adjustment

I gotta do it again but this time it's official
I need to make changes in my life and this time I'm committing to those changes

It's funny how you put yourself on top of the pedestal
You think very highly of yourself and prioritize your own needs above others'

You were never there for me
You consistently neglected me and our relationship

You were never there for me
You continuously failed to show up for me both emotionally and physically

You were never there for me
You were an absent figure in my life when I needed you most

You were never there for me
Your lack of support and presence has had a profound negative impact on me