Close To You
Yehonathan Lyrics

Waiting for my love is all you did
You spent all your time waiting for my love.

but I refused to change.
However, I chose not to change for you.

I'm trying hard to forgive,
I am making a conscious effort to forgive.

to let go of this pain.
I am trying to release the pain I have been holding onto.

Angels guided me
I felt guided by angels.

deep into the night.
This guidance came to me late at night.

They will help me finally see the light.
Their guidance will help me understand something important.

That I will never love again
I have come to realize that I will not be able to love another person as intensely as I loved you.

the way I used to love you.
My feelings for you were very strong and unique.

Trying hard to break the spell
I am putting in a lot of effort to break the emotional spell that I had put on you.

once I cast on you
When I had control over you emotionally.

And you will always be my friend,
I value our friendship too much to ruin it.

and I will never doubt it's true.
I trust and believe in our friendship.

Fighting time and time again
I keep trying over and over again.

to be close to you.
To be near you.

Life with me was never easy,
Being with me was always challenging.

you've known this from the start.
You were aware of this right from the beginning.

Although you did the best you could
You did everything you could to make it work.

I just had to break your heart.
But I still ended up breaking your heart.

Demons blinded me,
Negative forces clouded my judgement.

I couldn't see your eyes.
I couldn't see the truth in your eyes.

Now you're gone and I can hear the angels cry.
Now that you're not with me, I hear the sound of my own regret.

Moon of my life,
You were a very important person in my life.

frozen in time,
But now I feel like time has stopped with you gone.

promised you'd always stay behind.
You had promised to always support me from the back.

I was lost and confused,
I was confused and didn't know what to do without you.

got nothing to lose.
I no longer had anything to lose.

I am home,
I feel comfortable and safe now.

I am home.
I feel like I have returned to where I belong.

Light of my life,
You are another important person in my life.

fire and ice,
Our relationship was characterized by intensity and conflict.

now the truth's out there's no need hide
Now that I've revealed my feelings, there's no need to hide them anymore.

I love you, you love me,
We still have love for each other.

now we're both free,
Now that everything is out in the open, we're both free to move on and find happiness.

we are home,
We are both comfortable and happy with each other.

we are home,
We have found our true place in each other's lives.

we are home.
We know where we belong and it's with each other.

I will never love again
I know that I won't be able to love someone else in the same way again.

Fighting time and time again
I'm still trying to get closer to you.

to be close to you.
I want to be close to you no matter what.