Disappear
Yelawolf Lyrics

Daddy I've been thinkin' about you lately
The singer misses their daddy because mama's never there and step daddy is violent and alcoholic.

Mama's never here and step daddy hates me
The singer's mother's unavailability combined with the hatred that they face from their step father.

He drinks a lot, it makes him so mean
Step daddy's alcoholic addiction makes him mean.

Mama always screams and it gives me bad dreams
The artist gets bad dreams due to their mom's constant screaming.

Today I dropped my bowl of s'ghetti on the floor
The artist accidentally drops their bowl of spaghetti on the floor.

I didn't mean to make a mess, I tripped on one of my toys
The singer didn't drop their bowl of spaghetti on the floor intentionally, they stumbled on one of their toys.

I tried to clean it up, really I tried
The singer tries to clean the mess.

But I just made it worse so I went to my room to hide
The artist makes the mess worse, so they hide in their room.

I knew if Benny saw it I'd be in so much trouble
The artist is aware that they would get into trouble if Benny sees the mess.

I didn't want to, but I did
The artist didn't want to be in trouble but the fear made the artist confess.

And the thought of gettin' hit
The thought of getting hit by Benny scares the singer.

Scared me so I didn't tell him
The fear of getting hit made the artist not tell Benny about the mess they made.

Benny saw it, he took off his belt and
Despite the singer not confessing about the mess, Benny saw it and got furious.

You know, he hit me with it
Benny beats the singer with his belt for making the spillage.

Then he pushed my face in to the carpet where the s'ghetti spilted
Benny pushes the singer's face to the floor to rub it in the spilled spaghetti.

But I forgive him though
The artist forgives Benny despite the physical abuse.

I love you daddy, I guess I gotta go
The artist tells their daddy that they love him and leaves.

There's a moth on my window seal
There is a moth that the singer notices on their window.

And it came to die alone
The moth seems to have come to die alone.

Through the pain of the pouring rain
The artist looks at the moth through the pain of heavy rain.

I gaze into the storm
The artist looks at the storm which destroys the world.

And I imagine I'm the son of a man
the artist imagines being the son of someone who'd love them.

Who will hold me close and near
The singer imagines what it would feel like for someone to hold them close and protect them.

With these bruises on my face I cry while I pray
The artist cries and prays while looking at their bruises.

Daddy, Are you there?
The singer reaches out to their daddy.

I know you're probably busy off working somewhere
The singer knows that their daddy is probably busy working.

Helpin' somebody
The singer believes that their daddy is helping out someone as he is a carpenter.

Build a house or somethin' neat
The artist imagines that their daddy must be building something neat.

You told me what you did, carpentry, right?
The daddy had previously told the artist what he did for a living.

Man, that's so cool, daddy
The singer considers their daddy's profession as carpenter to be cool.

I really miss you, so much that I would kiss you
The singer misses their dad so much that he wants to kiss him.

Yeah even front of my friends
The artist is willing to kiss their dad even in front of friends.

I guess you know I'm gettin' sick again
The artist tells their daddy that they are getting sick again.

I've been throwin' up, I haven't been playin' much
The artist has been throwing up and unable to play much due to illness.

I missed a lot of school this week, but I'm tough
Although the singer has missed a lot of school this week, they are tough.

Hey if you get a second
The artist requests their daddy to visit them.

Maybe tomorrow you could come by just to check in
The singer wants their daddy to visit to check in on how they are doing.

Because my babysitter's crazy
The singer's babysitter has been acting crazy.

Mama don't believe me but she makes me get naked
The singer and their mother have different opinions regarding the crazy babysitter who makes them undress.

And I'm embarrassed so I hide it
The artist is embarrassed due to the babysitter's actions and wants to hide it.

I'm tellin' you because you know my heart and what's inside it
The artist is sharing this with their daddy because he knows what the artist feels.

I gotta go to sleep but don't turn off the lights
The singer is going to sleep, but requests that the lights aren't turned off.

I love you daddy, or should I say Christ?
The singer expresses love towards their daddy and mentions the confusion they have between God and their father.

When the weeping willow
As the weeping willow sways with the breeze,

tree sways from the breeze I float away
the artist feels as though they are floating away with the tree with the breeze.

To the end of the world, to the moon, to the stars
The artist feels they are floating to the end of the world, the moon or the stars.

To the heavens where I'm safe
The singer feels like they are floating to the sky of safety.

(I'm a child) not a prey (I'm an angel) enslaved
The artist feels like an innocent child who is trapped in enslavement.

I'm a life, I'm a world, I'm a rose, put to waste
The singer values their life, but feels like it is wasted.

Wake me up, let me live, let me breathe, let me breathe
The singer wants to wake up from the bad dream they are having.

Give me love, give me soul, give me guidance, give me peace
The singer asks for love, peace, guidance and serenity.

(disappear)
The word 'disappear' is repeated.

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The word 'disappear' is repeated.

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The word 'disappear' is repeated.

(disappear)
The word 'disappear' is repeated.