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Yellowcard Lyrics


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Don't know
What I was looking for
When I went home
I found me alone
And sometimes
I need someone to say you'll be all right
What's on your mind?
But the water's shallow here
And I am full of fear
And empty-handed after two long years

Another sunny day in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home
I always thought I wanted so much more
Now I'm not too sure
'Cause sometimes
I miss knowing someone's there for me
And feeling free

Free to stand beside
The ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath
The dark Atlantic sky

Another sunny day in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear
Of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts
Just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head
This place will make you blind
Put it all behind me
And I'll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away




Before you get a chance
Before you get a chance to feel it

Overall Meaning

Yellowcard's song "Back Home" tells the story of a person who goes back to their hometown but finds themselves feeling alone and unsure of what they really want or need. The first verse says that the person doesn't know what they were looking for when they went back home, but they ended up feeling isolated and in need of someone to comfort them. However, they feel like they can't find anyone that will truly understand them, and they are scared of the unknown. The chorus talks about how life in California seems perfect, but what people don't know is that the person has lost something they love and haven't been able to fully experience it. The second verse references feeling scared and unsure, but also missing the feeling of being loved and the freedom to stand beside the ocean and light a cigarette, surrounded by the darkness of the night sky.


In the bridge, the song speaks about how living in this place is not easy, as everyone is living in fear of allowing themselves to fall apart, and the fear of breaking someone else's heart. The person notes that it's easy to become blinded with the beauty of it all, giving in and letting it all go, but that they're going to try to leave it all behind and be okay. The last verse says that even though the sky is full of stars, they still feel empty inside and wish for something real to hold onto. They reference their home again, noting that people would love this sunny day just like they would love the starry California night, but that they would all miss what they had lost.


Line by Line Meaning

Don't know
I am not aware


What I was looking for
I didn't know what I wanted


When I went home
When I returned home


I found me alone
I discovered that I was by myself


And sometimes
Occasionally


I need someone to say you'll be all right
I require someone to tell me that everything will be okay.


What's on your mind?
What are you thinking about?


But the water's shallow here
The water is shallow in this place


And I am full of fear
I am frightened


And empty handed after two long years
After two years, I have nothing to show for it


Another sunny day in California
It's sunny again in California


I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
I am certain my family would appreciate the beautiful weather


But what they don't know is what you love is ripped away
They don't understand that what I love has been taken from me


Before you get a chance to feel it
I didn't get an opportunity to experience it


Back home
When I was younger


I always thought I wanted so much more
I assumed I desired many things


Now I'm not too sure
I am uncertain


Cause sometimes
Because every now and then


I miss knowing someone's there for me
I miss having someone to rely on


And feeling free
Feeling unrestricted


Free to stand beside
Free to stand next to


The ocean in moonlight
The sea illuminated by the moonlight


And light myself a smoke beneath the
And smoking a cigarette under the


Dark Atlantic sky
Nighttime sky above the Atlantic Ocean


Everybody here is living life in fear
Everyone is afraid here


Of falling out alive
Of dying unexpectedly


Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts
Ripping apart life and breaking many hearts


Just to pass the time
Just to occupy themselves


And the eyes get red in the back of your head
Eyes in the back of the head turn red


This place will make you blind
Being in this place will blind you


Put it all behind me and
Forget everything that happened and


I'll be just fine
I'll be okay


Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Another bright day under a clear sky


Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
At times, I wish it would rain here


And wash the west coast dreaming from my eyes
And remove the misconception that the West Coast is perfect from my mind


There's nothing real for them to see here
There is nothing genuine for them to see in this place.


Another starry night in California
Another night filled with stars in California


I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
I am convinced my family would appreciate the starry sky


But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
They don't know that what I adore has been taken away


Before you get a chance to feel it
Before I have a chance to experience it




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Betty Key, Billy Wayne Yates, Frank Dycus

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