Firewater
Yellowcard Lyrics


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You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real, it's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this
Paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have know this
It wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole
So this brain in my head can forget your face

When we were starting out
You believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing that happened to a boy like me
It's so much harder now
I want to try and tell you how
There is so much love in me
Even though it's hard to see
And I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
Right beside me

Can I swallow this bottle whole
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me
To give up my heart to be everything I am
And you're the only thing that I can see
I'm sorry, but you're not the only one for me





You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Yellowcard's song "Firewater" depict a complicated relationship that was initially beautiful but ultimately ended badly. The singer is reflecting on the relationship with his ex-partner, who had sat him down to explain that he was wrong for her. The singer is uncertain about whether the relationship was genuine or not because of how messy it had become. He is struggling to move on from the relationship, feeling stuck in his feelings as he grapples with the idea of letting go.


The chorus of the song shows the singer's determination to overcome his pain and move on from the relationship, symbolized through the lyrics "Paper hearts can't win this time." The singer recognizes that the relationship was not what he wanted, but rather what his partner had wanted for him. Despite this realization, he still struggles to accept the end of the relationship, as he was "never good at goodbye." The lyrics become more poignant as the song progresses, with the singer considering whether he would rather forget his ex-partner entirely by swallowing a bottle of pills, as he feels drowned in "firewater."


Overall, "Firewater" is a song about the pain and complications of a failed relationship, with a focus on accepting the loss and learning to move on. The lyrics are emotive and relatable, making the song a favorite among Yellowcard fans.


Line by Line Meaning

You sat me down beside myself
You made me realize my mistakes


To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
You made me understand why we didn't work out


Was this for real, it's hard to tell
It's difficult to believe it happened


'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into
Even though it was chaotic, it was still beautiful


I'm gonna overcome this
I will move on from this


Paper hearts can't win this time
Superficial relationships will not work now


And all along I should have know this
I should've realized this earlier


It wasn't your dream, it was mine
The relationship did not meet my expectations


I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
You wanted me to change my life for you


Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
To become who I was when we were together


I was never good at goodbye
I struggled with ending things


Can I swallow this bottle whole
Can I drink this bottle to forget you


So this brain in my head can forget your face
So that I can forget your face


When we were starting out
At the beginning of our relationship


You believed in me without a doubt
You had faith in me


You were the finest thing that happened to a boy like me
You were the best thing that ever happened to me


It's so much harder now
It's more difficult without you


I want to try and tell you how
I want to express my feelings to you


There is so much love in me
I still have so much love for you


Even though it's hard to see
Even though it's not evident


Can I swallow this bottle whole
Can I drink this bottle to forget you


'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes
I would rather die than make more mistakes


Today I couldn't stay awake
I cannot stay awake today


Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
It feels like I am drowning in my sorrows


I won't be sleeping much tonight
I will not be able to sleep much tonight


It's not the same without you lying by my side
It's different without you here with me


Right beside me
Next to me


I know you wanted me
You wanted me to be a certain way


To give up my heart to be everything I am
To change who I am for you


And you're the only thing that I can see
You were the center of my world


I'm sorry, but you're not the only one for me
I'm sorry, but I've moved on from you


You left me here beside myself
You left me alone with my thoughts and feelings


Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you
You made me realize why it didn't work out between us




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BENJAMIN ERIC HARPER, LONGINEU WARREN III PARSONS, PETER MICHAEL MOSELY, SEAN MICHAEL WELLMAN-MACKIN, WILLIAM RYAN KEY

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Comments from YouTube:

@vin_lulz

So nostalgic for me... Brings me back... I have a lot of deep and painful emotions attached to this song...

@loonlekim

2022 anyone?

@justinc5151

Such an underrated song

@victorhopkins4080

Yup

@Mike45-47Q

Dam I miss this band. I never got to a show. I found them in 04 when I was 15. I miss that life.

@88Featured

I first heard this song when I was a teenager like, 10-15 years ago and I only just now realised they were singing about chugging a whole bottle of alcohol. I used to take the line “can I swallow this bottle whole” literally as if he was singing about eating a glass bottle lmfao

@amberyajcaji3663

Maybe it's my inner nihilism but I immediately understood it as something sinister (ODing, etc) but now I have the image of him trying to swallow an actual bottle in my head hahaha

@aironnegutierrez1037

2021 anyone?

@victorhopkins4080

Yup

@victorhopkins4080

9 years ago this was on YouTube but I remember 2005!

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