Side note: Aside from Yendri's own albums, Yendri has done quite a few remixes for groups such as :Wumpscut:, Wynardtage, Aiboforcen, and a number of other artists.
I Will Be Gone
Yendri Lyrics
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And I am not what I'm supposed to be
There is no horizon anywhere
It's all too much I almost do not care
I want to put an end to all of this
I want to make it go away
The chance to live again is over
This will be my final day
Anytime anyway
I'll dissapear and then
You won't see me again
Finally I will find peace
Finally I'll be released
Nothing I will have to do
Nothing I'll have to go through
In Yendri's song 'I Will Be Gone', the lyrics express the singer's lack of hope and desire to escape from the pain of this world. The first line of the song, "All the life is draining out of me," conveys the message that the singer feels as if there is no reason to keep going. The second line, "I am not what I'm supposed to be," suggests that the singer feels like they have failed at something or that they are not fulfilling some sort of expectation. The third line, "There is no horizon anywhere," paints a picture of hopelessness, where the singer feels as if there is no brighter future to reach for.
Continuing on, the fourth line, "It's all too much I almost do not care," illustrates that the singer has reached a point of apathy towards life. The next two lines indicate that the singer wants to escape from the burden of existence, stating, "I want to put an end to all of this, I want to make it go away." The last two lines are the most poignant, as they declare the singer's intention to end their life. "This will be my final day, I will be gone and away" suggests that the singer has made up their mind and is determined to end their suffering. The final four lines, however, offer a glimmer of hope as the singer believes they will find peace once they no longer have to struggle through life.
Line by Line Meaning
All the live is draining out of me
I am losing all the energy and vitality that used to define me
And I am not what I'm supposed to be
I am not living up to the expectations and standards that others have set for me
There is no horizon anywhere
I cannot see any hope or possibility of a positive outcome
It's all too much I almost do not care
I am overwhelmed and apathetic towards my current circumstances
I want to put an end to all of this
I desire to end my current situation and remove the pain and suffering from my life
I want to make it go away
I wish to eradicate the source of my problems and struggles
The chance to live again is over
I feel as though I have lost any opportunity for a better future
This will be my final day
I have made the decision to end my life
I will be gone and away
I will no longer exist in this world
Anytime anyway
Regardless of circumstances or potential consequences
I'll dissapear and then
I will vanish and become invisible to those around me
You won't see me again
I will be completely removed from this world and all who knew me
Finally I will find peace
I believe that I will find contentment and tranquility in death
Finally I'll be released
I will experience freedom from the struggles and challenges of life that have plagued me
Nothing I will have to do
I will no longer have to bear any responsibilities or obligations
Nothing I'll have to go through
I will be free from the burden of suffering and pain that I have endured in life
Contributed by Julian J. Suggest a correction in the comments below.