His style is a mixing of Experimental, Bossa Nova, Indie and Lo-Fi with a very depressive/melancholic atmosphere. All his music was produced in his own room, alone. Yoñlu played piano, keyboard, acoustic guitar, samplers, and lead guitars.
Suicide
Yoñlu Lyrics
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Anything outside of them
Reinvaginated just to rewind
Back to the time I had a future I could see
Now I find that days slip through in loneliness
Now I see it doesn't help to understand
How the pain became world-sized
That life is losing friends
Try to see through these sheets of shit poetry
And see what there is left
See, I′m sad cause I'm alone in this world and
Writing doesn't seem to help
Now she′s gone like everyone I ever met
Now my suicide is lit by the sunset
It′s pretty sad if you ask me
I don't think I will be
Around to see your face again
The lyrics of Yoñlu's song "Suicide" explore the emotional turmoil of someone who is struggling with loneliness and depression. The song opens with the singer wishing to be back into the arms of their loved ones because they can't seem to find a place where they belong. They express their desperation to rewind time to when they were happy and had a future they could look forward to. However, now they feel like they are stuck in a state of perpetual loneliness and isolation, unable to find comfort even in their writing.
The lyricist then goes on to talk about how they try to understand their pain and make sense of their world, but it only makes things worse. They feel like their pain has become world-sized, and they have lost fundamental connections with the people around them. The loneliness has left them feeling empty and helpless. The lyricist acknowledges that writing about their struggles doesn't seem to help and that they are incredibly sad to be alone in this world.
The song's final verse speaks to the lyricist's finality of their situation. They realize that everyone they have ever met, including a loved one, has left them, and they have no reason to believe that they will ever see them again. The sun setting on their life, the lyricist contemplates ending their life, viewing it as their suicide.
Overall, the lyrics of "Suicide" by Yoñlu are emotionally charged and provide insight into the solitary world of someone with depression and suicidal thoughts. The song ends on a bleak note, leaving us with a lingering sense of sadness and pain.
Line by Line Meaning
Back into your arms because I just can′t be
I feel so lost and broken that I need the comfort and safety of being in your loving arms
Anything outside of them
I feel like I do not belong anywhere else except in your loving arms
Reinvaginated just to rewind
I tried to start anew and move on, but I ended up going back to where I was before
Back to the time I had a future I could see
I long for the past when I still had hope and dreams for my future
Now I find that days slip through in loneliness
I now realize how much time I spend alone, and it feels like time is slipping away from me
Now I see it doesn't help to understand
I realize that understanding the reasons behind my pain doesn't make it any easier to bear
How the pain became world-sized
My pain has become so overwhelming that it seems like it fills the whole world
And how I realised
I have come to the realization
That life is losing friends
The sad truth of life is that we inevitably lose the people we care about
Try to see through these sheets of shit poetry
I am struggling to express my thoughts and feelings through my writing, which feels inadequate
And see what there is left
I hope to find some meaning or purpose in my life, despite my struggles
See, I′m sad cause I'm alone in this world and
I feel so sad and lonely because I feel like I am all alone in this world
Writing doesn't seem to help
Even though I write to try to express myself, it doesn't seem to alleviate my pain and sadness
Now she′s gone like everyone I ever met
The people who were important to me have left, including the woman I loved
Now my suicide is lit by the sunset
My plan to end my life is now becoming more concrete and urgent, as symbolized by the sunset
It′s pretty sad if you ask me
My situation is incredibly depressing and hopeless
I don't think I will be
I do not believe that I will
Around to see your face again
I will not be alive to see you again
Writer(s): John Jackson, Qaadir Atkinson
Contributed by Isaac H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.