Ostra
Yumi Zouma Lyrics


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I shouted when you waited
I saw you in a prayed up mind
Those times when you felt blameless
I could never break it, I could never make friends blind

You fake the change of facing
No time to be complaisant all around me and you
If you lose the way you play me

I'm losing over to someone
Who thinks that life is stolen
And locked in a loop
We could never be that waitless

But now you see me
And I don't have faith
Fighting off the reasons
That you tried to claim
Closer, pulling over
Call me when you know
I can feel the turning
Back to indigo

Those headlights off and bended
You said that you had gone before
Those moments when we mended
Every single vision, every single rift you wore

I make of dedication to break the expectation
And all we could do, to avoid you lately
Three weeks, I hardly believe you
Two months that you deceive aren't enough to be cruel
Couldn't you avoid this feeling?

But now you see me
And I don't have faith
Fighting off the reasons
That you tried to claim
Closer, pulling over
Call me when you know
I can feel the turning
Back to indigo

By the time at night
When you think again of sleep
Tell me what you're really meaning
And I try somehow but I can't [?] my time
And something could leave us wordless

But now you see me
And I don't have faith
Fighting off the reasons
That you tried to claim
Closer, pulling over
Call me when you know
I can feel the turning
Back to indigo

But now you see me
And I don't have faith
Fighting off the reasons
That you tried to claim
Closer, pulling over
Call me when you know




I can feel the turning
Back to indigo

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Yumi Zouma's song "Ostra" speak to a complex, emotionally charged relationship where one person feels a sense of betrayal and confusion. The first verse describes a moment when the singer shouted out their emotions while the other person waited, suggesting a disconnect in their communication. The singer acknowledges that the other person appeared blameless in certain moments, making it difficult for them to break through and connect on a deeper level.


The chorus reveals a sense of resignation and disappointment. The singer feels as though they are losing themselves to someone who believes that life has been stolen from them and is trapped in a cycle. The phrase "we could never be that waitless" implies a longing for a relationship where they can simply be present without the weight of emotional baggage.


In the second verse, the singer recalls a specific incident when the other person said they had gone before, possibly indicating a history of emotional distance or abandonment. Despite moments of healing and reconciliation ("moments when we mended"), the other person continues to wear the scars of past rifts. The singer is dedicated to breaking the cycle of expectation, suggesting a desire for a healthier, more fulfilling relationship.


The bridge of the song further explores the complexities of the relationship. The singer questions the other person's intentions and wishes they could understand the meaning behind their actions. There's a struggle to grasp the passage of time and a feeling of being unable to fully move forward.


Overall, "Ostra" delves into the complexities of a relationship marked by miscommunication, betrayal, and the desire for understanding and healing. The lyrics paint a picture of a bittersweet connection where one person longs for emotional resonance while grappling with the pain caused by the other's actions.


Line by Line Meaning

I shouted when you waited
I expressed my frustration when you chose to remain patient


I saw you in a prayed up mind
I observed that you were in a state of calmness and spiritual preparedness


Those times when you felt blameless
During those moments, you believed you were free from any guilt or fault


I could never break it, I could never make friends blind
I was unable to disrupt your state of mind or mend relationships that were strained


You fake the change of facing
You pretend to undergo a transformation


No time to be complaisant all around me and you
There is no opportunity to be content while we are together


If you lose the way you play me
If you lose sight of your intentions, you manipulate me


I'm losing over to someone
I am surrendering to someone else's influence


Who thinks that life is stolen
This person believes that life is taken unjustly


And locked in a loop
Trapped in a repetitive cycle


We could never be that waitless
We could never be free from the burden of waiting


But now you see me
However, now you notice my presence


And I don't have faith
And I no longer have trust or belief


Fighting off the reasons
Attempting to resist the justifications


That you tried to claim
That you attempted to assert as truth


Closer, pulling over
Approaching, shifting to the side


Call me when you know
Contact me when you are certain


I can feel the turning
I can sense the change or shift


Back to indigo
Returning to a state of deep blue


Those headlights off and bended
The headlights are turned off and slightly bent


You said that you had gone before
You claimed to have experienced a similar situation in the past


Those moments when we mended
The times when we repaired the damage in our relationship


Every single vision, every single rift you wore
Every perspective and disagreement you carried


I make of dedication to break the expectation
I commit myself wholeheartedly to shatter the anticipated outcome


And all we could do, to avoid you lately
And everything we have done recently to avoid encountering you


Three weeks, I hardly believe you
Three weeks have passed, and it is difficult for me to trust you


Two months that you deceive aren't enough to be cruel
Even though you have deceived me for two months, it is not sufficient to be considered cruel


Couldn't you avoid this feeling?
Were you unable to prevent this emotion from arising?


By the time at night
During the late hours of the night


When you think again of sleep
When you contemplate whether or not to go to sleep


Tell me what you're really meaning
Share with me your true intentions or thoughts


And I try somehow but I can't [?] my time
And I attempt in some way, but I cannot save my time


And something could leave us wordless
And something could render us speechless




Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC
Written by: Charlie Everley Ryder, Joshua Paul Burgess, Sam Perry, Christie Simpson

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