fleabag
Yungblud Lyrics

I'm just a fleabag
I am a person of no consequence, with no value or worth.

Nobody loves me
There is no one in my life who cares for me or values me as a person.

Send me to rehab
I feel that I am broken or defective in some way, and need professional help to overcome my issues.

Somebody touch me
I am desperate for human connection and physical touch, as a means of feeling valued and loved.

I want to turn back time
I regret past choices and actions, and wish for the opportunity to undo or change them.

I want to fix the way I was designed
I feel that my inherent nature or personality traits are flawed, and wish for the ability to alter them.

Crawl behind my eyes
I want someone to truly understand me and see the world from my perspective, in order to feel less isolated and alone.

And kill my stale state of mind
I feel trapped in a negative, unproductive mindset and wish for a way to break free and think differently.

I fade, I fade, and every time
My sense of self and identity is constantly slipping away, leaving me feeling lost and uncertain.

I try to change, to change
I make attempts to better myself and my situation, but often feel thwarted or unsuccessful in doing so.

I stop
My efforts to change or improve eventually come to an end, due to a lack of resources or motivation.

'Cause I'm just a fleabag
My low self-worth and sense of insignificance is a major contributing factor to my difficulties.

I'm not your monkey
I will not be forced to perform or conform to society's expectations or demands.

I'm not your puppet
I refuse to be controlled or manipulated by others, and will make my own choices in life.

Hey, hey
An expression of defiance or protest against the unfair treatment I feel I have received from others.

Nobody loves me at all
My sense of loneliness and isolation is not due to a lack of effort or socialization, but rather a deep-seated feeling of worthlessness and undeservingness.

I dance around the truth
I am not honest with myself or others about my problems, and often avoid confronting them directly.

I've been a ballerina boy for you
I have played a role or persona in order to please or impress others, at the expense of my own identity and well-being.

No matter what I do
Despite my efforts to change or be authentic, I always seem to fall short or disappoint others.

You twist my words and get confused
Others do not truly understand or appreciate my intentions or feelings, and often misinterpret or distort my words and actions.