Somewhere
ZWALL feat. Josh A Lyrics

Nowhere else to go
I have run out of options and have nowhere else to turn to.

Faces made of stone
People around me are unsympathetic and lack understanding.

One wrong turn and I end up on my own
A single mistake can lead to me being alone and unsupported.

How did it ends up like this?
I am surprised and confused about how I ended up in this situation.

Surviving off of promises
I am holding onto hope and relying on the promises made to me.

I remember everything like a keepsake (keepsake)
I remember every detail and hold onto it tightly.

Every word you said to me got its own place (own place)
Every word that was spoken to me holds its own importance and meaning.

When I throw it all away (throw it all away)
When I let go of everything.

Somewhere I'll remain (somewhere I'll remain)
I will always have a memory of it somewhere.

Used to nearly pass out
There was a time when I was close to breaking down.

Thought I wouldn't make it
I doubted my ability to handle the situation and survive.

Used to wanna stand out
I used to want to be different and unique.

I don't wanna fake it (fake it)
I don't want to pretend and be someone I am not.

Feels like everyone is more content than I'll ever be
I feel like everyone around me is happier and more satisfied with life than I am.

Am I just wasting time to make a life that I'll never see?
I question whether I am investing my time and effort into something that I may never achieve or experience.

There used to be a time I could breathe when I want to
There was a time when I felt free to do what I wanted without any stress or pressure.

I wanna let go, but I'm trying hard not to
I want to release the tension and negative feelings, but I am struggling to do so.

I don't have a reason but for now I think I need this all to end
I don't have a clear justification or motive, but I feel like I need to end it all.

Make amends, I can't stand, but I got to
I need to confront and reconcile with my issues, even though it is difficult to do so.

Barely hangin' on, had a breakdown last week
I am barely coping and recently had a mental breakdown.

Try to move on, but I never put it past me
I try to move forward, but the past continues to haunt me.

Always In my head, you know I never wanna be alone
I am always lost in my thoughts and never want to feel isolated or lonely.

And I been feelin' down and on the edge
I have been feeling sad and overwhelmed.

And I been losin' trust in all my friends now
I am becoming distrustful and suspicious of my friends.

But it takes some time before you make your life
It requires patience and effort to create a fulfilling life.

And that's all I depend on
Having a promising future is the only thing I am relying on.

Try to find a better life that's all that I end on
My current goal is to seek a better life for myself.