I Don't Wanna Live Forever
Zayn Taylor Swift Lyrics

Been sitting eyes wide open behind these four walls, hoping you'd call
I've been waiting for your call while being trapped within the walls of my thoughts with eyes wide open.

It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hoping at all
It's a hopeless existence which seems to be more of a curse than a blessing.

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
I feel like I am losing my mind.

Up all night, all night and every day
I am spending sleepless nights and restless days.

Give me something, oh, but you say nothing
I am constantly seeking something from you, but all I receive is silence.

What is happening to me?
I am confused and don't understand what's going on.

I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain
Living without you is meaningless to me, and I don't want to continue living like this forever.

And I don't wanna fit wherever
I don't want to blend in, I want to be with you.

I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I will keep calling your name until I find you and bring you back home with me.

I'm sitting eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
My mind is only focused on one thing, and my eyes are wide open, waiting for that thing to happen or come back.

Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life, oh
I am in doubt if I am fortunate to have escaped from something bad or have lost the love of my life.

I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
I have given you my everything, but you have not returned my love.

I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
I've searched for happiness in places it should be found, but I am still sad.

I see you around in all these empty faces
I see your reflection in everyone I meet, but everyone seems to be meaningless without you.

Now I'm in a cab, I tell 'em where your place is
I have reached the point where I am desperately trying to find you by giving the cab driver your address.

I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I will never stop calling your name until I bring you back to where you truly belong.

Until you come back home
I will keep waiting for you to come back home, where we belong together.