I Don't Wanna Live Forever
Zayn Lyrics


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Been sitting eyes wide open behind these four walls, hoping you'd call
It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hoping at all

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
Give me something, oh, but you say nothing
What is happening to me?
I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home

I'm sitting eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life, oh

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?

I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain
And I don't wanna fit (fit, babe) wherever (wherever)
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home

I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
Baby, baby, I feel crazy
I see you around in all these empty faces
Up all night, all night and every day
I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
Give me something, oh, but you say nothing
Now I'm in a cab, I tell 'em where your place is
What is happening to me?

I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home





I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
Until you come back home

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Zayn Malik and Taylor Swift's song "I Don't Wanna Live Forever" speak to the angst of a person who feels lost without their love. The first verse conveys a sense of despair as the singer sits alone, hoping for a call from their loved one. The bleakness of their situation is apparent when they say, "It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hoping at all." The repetition of the phrase "all night and every day" underscores the endlessness of their misery.


The chorus tackles the bigger problem at hand. The singer doesn't want to live without their love, and they know that living without them would be meaningless. They don't want to fit in wherever they end up without that person, and they only want to keep calling their name until they come back home.


The second verse emphasizes the singer's obsessive thoughts of their lost love. They've been looking in all the nicest places, but they can't seem to shake the image of their ex everywhere they go. They feel crazy, and their mind is consumed with the idea of what could have been with their former partner.


Overall, the song is a poignant expression of the pain of heartbreak and the desire to hold on to someone you love. The lyrics are conveyed with a sense of urgency and despair, reflecting the raw emotions of a person trying to cope with the end of a relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

Been sitting eyes wide open behind these four walls, hoping you'd call
I am trapped in this cruel existence, staring at the walls, waiting for your call.


It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hoping at all
My life feels pointless without you, as though I exist in a cruel vacuum.


Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Your absence is driving me insane.


Up all night, all night and every day
I cannot sleep or take a break from the agony of missing you.


Give me something, oh, but you say nothing
I am trying to communicate with you, but you are not responding.


What is happening to me?
I am confused and struggling to understand why our relationship has fallen apart.


I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain
Without you, my life feels pointless and empty.


And I don't wanna fit wherever
I don't want to try to fit into a life without you, because it's not worth living.


I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
All I want is for you to come back to me, and I will keep calling your name until you do.


I'm sitting eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
I cannot stop thinking about you, and it's consuming my thoughts.


Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life, oh
I am unsure if breaking up with you was a lucky escape or a tragic mistake.


I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
I am surrounded by luxury and beauty, but none of it brings me joy without you.


I see you around in all these empty faces
Every person I see reminds me of you, and it's painful.


Now I'm in a cab, I tell 'em where your place is
I am so desperate to be near you that I am en route to your house.


Until you come back home
I will keep waiting and hoping for your return, because I cannot imagine a life without you.




Lyrics Ā© Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: JACK MICHAEL ANTONOFF, SAM DEW, TAYLOR SWIFT

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@lDevl3

Been sitting, eyes wide open
Behind these four walls, hoping you'd call
It's just a cruel existence
Like there's no point hoping at all

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
Give me something
Oh, but you say nothing
What is happening to me?

I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be living in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I'm sitting, eyes wide open
And I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet
Or just lost the love of my life, ooh

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something
But you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?

I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be living in vain
And I don't wanna fit (fit, babe) wherever (wherever)
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
(Baby, baby, I feel crazy)
I see you around in all these empty faces
(Up all night, all night and every day)

I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
(Give me something, oh, but you say nothing)
Now I'm in a cab, I tell 'em where your place is
(What is happening to me?)

I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be living in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home

I just wanna keep calling your name
Until you come back home
Until you come back home



@khuzairihalim3733

"I Don't Wanna Live Forever"
(with Taylor Swift)

[Zayn:]
Been sittin' eyes wide open behind these four walls, hopin' you'll call
It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hopin' at all

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
Give me somethin', oh, but you say nothin'
What is happenin' to me?

I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home

[Taylor Swift:]
I'm sittin' eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?

[Zayn & Taylor Swift:]
I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit (fit, babe) wherever (wherever)
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home

I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
(Baby, baby, I feel crazy)
I see you around in all these empty faces
(Up all night, all night and every day)
I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
(Give me somethin', oh, but you say nothin')
Now I'm in a cab, I tell him where your place is
What is happenin' to me?

[Zayn:]
I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home

[Taylor Swift & Zayn:]
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
Until you come back home



@lol-dk1lm

[Zayn:]
Been sittin' eyes wide open behind these four walls, hopin' you'll call
It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hopin' at all

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
Give me somethin', oh, but you say nothin'
What is happenin' to me?

I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home

[Taylor Swift:]
I'm sittin' eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?

[Zayn & Taylor Swift:]
I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit (fit, babe) wherever (wherever)
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home

I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
(Baby, baby, I feel crazy)
I see you around in all these empty faces
(Up all night, all night and every day)
I've been looking sad in all the nicest places
(Give me somethin', oh, but you say nothin')
Now I'm in a cab, I tell him where your place is
What is happenin' to me?

[Zayn:]
I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home

[Taylor Swift & Zayn:]
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
until you come back home



All comments from YouTube:

@fireprooflou5933

the fact that taylor made a blanket for zayn and gigi's child šŸ„ŗ

@al1nakan

Yuup their friendshipšŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜

@shereebradley1163

What!!!

@steffiacosta2193

What? I didnā€™t know that šŸ„ŗ

@ashutoshtrikha8013

not blanket, a teddy she knitted outta her dress

@aarya1107

@@ashutoshtrikha8013 that's adorable

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@ranzbenedictgaray4582

One direction: History song: "We could live forever"
Zayn Malik: "I don't wanna live forever"

@kabaktyga119

Kinda true

@ghostsquadron4

lol but true šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£

@izzyd4728

It hurtssss :(

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