Zeph's debut single Forever & Always was released in 2018. In the year 2021 she released her first official EP 'Scared of Everything'.
Other EPs are 'goodnight moon (demos)', 'ache (demos)', and 'crush (demos)', which all include demos of short songs she originally posted on platforms such as youtube and soundcloud. While her spotify has few things from Zeph, she has compiled a playlist on her youtube channel titled 'little songs by me' which include a few short songs and demos of songs she has yet to release a full version of.
Lucky
Zeph Lyrics
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You're still too good to be true
Am I getting played pretend
That you wouldn't need to
Turns out it's quite hard to take
Something you don't yet believe
Have you fallen by mistake
I think I wished on a mirage
Just let me down easy
This perfect picture's a collage
I got too lucky
Is this all a game to you
Do you smile at my expense
There's no way you're serious
Why me? It doesn't make sense
I don't care much for myself
So I can't see why you would
I accept the love I think I deserve
Instead of what I should
I think I wished on a mirage
Just let me down easy
This perfect picture's a collage
I got too lucky
My fear's outgrown my heart
I was hesitant at the start
But you still have it all
You've kept them safe thus far
My hopes are up but so's my guard
Would you let me fall?
I think I wished on a mirage
Just let me down easy
This perfect picture's a collage
I got too lucky
I think I wished too hard for you
Fate's playing a trick on me
Careful, it's become more than true
I got too lucky
In "Lucky," Zeph grapples with feelings of disbelief and self-doubt as he enters a new relationship. The opening lines suggest that the subject of the song has changed their mind about something or someone, and Zeph wonders if he's being played or if he's lucky enough to have found someone truly special. He expresses uncertainty and a fear of being hurt, questioning whether this new romance is a game to his partner and if they are truly serious. Zeph also grapples with a lack of self-esteem, wondering why anyone could care about him and lamenting that he only accepts love that he feels he deserves, rather than what he truly could get.
The chorus of the song centers around the idea that Zeph may have wished for something that is too good to be true or out of reach, expressing that he feels he may have "got too lucky". He continues to express his doubts and precautions as the song goes on, questioning if this person will let him fall or hurt him.
Overall, the lyrics of "Lucky" point to a sense of vulnerability and caution in a new relationship, as well as issues related to self-esteem and doubt.
Line by Line Meaning
Would you change your mind again?
Are you going to change your mind once again?
You're still too good to be true
You seem too perfect to be real.
Am I getting played pretend
Is our relationship a fake game?
That you wouldn't need to
That you wouldn't have to pretend.
Turns out it's quite hard to take
It's difficult to accept something that seems unlikely.
Something you don't yet believe
Something that you're not sure is true yet.
Have you fallen by mistake
Did you accidentally fall in love with me?
I'd feel selfish if you don't leave
I'll feel guilty if you stay with me just to make me happy.
I think I wished on a mirage
I think I have been hoping for something that is not real.
Just let me down easy
If you're going to leave me, please do it gently.
This perfect picture's a collage
Our perfect relationship is actually a mix of different experiences.
I got too lucky
I'm lucky to have you but I feel undeserving.
Is this all a game to you
Are you playing with my feelings for fun?
Do you smile at my expense
Are you mocking me behind my back?
There's no way you're serious
You can't be serious about me.
Why me? It doesn't make sense
Why did you choose me? I can't understand.
I don't care much for myself
I have low self-esteem.
So I can't see why you would
I don't see why you would love me.
I accept the love I think I deserve
I think I only deserve a certain kind of love.
Instead of what I should
Instead of what I truly deserve.
My fear's outgrown my heart
I'm more scared than in love.
I was hesitant at the start
I was unsure about our relationship in the beginning.
But you still have it all
You still hold my heart regardless of my hesitations.
You've kept them safe thus far
You've protected my feelings until now.
My hopes are up but so's my guard
I'm hopeful but also cautious.
Would you let me fall?
Would you catch me if I fall for you?
I think I wished too hard for you
I've been wanting you too much.
Fate's playing a trick on me
Something doesn't feel right about our relationship.
Careful, it's become more than true
Be careful because our relationship has become real.
I got too lucky
I'm lucky to have you but it feels too good to be true.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Zephani Jong
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