Don't You Want Me
a.n.y Lyrics

When you see my smilin', I'm really frownin'
I am hiding my true emotions and projecting a false image

You think you're really wildin'? I'm killa clownin'
I am pretending to be wild and crazy, but it's all a act

Meaning I don't give a fuck about nothing you say that you do
I have no care or interest in anything you say or do

Because stupid is how everybody sounded
I find everyone's words and actions to be foolish and meaningless

Nigga you think you know me, but only if you knew me
You believe you understand me, but you have no idea

Homie, you would leave me by my lonely
If you truly understood me, you would abandon me

I'm thinking death and destruction
I am consumed by thoughts of violence and chaos

Images of blood and pus and I ain't looking for nothing but trouble
I envision scenes of gore and disease and I seek only conflict

Thinking of murdering you when I'm just lounging
I contemplate killing you even in moments of relaxation

(That's just the devil, just the devil)
I attribute these dark thoughts to the influence of the devil

Block it out and keep it moving
I try to ignore these thoughts and continue forward

I'm evil and it's pussy that I'm pursuing
I am wicked and I seek pleasure at the expense of others

Gimme the Bible, yes I need it 'cause Tecca Nina's in ruin
I turn to religious texts to find solace as my life falls apart

Mentally I'm fuckin' up when really I don't know what I'm doin'
I am mentally deteriorating and I feel lost

My tolerance for physical pain has gained rapidly
I have become more resilient to physical pain

I'm gobbling more thizzles then thangs but it came back at me
I am consuming more drugs and pills, but they have negative consequences

The holy father must have flipped and became mad at me
I believe God is angry with me

Because I'm pondering a wicked insane strategy
I am considering a twisted and dangerous plan

How to end it all (Yeah), many men will fall (Yeah)
I am contemplating suicide and the death of others

Any sin I saw (Yeah), Nina been involved (Yeah)
I have been a part of and committed many sins

You don't really want it with me punk you don't have the gall
You do not possess the courage or audacity to challenge me

The taste of blood on my tongue makin' me want to brawl
The sight or thought of blood fuels my desire for violence

No sentimental shit, death is the penalty
I have no sentimentality, death is the consequence

For any bitch you try to re-kindle this
For anyone who tries to revive this conflict

It'll get your temple hit
It will result in physical harm to you

'Bout to bubble, about to pop just like a pimple get
I am about to explode and cause chaos, like a pimple bursting

Send it something so insane I'm so not for simple shit
I will initiate something so insane, I have no interest in simplicity

So teeter totter mothafucka if you want it
So go ahead and provoke me if you dare

But just keep it to the left of me, crazy 'til the death of me
But keep your madness away from me, because I will remain insane until the end

Pussy money more money blood and guts is the recipe
I prioritize pleasure, wealth, violence, and brutality

Half and hell of drama for Nina is a necessity
Conflicts and chaos are essential in my life

Good and bad is fightin' within me and I'm the referee
I constantly battle between good and evil within myself

Shit is looking like it is evil getting the best of me
Evil seems to be overpowering me

Bitches think I'm pleasant and really wantin' the sex with me
People perceive me as agreeable and desire sexual relations with me

I'm promisin' you I'm losing it, you don't really want to mess with me
I assure you, I am on the verge of losing control, and it would be unwise to engage with me

You don't wanna see me run up with the thang (Cock back)
You do not want to witness me approaching with a weapon (cocked back)

Make it chicka bang bang (You don't want it with me)
I will cause a sudden loud noise with my weapon (you do not want that)

If you don't really want it nigga (Fall back)
If you do not truly desire confrontation (step back)

'Cause to killas it ain't never been a thang (You don't want it with me)
To those who are killers, it has never been a problem (you do not want that)

And I can get in to ya if you feel you really want it
And I can harm you if you truly desire it

One of us ain't gonna make it out
One of us will not survive

I'm kinda sick and psycho grab ya feelin' like a Michael
I am mentally disturbed and deranged, causing fear like a horror movie character

Push it you'll see what I'm talking 'bout
Provoke me and you will understand the consequences

Betta load up your drums
Prepare your weapons

Load up your guns
Equip your firearms

Everybody better get to runnin'
Everyone should start running

You don't want it with me
You do not want to engage with me

I'm a lyrical cynical rippin' ya pinnacle
I am a highly skilled and critical artist, destroying your achievements

Damage anybody when I see they really want it with me
I will harm anyone who challenges me

Techa-ninna told me nigga get money
My inner voice tells me to focus on acquiring wealth

And never been dumby
And never act foolish

Shit on a nigga when he comin' funny with me
I will humiliate anyone who tries to be funny around me

Follow the beat follow your feet
Keep up with the rhythm, follow your instincts

Gimme the weed keys G's
Give me marijuana, car keys, and money

And a quarter pound of bullets with a machete
And provide me with a large quantity of bullets and a machete

Mister Reese known for getting it poppin'
I am known for initiating conflicts and violence

You niggas be droppin'
You all become weak and defeated

And when you do your albums be floppin'
And when you fail, your albums do not sell well

When ever I spit it
Whenever I rap

Man better yet when ever I drop it
Actually, whenever I release music

Your wifies gone cop it
Your wives will buy my music

She even tell you nigga go cop it
She will even encourage you to buy it

I'll fuck your life up like a disease
I will ruin your life like an infectious disease

I'm hauntin' your dreams
I am causing distress in your dreams

With a fully auto choppa them beams
With a fully automatic gun and its beams of light

Mayne yadadamean
You know what I mean, man

Ya life ain't shit but a dream
Your life is insignificant and fragile

So just remember when your breathin' you don't want it with me
So always remember, when you're alive, you do not want to cross paths with me

And you don't want it from me
And you do not desire anything from me

See I'm believing that people are really angels and demons
I hold the belief that people embody both good and evil

Instead of human beings
Rather than just being humans

I'm havin' feelings of wanting to be the cause of you bleeding
I have a desire to harm and make you bleed

Causin' your family to be grieving now your soul is leaving
Resulting in your family experiencing grief as your soul departs

Entered in my mind the raw holy words and religious battles
I contemplate religious scriptures and conflicts

Keep 'em mutilated like cannibal over serpent rattles
I interpret them in a twisted and violent manner

I'm seeing shadows and bodies swingin' from gallows
I envision shadows and bodies hanging from gallows

As I'm sitting in a circle surrounded by seven candles
While I am in a ritualistic setting, enclosed by seven lit candles

My eyes rolls back, I speak in tongues, I bleed from gums
I enter a trance-like state, speaking in unknown languages and experiencing bleeding gums

It's time to hit the streets with guns
It is time to take to the streets armed with weapons

I'm bustin' seventy shots laughin' as the people run
I fire seventy shots, finding joy in the fear of innocent people

I plead to be free from these evil deeds I've done
I beg to be released from the wicked acts I have committed

Until the pain coincides with my violence and agony
I continue to cause pain and suffering, alongside my own torment

Oh the humanity, why does he keep stabbing me
Expressing the irony of the situation and questioning why I continue to harm myself

But it's me that I'm stabbing, it's self-inflicted wounds
I am the one harming myself, inflicting wounds upon myself

The Hitchcock of hip-hop, the end is comin' soon
I am the Alfred Hitchcock of the hip-hop genre, and my demise is imminent