Not Myself
a Pocket Full Of Posers Lyrics
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So many things I cant think straight, I hang my head in self-defeat
It could be the loneliness getting to me, but its only been one day since we have talked
What is it that your doing to me, is it that you ripped my heart out of my chest
CHORUS
Ive never felt this way before, please just show me to the door
I have to get away because its killing me
No one like you could fall for me
I guess its fine if we are just friends, although I know I really wanted more
I hope this felling pass through me, I dont want to feel the pain that much longer
Its just that
CHORUS
Ive never felt this way before, please just show me to the door
I have to get away because its killing me
Ive never felt this way before
The song "Not Myself" by Pocket Full of Posers is an emotional track that portrays the feeling of being lost and confused. The lyrics depict the singer having a lot of thoughts going through their mind that they cannot make sense of. They feel defeated and unable to think straight. While it could be the loneliness that's getting to them, the singer cannot shake off the feeling that someone they cared about ripped their heart out of their chest. This person could be the reason for their current mental state.
The chorus expresses the singer's desire to escape from this overwhelming emotional state. They don't want to feel like a loser anymore and just want to get away from everything that's causing them pain. The singer seems to have come to the realization that someone like the person they're pining for could never fall for them. They express a sense of resignation and hopelessness as they come to terms with this fact.
Overall, the song is a poignant portrayal of the pain that can come with unrequited love and the internal struggles that can come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
Today Im just not myself, to many things are going through my head
I am feeling overwhelmed and distracted, and it's causing me to behave out of character.
So many things I cant think straight, I hang my head in self-defeat
I can't seem to focus or make sense of my thoughts, and it's making me feel hopeless and defeated.
It could be the loneliness getting to me, but its only been one day since we have talked
I might be feeling this way because I miss having someone to talk to, but it seems silly since it's only been a day since we last spoke.
What is it that your doing to me, is it that you ripped my heart out of my chest
I'm wondering if you're the cause of my pain, and if you broke my heart or caused me to feel this way.
Ive never felt this way before, please just show me to the door
I'm experiencing new, intense emotions that I can't handle, and I need to leave this situation.
I have to get away because its killing me
Staying in this situation is causing me unbearable pain and distress.
I finally figured out that Im a loser
I've come to the realization that I feel inadequate and unworthy of love.
No one like you could fall for me
I believe that I'm unlovable and that someone like you would never be interested in me.
I guess its fine if we are just friends, although I know I really wanted more
I'm pretending to be okay with a platonic relationship, but deep down, I wanted something more romantic.
I hope this felling pass through me, I dont want to feel the pain that much longer
I'm hoping that these intense emotions will eventually subside, and I don't want to keep feeling this much pain.
Contributed by Gavin T. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@reecepage6512
Didn't know her first name, fucked her on the first date
Breaking down that cocaine, vampire stay awake
She said I'm insane, yeah, I know you like that
Give it to me right now, I'ma give it right back
GothBoi, blood dripping in the club light
Switchblade cut coke, give a bitch lines
GothBoiClique, I don't give a fuck, bitch
Young punk bitch, fucking on a drunk bitch
TUNE IS SO HARD🔥🔥
@jacobbegel7558
i know i can always find the true peep fans here❤️
@gimmemyfuckingclout969
Facto
@isisbombedmyhouse115
Not me LOL
@Thumbogreen
IsisBombed MyHouse fuck outta here then though
@mfka_
Jacob Begel ikr bruh I’ve been listening for the longest and there so many wannabe edgy kids at my school who listen to his music to act cool
@3.5ofkush
Lol
@jasmin6176
the “bleh” at the end of tracy’s part gets me everytime🥺
@milo9586
Sameeeeee its my favorite part of the song
@sloppytoppy8069
IKRRR AHHAHA I ALWAYS MAKE A FACE AND STICK MY TONGUE OUT
@paytonjordan8885
I read this right as hit happened best moment ever 🥺🥺