Homecoming
b.o.o.m. Lyrics

Yeah yeah a little louder
Encouraging the music to be played louder

There's no room for overthinking only over drinking
Warning against allowing overthinking to ruin the moment, instead opting for overdrinking

Man I wanna go home I hear my phone is ringing
Feeling homesick and hearing reminders of home through phone calls

When I close my eyes I see worse memories
Being haunted by unpleasant memories when trying to relax

All my regrets and who I pretended to be
Reflecting on past mistakes and the version of oneself that wasn't true

And Yeah I been a fuck up
Acknowledging one's mistakes and shortcomings

Burnt a couple bridges from the ground up, got skeletons in my closet
Having damaged relationships and hidden secrets from the past

Like they was dug up, I ain't really talk to my ex in like 4 months
Feeling as though one's past is being brought back up, also admitting to not having spoken to an ex in a while

That shit ended because I wanted space, in the truth of reality
The relationship ended due to a desire for personal space, despite the difficult reality of the situation

Wanted woman in my place, ones I didn't know
Desiring to fill a personal void with someone new, even if they are strangers

Bitches in and out like 10 or 4
Having multiple superficial relationships that come and go quickly

Yeah I love this music shit but I aint gonna tell you what I'd do with it
Enjoying music but not wanting to reveal personal aspirations

I spend nights fighting my self, man I be high leave my pride on the shelf
Struggling with inner demons and using substances to cope

When I drive I feel like I'm one with myself
Finding solace and clarity while driving

Man shout out my dad
Showing appreciation for one's father

He Been a real one since I revealed myself, yeah I been janky
Father has been supportive since coming out with personal struggles, despite odd behavior

Cranky lately couple wrong moves you kept it 180
Feeling irritable lately with some mistakes, but someone helped change the course for the better

I still feel like shit cause you still be staying with me
Feeling guilty for causing trouble for someone who remains supportive

I got nothing to offer I be up making songs they all just somber
Feeling like one has nothing to offer besides melancholy music

Walking in my tank top and my boxers smoking weed like a Rasta
Casually relaxing and indulging in marijuana

Spending money I got a problem, my engineered is paid tho
Admitting to having a problem with spending too much money, but feeling okay because the sound engineer is paid

He taking trips cacos I mean da Poconos, the shit the same bro
The sound engineer is taking trips but it doesn't matter where, it's all the same

I always been when to poke some holes see where it goes
Having a tendency to take risks and see where they lead

Down with Alice I go, in this wonderland
Going down a path with unknown consequences and references to Alice in Wonderland

With fucking hoes and rubber bands
Indulging in sexual activity and luxurious possessions

Yeah that's the only shit I care about make a mill take my momma out
Desiring financial success to take one's mother out to new living arrangements

Put her in a crib bigger than Obama house
Wanting to provide lavish housing for one's mother

I think everybody hate me I been steady rapping this shit
Feeling disliked and using rap as an outlet

Turned on lights cameras action, Christ or Patrick
Being ready for any opportunity to perform, with reference to Jesus or another person named Patrick

Who I wanna be? Maybe spider man in a world of dreams
Questioning one's own identity and fantasizing about being a fictional character

Counting down smoking trees in my dungarees
Counting down the days and smoking marijuana while wearing casual clothes