Helpless
babiixjenii Lyrics

Nothing can hurt more
There is no greater pain

than knowing that the one you love
than being aware that the person you love

is in pain
is experiencing suffering

and you can`t even do anything about it
and you are unable to provide any help or support

i`m sorry..
I apologize for my inability to assist

i feel so helpless
I am overwhelmed with a sense of powerlessness

theres nothing more i can do
There are no further actions I can take

but to worry for you
except to feel concerned for your well-being

eyes turn blurry cuhz of you
My eyes become teary due to my feelings for you

and i
and I, as the artist

i`m missing you so bad right now
I am desperately longing for your presence at this moment

wanna talk but i don`t know how
I desire to communicate with you, but I am unsure of how to do so

hoping you`re okay
Wishing for your well-being

as time passes by the day
as each day goes on

last night when we had that little talk
During our conversation last night

you saying some things, thinking all is lost
You expressing certain thoughts and feeling hopeless

hurted me so bad
It pained me greatly

cuhz you lost the faith you had
Because you lost the belief or trust you once had

and i can`t do anything to put it all bacc
And I am unable to restore it or make it better

so what can i do
Therefore, what actions can I take

to get you to see
to make you understand or realize

that no matter what happens
that regardless of any circumstances

you`ll always have me
I will always be there for you

and i know it seems hard
I understand that it may be challenging

cuhz we`re a distance apart
because we are physically separated from each other

but whenever you need my voice
but whenever you require the sound of my voice

jus listen to your heart
just listen to your own intuition or inner feelings

remember when you said
recall the time when you expressed

that you`ll never stop being here
that you will always be present

here i am
and here I am now

repeating those words
echoing those same sentiments

so baby think clear
so my dear, please think logically and clearly

never forget me
do not ever forget about me

cuhz i`ll never forget you
because I will always hold you in my memory

i`m always here
I am consistently available

when the hard times comes hitting you
when difficult moments strike you

i promise i`ll do anything
I make a pledge to do whatever it takes

jus to hear you laugh again
just to experience the joy of hearing you laugh once more

acting goofy on the phone
being silly during our phone conversations

jus so you can smile again
just to bring a smile back to your face

cuhz that`s my job
because that is my responsibility or duty

as your one and only babie girl
as the only person who holds a special place in your heart

you know where to find me
you know how to reach me

when you`re alone in the world
when you feel isolated or lonely

you just don`t know
You simply do not realize

how much i care for you
the extent of my feelings of love and concern for you

through all the hard times
despite all the difficult circumstances

i made sure i was there for you
I ensured my presence and support for you

cuhz
because

when your heart`s in pain
when your emotions are in a state of anguish

mine hurts 10 times stronger
my own pain intensifies tenfold

crying, hoping that you`re fine
shedding tears, praying for your well-being

as time passes by longer
as more time goes on

times when i`ve cried for you
instances when I have shed tears on your behalf

i don`t let you know it
I do not make it known to you

not wanting guilt to add onto pain
to avoid compounding your pain with feelings of guilt

so i don`t show it
so I keep it hidden

the most i can do
The maximum extent of my abilities

is to stay on the telephone
is to remain connected through phone calls

and i can`t even do that
and even that simple action is not possible

cuhz you wanna be left alone
because you prefer solitude

so
Therefore

tell me what to do
Instruct me on what actions to take

so i can feel the care and love
so that I can experience the emotions of care and love

once again, from the man
once more, from the person

that i`ve been dreamin` of
who has occupied my dreams

i miss you so much
I feel such strong longing for you

and we were talkin` hours ago
and we were having a conversation many hours ago

anxiety tends to
Anxiety often has a tendency to

make time go by so slow
cause time to pass at a very slow pace

you said that tomorrow you`ll be okay
You expressed that you will be fine tomorrow

but i can`t seem to sleep soundly to end my day
but I am unable to sleep well and peacefully to conclude my day

laying down in bed
resting in bed

wid my fone right next to me
with my phone positioned right beside me

praying and praying
continuously and fervently praying

but the call never came to me
but the phone call never arrived for me

thinking bacc to the times
reflecting back on the occasions

when you told me about your past
when you shared details about your history

surprised that your life even dared to last
amazed that you have overcome challenges and continued living

and it makes me feel like i have an angel in my hands
and it gives me the sensation of holding an angelic being

and it`s my duty to take care of you like no one else can
and I have a responsibility to provide for your well-being in a way that no one else can

every single moment that i have you on the fone
whenever I have you on the phone

lasts for hours, and i`ve never once felt alone
continues for hours, and I have never experienced a sense of loneliness

and i`m blessed to have even met you in the first place
and I consider myself fortunate to have encountered you initially

we clicked right away even though we werent face to face
we immediately connected despite not being physically present with each other

and every single day i hold my hands together and i pray
and each and every day, I join my hands together and engage in prayer

to feel what we talk about everyday
to experience the emotions and subjects that we discuss on a daily basis

i`m dedicating my whole life to you
I am devoting my entire existence to you

cuzh i can always relate my life to you
because I can always find similarities between my life and yours

i melt when you say goodnight
I become overwhelmed with emotion when you bid me goodnight

sweet dreams and i love you at the end
Wishing you pleasant dreams and expressing my love for you at the conclusion

and in my dreams i see you once again
And in my dreams, I visualize your presence once more

to hold, caress, and to kiss every pain away
to embrace, touch gently, and kiss in order to alleviate all pain

and i`ll promise once again that i`m here everyday
and I recommit to my promise that I am here for you every single day