PILL BREAKER
blackbear Lyrics
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Even when I'm not around
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
Until the day we drown
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
When you feel down
When you feel down (down)
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
I just put my heart up on my sleeve, make it fashion
I just checked up on my ex, still cappin'
What happened? Put you in the past but the pain is everlastin'
We just split a Xanny, everything was moving fast
But now it's kinda slow
Sit you in this drop, girl, we gotta go
Blurry lights, I'm going 'round the turns
Lipstick stains on my Margiela shirt
Pill you up with love, anything you need
This that type of shit that make my legs fall asleep
Always leaving, always in a rush
City sleeping, I'll be staying up 'cause
Even when I'm not around
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
Until the day we drown
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
When you feel down
When you feel down (down)
When you feel down, until the day we drown (down)
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
It's purple in my 7UP
I'm hurting, this is not enough (hurting, I can't fix it, oh)
I ate a Percocet for lunch (pop that perky, yeah)
I'm in heaven off this angel dust
I woke up in a red room, she did a white line
I'm in a dark place, I'm in the spotlight
Long sleeves cover the scars, dark circles under my eyes, yeah
I'm faded, it's late and I'm still awake, trying to find help
Told her, "I'll kill everybody you love
Just so that I can have you to myself"
Even when I'm not around
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
Until the day we drown
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
When you feel down
When you feel down (down)
When you feel down, until the day we drown (down)
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
The lyrics of "PILL BREAKER" by blackbear delve into the singer's complicated relationship with drugs, emotional pain, and love. The title itself is a play on words, combining the concepts of pill-popping and breaking free from the cycle of addiction. The song captures the singer's commitment to helping their partner find solace and validation through love, even in their darkest moments.
The lyrics describe the singer's willingness to be there for their partner, promising to "pill you up with love" when they're feeling down. The use of the word "pill" is symbolic, representing both the act of numbing pain through drugs and the singer's attempt to replace that numbing sensation with love. The repeated phrase "Until the day we drown" suggests that they will continue to provide love and support until the end, even if it means losing themselves in the process.
The second verse touches on the singer's own struggles with emotional pain and drug use. They mention checking up on their ex, highlighting the toxic cycle of trying to find closure through past relationships. The reference to splitting a Xanax pill and the line "This that type of shit that make my legs fall asleep" further emphasize the self-destructive tendencies and emotional escape associated with drugs. The verse also alludes to the singer's need for constant stimulation, expressed through the fast-paced lifestyle and the blurry lights of the city.
In the bridge, the lyrics become more intense and introspective. The singer mentions consuming drugs like Percocet and angel dust, indicating a deeper need for escape and comfort. The reference to waking up in a red room and doing a white line represents the contrast between their hidden struggles (represented by the red room) and their public persona (represented by the spotlight). The mention of self-harm scars and dark circles under their eyes further portrays the toll that their emotional pain has taken on them.
Overall, "PILL BREAKER" explores the complex relationship between drugs, emotional pain, and love. It delves into the destructive cycles of addiction and the singer's attempt to break free from them by offering love and support to their partner. The lyrics offer a glimpse into the inner turmoil and vulnerability of someone who is grappling with their own pain while also trying to provide comfort to another.
Line by Line Meaning
Yeah
Expressing agreement or understanding
Even when I'm not around
Regardless of my physical presence
Said I'll pill you up with love when you feel down
I'll provide you with emotional support when you're feeling low
Until the day we drown
Continuing to offer love until the end
I just put my heart up on my sleeve, make it fashion
I openly display my vulnerability and make it stylish
I just checked up on my ex, still cappin'
I recently contacted my ex and they're still dishonest
What happened? Put you in the past but the pain is everlastin'
I moved on from you, but the emotional distress lingers
We just split a Xanny, everything was moving fast
We shared a Xanax pill, everything seemed to be happening quickly
But now it's kinda slow
But now everything has slowed down
Sit you in this drop, girl, we gotta go
I'll take you for a ride in my convertible car, we need to leave
Blurry lights, I'm going 'round the turns
The lights are blurry as I navigate the twists and turns
Lipstick stains on my Margiela shirt
There are marks from lipstick on my expensive Margiela shirt
Pill you up with love, anything you need
I'll provide you with abundant love, fulfill your every need
This that type of shit that make my legs fall asleep
This is the kind of experience that gives me a euphoric feeling
Always leaving, always in a rush
I'm constantly departing, always in a hurry
City sleeping, I'll be staying up 'cause
While the city sleeps, I'll be awake
It's purple in my 7UP
My 7UP drink is mixed with purple-colored substances
I'm hurting, this is not enough
I'm in emotional pain, and the current situation is inadequate
I ate a Percocet for lunch
I consumed a Percocet pill during lunch
I'm in heaven off this angel dust
I'm experiencing a state of bliss from using angel dust (a drug)
I woke up in a red room, she did a white line
I woke up in a room with red lighting, and she snorted a line of cocaine
I'm in a dark place, I'm in the spotlight
I'm feeling emotionally unstable while also being in the public eye
Long sleeves cover the scars, dark circles under my eyes, yeah
I conceal my physical and emotional wounds with long sleeves and display signs of exhaustion
I'm faded, it's late and I'm still awake, trying to find help
I'm under the influence of drugs, it's late at night, and I'm desperately seeking assistance
Told her, 'I'll kill everybody you love
I expressed a threat that I would harm anyone close to her
Just so that I can have you to myself'
In order to have exclusive possession of her, I made this violent statement
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Andrew Maxwell Goldstein, Matthew James Malpass, Matthew Tyler Musto, Michael Lamar II White, Richard Colson Baker, Travis L. Barker
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@juicyschnitzel682
This sound like a movie credit song
@lmao1506
Holy shit it does
@juicyschnitzel682
@@lmao1506 right?!🤣
@kobedior3458
It really does😭😭😭
@elizabethvangogh3101
Tf... But u ain't wrong tho
@kxrdxx
bro how tf do people come up with these comments 🤣
@SILVERSPADES
You cannot mistake Trippie’s voice with anyone else. He sounds completely unique
@dingzel2143
Ye its annoying af
@mazytm3658
true, like complete dogshit
@kissPANCRASION
I like it cause it was different, back in 2017 I was like "this sounds weird" then loved it