i hope your whole life sux
blackbear Lyrics


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beartrap, yeah

Sittin', thinkin' slow, I'm all alone in my hotel
I think it's Albuquerque, I forgot what day it is, you fuckin' hurt me
I don't know, I'm flyin' girls around the world to validate myself
I think it's funny, yo
Lololol's the only L's I'm takin' shots at myself, that's the truth
Close my eyes, this girl I barely knew felt just like you
Instagram be feelin' like the grocery store, I pick and choose
I got a lot in my account but I ain't got shit to lose

The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth
Is I've been up for days tryin' not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you

Once again, you ain't made no time for me, ain't no surprise to me
All my friends are really dead, this ain't no "XO Llif3" for me
Mama wasn't 'round that much growin' up, it's all good
Rather pay the mortgage than to see my bro in the hood
Daddy saw me on TV, he proud that he adopted me
He called me bugging out 'cause now his radio play "do re mi"
But everybody wants something, he ain't ask for nothing
Every time I wanted something, he said mow some lawns
"Get a job, have a backup plan B and a C
And have fun in moderation, work harder, ain't shit for free"

The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth
Is I've been up for days tryin' not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you




Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you

Overall Meaning

In the verses of the song "i hope your whole life sux," blackbear seems to be struggling with a recent breakup. He is alone in a hotel room, feeling hurt after being abandoned by his partner. He admits that he has been trying to validate himself by flying girls around the world, but the only satisfaction he gets is humor from the situation. He feels empty and lost, like he has nothing to lose despite having a lot of money in his account. Then he admits to being on drugs, trying to forget about his ex-lover. Even though he wants to move on, he is unable to stop thinking about her. In the chorus, blackbear hopes that he is the reason why his ex cannot sleep, and he wishes for her to have a miserable life without him.


The second verse provides some background about blackbear's life. He admits that he feels like his friends are dead, referring to being distant from them or no longer being in contact. He accepts his rocky relationship with his mother and how it affected him as he grew up. He prioritizes taking care of his family, even if it means working hard and sacrificing his dreams. His father's pride in his achievements is evident, but it also comes with a reminder that hard work is essential. Blackbear shares some personal anecdotes in this verse, providing insight into his struggles and motivations.


Line by Line Meaning

Sittin', thinkin' slow, I'm all alone in my hotel
Feeling alone and lost in my thoughts while sitting alone in my hotel room


I think it's Albuquerque, I forgot what day it is, you fuckin' hurt me
Feeling confused, hurt and lost while trying to recall my surroundings and thoughts of you


I don't know, I'm flyin' girls around the world to validate myself
Using girls and worldly pleasures to seek validation and fill the void you left


I think it's funny, yo
Finding humor in my own self-destruction and pain


Lololol's the only L's I'm takin' shots at myself, that's the truth
Making fun of my own losses and self-destructive behavior, acknowledging it's the truth


Close my eyes, this girl I barely knew felt just like you
Feeling a sense of deja vu and longing for you as I close my eyes and think of another girl


Instagram be feelin' like the grocery store, I pick and choose
Comparing my experience on social media to aisles in a grocery store, where I carefully choose what I want to see or what I'm willing to share


I got a lot in my account but I ain't got shit to lose
Having a lot of money but still feeling like I have nothing left to lose without you


The truth Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
Confessing that I've been using cocaine to stay awake and avoid thinking of you


The truth Is I've been up for days tryin' not to think about you
Acknowledging that I've been trying to distract myself from thoughts of you by staying awake for days


I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
Wishing that you're having trouble sleeping because you miss me too


I hope that your whole life sucks without me
Wishing that your life is terrible without me to show how much you need me


Once again, you ain't made no time for me, ain't no surprise to me
Feeling hurt and rejected because you haven't made time for me, which is not surprising


All my friends are really dead, this ain't no "XO Llif3" for me
Feeling alone and like everyone around me is not truly alive or present, and this is not a good experience for me


Mama wasn't 'round that much growin' up, it's all good
Acknowledging that my mother was not always around during my upbringing, but I'm okay with it


Rather pay the mortgage than to see my bro in the hood
Prioritizing financial responsibilities over hanging out with my friend from the neighborhood


Daddy saw me on TV, he proud that he adopted me
Feeling pride and validation from my adoptive father after seeing me on TV


He called me bugging out 'cause now his radio play "do re mi"
My father calls me excited because he hears my song "do re mi" on the radio


But everybody wants something, he ain't ask for nothing
Realizing that everyone always wants something, but my father didn't ask for anything from me despite my success


Every time I wanted something, he said mow some lawns "Get a job, have a backup plan B and a C And have fun in moderation, work harder, ain't shit for free"
Recalling my father's advice, which was to work hard, have a backup plan, prioritize responsibility, and live in moderation




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Matthew Musto, Nicolas Koenig-Dzialowski

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Comments from YouTube:

Pappous

director : what effects do you want?
blackbear : have you ever experienced a windows xp virus???

sinᵖ

underrated and actually original comment

Beatriz Amorim

Lmao

Malcolm Mueller

Literally lolled

Maila Libunao

Director:nope but my girlfriend does

CKay

LMFAO

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Music Queen

how is blackbear not verified on yt yet? just too underrated. 😍🐻

ItsBLADE

Music Queen the person that made the channel didnt go to there settings and verify their account

Rebecca 88

Music Queen it is because he hasn't signed a contract with the illuminati yet. lol jk But him producing shit himself means he has to compete against big corporations that pay for their shit to be verified and played everywhere etc. Because Mod Sun directed this music video and not someone like cole.bennet or something like sony music productions, this video doesn't get the views or verification it truly deserves. Blackbear works extra hard to get his content seen because he produces shit himself. I admire him for that. :)

procsetor

Nicholas Henricks That's very selfish of you for not wanting your favorite artist to blow up and get the recognition they deserve...

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