me & ur ghost
blackbear Lyrics

I'm not alone
The artist is not alone in his dwelling place; he feels the presence of his ex's ghost.

It's just me and your ghost
The artist is at home with his ex's ghost and they are the only ones present.

And this cripplin' depression
He is feeling debilitated by his melancholy emotions.

I thought I learned my lesson
He believed he had learned from his past heartbreak.

But, I threw out my phone
He discarded his phone to avoid communicating with his ex.

And I burned all your clothes
He burned all of his ex's clothes as a symbolic gesture of destruction.

And now I'm not alone
Despite being without a physical companion, his ex's ghost keeps him company.

I got four red bottoms up in flames at my place now
He set four pairs of expensive designer shoes on fire at his residence.

I burned three Chanel dresses, three words we don't say now
He burned three dresses by a high-end fashion brand, which reminds him of the three words he no longer says to his ex.

And it's hard not to drink when it's the one thing I think about
He struggles with not drinking alcohol, as it is the only thing that occupies his mind.

It's a lot of spiders in the attic, I don't mean to be dramatic
There are numerous spiders in his attic, but he does not want to overstate their presence.

But I think it's kinda tragic who we magically became now
He believes it is unfortunate how their relationship transformed over time.

Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all these pictures on my iPhone
He is unsure what to do with the photos of him and his ex on his phone.

Even all them videos, only you and I know
There are videos of him and his ex that only they are privy to.

You never cared about me, you just care about the likes though
His ex only cared about social media validation and not him as a person.

Every time you pop up, you should see my fuckin' eye roll
He is visibly irritated whenever he sees his ex's profile online.

I can't even kick it with the homies that we both know
He cannot hang out with mutual friends due to the association with his ex.

I can't even fuck with any places that we used to go
He cannot go to any of the places he used to go with his ex due to the emotional attachment.

Now all I got is just the memories of us, though
All he has left are the memories of the times he spent with his ex.

Burn it all down to the ground with your ghost
He wants to destroy everything associated with his ex, including the memories.

I wish I could take back summer nights
He regrets the moments he spent with his ex during the summer.

Erase all the vibes
He wishes he could remove all the unique positive energy that existed between them.

Leave the memories out to dry
He wants to forget about the memories and leave them to wither away.

Delete forever, no archive
He wants to erase his ex from his life permanently.

Take the words you said to me
He wants to keep the words his ex said to him.

Hold on to them intentionally
He deliberately keeps the words his ex said to him.

I know that eventually
He acknowledges that his emotions will change over time.

I'ma set fire to the one thing I loved the most
He will burn down the one thing he loved the most, including his memories, to be truly free from his ex's hold on him.

Me and your ghost
He is left with only his ex's ghostly presence.

Me and your ghost
He is isolated with only the ghost of his ex for company.

Me and your ghost
He is left with only the memory of his ex.

Me and your ghost
He only has the ghost of his ex to keep him company.