Hold me
blue lane Lyrics

Just hold me, just hold me
The singer is asking for physical comfort from their partner

I got people tellin' me to hate you
Other people are telling the singer to hate their partner

Close my eyes cause I don't wanna face you
The singer is avoiding facing their partner

Left me broken when I tried to save you
The singer tried to save their partner but was hurt in the process

Now I'm chokin' hopin' that it wasn't fatal
The singer is struggling to deal with the aftermath of the situation and hopes it's not too late to heal

You, got all these demons inside
The partner has personal demons they need to deal with

That shouldn't give you a reason to lie
The singer doesn't believe personal demons are a good enough reason for the partner to lie

You please 'em with treason and you never try
The partner is betraying the singer's trust and not even attempting to fix their behavior

To fight 'em I know that they want you to die
The singer believes the partner's demons are trying to destroy them

Now I'm in pain, you drive me insane
The singer is in emotional pain and the partner's actions are making it worse

You shot me wit bullets that you couldn't aim
The partner hurt the singer unintentionally

But I'm crawlin' back when you callin' my name
Despite the pain, the singer is still drawn to their partner

You tell me to hold you, this isn't a game
The partner is asking for comfort and wants the singer to take it seriously

Honestly, I feel trapped
The singer feels trapped in the relationship

You is always tryna pull my strings to come back
The partner is trying to control the singer and bring them back

I don't really wanna hurt again I done that
The singer doesn't want to get hurt again

And you can never earn my trust or love back, yeah
The singer doesn't believe the partner can regain their trust or love

You been, lyin'
The partner has been lying

Through your, teeth
The partner is lying through their teeth

I been, tryin'
The singer has been trying to make things work

Hard to, breathe
The situation is suffocating for the singer

But you, always
The partner is always doing something negative

Lead me, through these
The partner is leading the singer down a negative path

Empty, hallways
The path the partner is leading the singer down is empty and unfulfilling

I can't, see
The singer can't see a way out of the situation

And I was so blind to the fact
The singer was ignorant to what the partner was doing

Things you did behind my back
The partner did things without the singer's knowledge

Yeah I couldn't keep track
The singer couldn't keep up with the partner's actions

And I don't wanna relapse
The singer doesn't want to go back to that state of unawareness

But I still feel a grip on the heart
The singer is still emotionally attached to the partner

And the hearts gonna rip if we rip it apart
The singer fears that if they separate it will be painful

And I don't wanna lose, but I knew from the start
The singer knew the relationship was doomed from the beginning

When you wrongfully choose, you get bruised in the dark
If you make bad choices, you will suffer in the long run

Our fate was written in the stars babe
Destiny brought the two together

Gotta lock on my wrist can't stop the abyss
The singer feels trapped and unable to stop the negative situation from getting worse

And I'm lost in the midst with the odds up against
The singer is struggling and the odds are not in their favor

Thoughts of a kiss
The singer is thinking about the good times in the relationship

I don't really wanna take the obvious risk
The singer is hesitant to take a chance on the relationship again

I don't really wanna be the one that
The singer doesn't want to be the only one trying in the relationship

Doesn't wanna give you help
The singer doesn't want to help the partner if they won't help themselves

But it should prolly come from someone else
The partner should seek help from someone else besides the singer

Cause it will be the death of all my health
The situation is taking a toll on the singer's emotional health

If you break me then you leave me on the shelf, so
If the partner continues to hurt the singer, they will be left behind

Break the chain
The singer wants to break free from the negative situation

I can't hold you I'm in pain
The singer is in too much pain to continue the relationship

You is bold to call my name
The partner is brave to ask for comfort after hurting the singer

I can't roll through you insane
The singer can't keep up with the partner's erratic behavior

Cause my heart did break, it's hard to take
The singer's heart is already broken and it's tough to deal with more pain

The karma hate and scars you gave
The partner's negative actions will come back to haunt them

An arm and leg is all is I payed
The singer put in a lot of effort and received little in return

An awful game and all you say
The situation is terrible and the partner's words do not help

Is ándale and honestly, I
The partner's only response is to hurry up and move on

Know you got venomous qualities
The partner has toxic behaviors

Tryna sacrifice me like its theology
The partner is willing to hurt the singer for their own benefit

Out the depths I tried to get you to follow me
The singer tried to lead the partner down a better path

You got darker all the times you was callin' me
The partner's negative behavior only got worse over time

Black hole like you tryin' to swallow me
The singer feels like the negative situation is consuming them

And I ain't gonna let it happen
The singer will not let the partner consume them completely

Catchin' your lies like they passes in Madden
The singer is able to see through the partner's lies easily

You cheated my soul and I wish that you hadn't
The partner hurt the singer deeply and they wish they hadn't

I was lost
The singer is lost in the negative situation

Mind was off
The singer's mental state was affected by the situation

Line was crossed
The negative behavior crossed a line for the singer

Time had paused
The situation made time feel like it was standing still for the singer

You were drinkin'
The partner was drinking and possibly behaving recklessly

I was sauced
The singer was also drinking and possibly making poor decisions

You were sinkin'
The partner was getting worse and struggling

I was tossed
The singer was uncertain and struggling as well

Now I'm swimming back to shore
The singer is trying to make a positive change in their life

Got my mind and heart at war
The situation is causing inner turmoil for the singer

Girl you shook me to my core
The partner caused the singer to feel deeply shaken

Shut ya mouth and shut the door
The singer wants the partner to stop talking and leave

Cut the lights and cut the cord
The singer wants to end the negative situation for good