She has released demos and singles on digital platforms from 2017 to 2018, and appeared on Brockhampton's "NO HALO" from GINGER in 2019. She released her debut EP titled House on Wheels on August 30, 2019.
Stupid
deb never Lyrics
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I can't get through this
And I feel you in my bones
I'll be searching for your ghost
Deep end
Drownin' out on the weekends
Mindless sex with no meanin'
Blood cold
Through my heart on a dirt road
Gory scene, Tarantino
Can't you see how you left me?
Blue pill flushin' down my system
Fuck your words, you leave me guessin'
Tell me why
I still chase your high
'Cause I'm so stupid
Why do I do this?
I could feel you in my bones
I keep searching for your ghost
I'm so stupid
I can't get through this
'Til I find my way back home
I'll be searching for your ghost
Fade out
Heavy eyes gettin' weighed down
You're in my body like morphine
Take it easy on me
'Cause even when the darkness falls
I can see your red light call
And tell me why
I still chase your high
'Cause I'm so stupid
Why do I do this?
I could feel you in my bones
I keep searching for your ghost
I'm so stupid
I can't get through this
'Til I find my way back home
I'll be searching for your ghost
In the lyrics to "Stupid" by Deb Never, the singer expresses her deep longing for a past lover who has left her feeling lost and alone. The first two lines show her admitting to her own foolishness - despite knowing that she cannot get through her situation, she still searches for the ghost of her former partner as if hoping he will come back to her. The next few lines depict her wild and reckless behavior - she is living on the edge with mindless sex and drugs, perhaps as a way to forget the pain of her breakup. Yet she acknowledges that everyone has their own reasons for doing what they do. The lines "Can't you see how you left me" show the anger and frustration she feels towards her ex who has caused her so much pain.
She then talks about a blue pill flushing down her system, which could be a reference to drugs or some kind of medication. She doesn't want to hear any more empty promises or lies from her ex, but still finds herself unable to let go of the high that she felt with him. The refrain "I'm so stupid" reinforces the idea that she is aware of her own mistakes but still unable to move forward. She talks about wanting to find her way back home, which could refer to the emotional stability she felt while she was with her ex, or a more literal sense of being lost and searching for direction. The song closes with her admitting that her former lover is still a part of her, like a drug that she can't quit.
Overall, "Stupid" is a powerful song that expresses the raw emotion and turmoil of a difficult breakup. Deb Never's vocals are raw and vulnerable, adding to the intensity of the lyrics. The song stands out as a great example of indie pop, with its dreamy soundscapes and introspective lyrics.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm so stupid
I feel foolish for still chasing after you
I can't get through this
I can't move on from you
And I feel you in my bones
Your memory is deeply ingrained in me
I'll be searching for your ghost
I'll keep looking for traces of you
Deep end
I feel like I'm drowning in my emotions
Drowning out on the weekend
I try to escape my feelings by indulging in reckless behavior
Mindless sex with no meaning
I engage in meaningless physical pleasures to numb the pain
Everyone's got their reasons
I know everyone has explanations for their actions, but I can't understand why I still want you
Blood cold
I am numb and dead inside
Through my heart on a dirt road
You left me broken and trampled on
Gory scene Tarantino
My heartache feels like something out of a bloody, violent movie
Can't you see how you left me
I wish you could understand the pain you caused me
Blue pill flushing down my system
I try to forget you with drugs
Fuck your words you leave me guessing
Your words only confuse me instead of bringing me clarity
Tell me why, I still chase your high
I can't understand why I still crave you
Till I find my way back home
Until I can finally move on
Fade out
I feel like my life is disappearing
Heavy eyes gettin weighed down
I am tired and burdened by my emotions
Your in my body like morphine
You feel like a drug that I can't quit
Take it easy on me
Please don't hurt me anymore
Cause even when the darkness falls
Even in my lowest moments
I can see your red light call
I can still feel the pull towards you
Lyrics Β© Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Deborah Jung, Jonathan Hoskins, Michael Livingstone
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