idk who i am
demxntia Lyrics

This feeling's never ending
I have an overwhelming, persistent emotion that seems to have no resolution.

Nothing I try is helping me
Despite my attempts, I am unable to find any solutions or relief.

I wanna switch the setting
I desire to change my circumstances or environment.

Can't ever seem to find my peace
I continuously struggle to find inner calm and tranquility.

Oh, I'm tearing at the seams
I feel like I'm falling apart emotionally and mentally.

Don't look at me
Please do not judge or view me with expectations.

Like I have all the answers
As if I possess all the solutions or knowledge.

I'm the same as you it's true
I am just like you, facing similar uncertainties and doubts.

I been searching for a clue
I have been actively seeking hints or guidance.

And now I'm hopin' that I'll find it soon
Now, I am filled with hope that I will discover it in the near future.

Cause I don't have any direction so
Because I lack clear guidance or purpose.

Now I'm hopin' that I'll find myself
Now, I am wishing to discover my true identity or sense of self.

Cause I don't know who I am
Because I am unsure of my true identity or purpose.

I'm looking for the answers
I am actively seeking solutions or explanations.

In the darkest place
Within the depths of despair or uncertainty.

Always deserted once upon a
It has always been abandoned and empty.

Time without no trace
Through countless time, leaving behind no evidence or clues.

And all these moments here with
Despite everything, these moments spent together.

You is something I'll embrace
I will cherish and accept the connection or presence of the other person.

Although my mind's a fucking
Even though my thoughts and mind are chaotic and troubled.

Wreck I cannot concentrate
I am unable to focus or gather my thoughts due to this wreckage.

So what a life, come back to life
Reflecting on the meaning and value of life, hoping for a revival.

When my heart is clouded by
At times when my emotions and feelings are overshadowed by.

What's in my mind
The thoughts and concerns occupying my consciousness.

I lost connection under my spine
I have severed a significant connection or relationship that lies deep within me.

And I can only hope that I will realize
I can only hold onto the hope that I will understand or comprehend.

Please forgive me for what I've done
I sincerely ask for forgiveness for my actions or mistakes.

I don't know who I am
I am uncertain of my true identity or sense of self.

And I don't know anyone
I lack knowledge or familiarity of those around me as well.

I'm in a crosshairs of a loaded gun
I feel trapped or targeted in a vulnerable and dangerous situation.

And it's aimed up on my chest
It is directed towards my heart and innermost being.

Keeps me from making a run from it
Preventing me from escaping or avoiding the consequences.