Fade Away
dezabel Lyrics

Glossy memories
Vivid recollections that remain crystal clear in my mind

Never fade to black
Do not lose their brilliance

Getting so high
Achieving great euphoria

In the Pontiac
Riding in the car

All the negatives
Reasons to regret or feel shame in past experiences

Wouldn't take 'em back
Despite the negatives, still cherishing those memories

Faded summer nights
Memories of summer nights growing distant with time

Back in Montreal
A dazzling memory of spending time in the beautiful city

Always in my thoughts
A memory that permeates my mind

But you never call
Despite the nostalgic memories, you never reach out to me

Such an optimist
Remain hopeful in life

Maybe to a fault
Perhaps maintaining hope even when it is not rational

Going 80 on the five, by your side in Dior
A clear vision of riding together in the car

Still feels like yesterday, wasn't that long ago
Despite time passing, the memory is still vivid and fresh

What if it came again, way it happened before
Contemplating a possible future where the past memories could be repeated

Would you let it play out, leave it all exposed
Would you let the relationship develop and be open about your feelings

In the picture so fast
Becoming part of my life quickly without any warning

Just to fade away, just to fade away
Despite the relationship starting strong, it ends abruptly

Guessing when it's good it don't last
Wondering why the good times always end quickly

Just a little late, just a little late
Realizing that I was a little too late to save the relationship

Shooting in the dark with no flash
Making decisions without having all the facts

Couldn't see it straight, couldn't see it straight
Blinded by the intense emotions and unable to make rational decisions

You came in the picture so fast
You became a part of my life abruptly without warning

I just met somebody new, it's been hard to focus
Despite meeting someone new, I struggle to forget you

I don't want nobody else's love unless it's hopeless
I only want love that has a sense of adventure and excitement

Oh, but I'm tryna stay open, yeah
Despite wanting adventurous love, I remain open to other possibilities

Feeling things
Having intense emotions about things I should not care about

When I shouldn't be caring
Feeling emotions when I know I should not

Kinda stings
The emotions are painful to process

To know you'll never be there again
Accepting that the past memories will never be repeated

What it mean
Wondering about the significance of the persistent memories

If you're crossing my mind
If my thoughts continue to be dominated by you

Like more than sometimes, yeah
Thinking of you constantly, not just on occasion

Still think about you like something's missing
Feeling like something is incomplete without you

My friends say leave it but I don't listen
Ignoring the advice of friends to move on from the past relationship

Can't say it's not there in
Confirming that thoughts of you continue to linger in my mind

The back of your mind
A subconscious thought, always present but not in the forefront of my mind

Just looked at my phone and
Suddenly noticing missed calls from you on my phone

You called me three times, yeah
Several attempts to reach out and connect with me, even if it goes unanswered