In the description for the song on Apple Music she describes it as “an apology and a moment of self-reflection after the realization in ‘.’ that your choices amount to something, that you hurt other people as well as yourself.”
"'This was just an apology and a moment of self-reflection after the realization in “.” that your choices amount to something, that you hurt other people as well as yourself. This section is about finally looking at something that you’ve been pushing away for so long, and what that means in terms of processing. In therapy, I’ve cried so much I’ve wanted to vomit, and I wanted to express how that feels. This track has all this swirling, then it naturally settles. It truly is my favorite moment. It’s like something’s cleared. You’re ready to start again.'"
—via Apple Music
Sorry
dodie Lyrics
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Like a fired gun
Bleeding out
Then it was done
There was the end
I couldn't find, found too late
Show me the eyes
So I'd really know
Just what it looks like
There was the end
I couldn't find, found too late
And oh, didn't want to believe such a monster in me
And I know, I've always known, in the end, I'd be sorry
And that's all I am now, it's all I can be
Is sorry, ooh
In dodie's song "Sorry," the lyrics depict a sudden and intense emotional experience. The opening lines "It happened fast like a fired gun, bleeding out then it was done" create a sense of urgency and immediacy. The singer seems to be reflecting on a past event that ended abruptly. They express regret and sorrow for not being able to recognize the signs of the impending ending sooner: "There was the end I couldn't find, found too late."
The second half of the song focuses on a desire to go back in time and see the situation more clearly. The line "Let me go back, show me the eyes so I'd really know just what it looks like" suggests a longing for a deeper understanding of the situation. This could imply that the singer wishes they had been more aware or perceptive during the event.
The chorus reveals a heavy sense of self-blame and guilt. The line "And oh, didn't want to believe such a monster in me" implies that the singer is grappling with the realization that they may have caused or contributed to the end of the relationship. They also express a recognition that they have always known they would end up feeling sorry in the end.
Overall, "Sorry" showcases an introspective and reflective tone, exploring the weight of regret and the difficulty of accepting one's own flaws in the context of a relationship's demise.
Line by Line Meaning
It happened fast
The situation unfolded quickly and unexpectedly
Like a fired gun
Similar to the abruptness and intensity of a gunshot
Bleeding out
Experiencing emotional pain and vulnerability
Then it was done
The aftermath of the situation left no room for reconciliation
There was the end
That's where everything came to a close
I couldn't find, found too late
I was unable to notice or understand the signs until it was too late
Let me go back
Allow me to revisit the past and change my actions
Show me the eyes
Reveal the true emotions and intentions behind their actions
So I'd really know
To gain a genuine understanding
Just what it looks like
To fully comprehend the situation's impact
And oh, didn't want to believe such a monster in me
I didn't want to accept the dark and hurtful aspects of my own nature
And I know, I've always known, in the end, I'd be sorry
Deep down, I've always been aware that I would eventually regret my actions
And that's all I am now, it's all I can be
Now, all I can embody is remorse
Is sorry, ooh
Regret and apologies are the only things I can offer
Lyrics © LAWAYNE CLARK, BMG Rights Management
Written by: J henry Francis, James Clark
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Cait Walsh
This feels like the absolute shame and panic and regret you feel when you're all alone after you've messed something up, and it's hitting HARD
Crystal Beth Seize The Day!
It’s not really speculative at this point. I’m pretty sure she’s ok with people knowing, it happened late 2019. It’s not a huge deal, she made a mistake and they both are over it now I would guess. Note, this is also when Elle unfollowed her and started talking about her less kindly. That part is speculation to me as I haven’t confirmed with Elle.
Crystal Beth Seize The Day!
@Cristina Manzo how old are you lovely? Please don’t beat yourself up too much about this.
Cristina Manzo
yesterday i kissed a man i like very much. the thing is, i have a boyfriend and we’ve been together for 1 year and a half
as soon as i went back home i came here, listening to this song and realising this is exactly how i’m feeling
i feel horrible
he trusted me
and oh, didn’t want to believe such a monster in me
Megan
That's honestly such a good way of putting it 👏
Leia's Art
@Crystal Beth Seize The Day! what? sounds speculative
Katherine Nguyen
Why is no one talking about the transition between Sorry and When??? It's gorgeous!
Tobio Kageyama
I had only heard this song of hers but then I had to check out When as well because of your comment :)
Toni Allen
It’s my favourite part on the album 🥺😫😍😍
Toni Allen
@bluuebye 😂😂😂 I feel like I heavily relate to this 😆🤣