secret
dylyn Lyrics

I woke up in the dark, oh-oh
I woke up feeling lost and uncertain

I got into the car and drove up somewhere far
I tried to escape my problems by driving away

I crashed through the door, oh-oh
I entered the room abruptly and recklessly

I knew that she'd be there
I knew the person I was looking for would be in the room

My heart told me, I swear
My intuition led me to that moment

Lost, can't help myself
I feel lost and unable to control my actions

I threw her to the floor
I acted violently towards her

But I was hurting more
My actions were an expression of my own pain

How the fuck could you ignore?
I am angry and confused that the other person could ignore me

Her photos on the wall, oh
The photos on the wall remind me of what I've lost

How's mama gonna love you now?
You have done something so wrong that even your mother won't be able to love you

Daddy's got a secret, had it on the weekend
My father has been cheating on my mother and keeping it a secret

Mama, how you gonna love him now?
My mother will have a hard time loving my father now that she knows the truth

I hadn't slept in days, oh-oh
I've been unable to rest due to my worries

I knew she had to know
I knew the other person had to find out the truth

You wouldn't tell her though
I know you wouldn't be the one to tell her the truth

I didn't have the words to say
I was at a loss for how to express my feelings

She saw it in my eyes, she didn't even cry
The other person could tell by my eyes that something was wrong, but didn't cry about it

She won't love you again, don't you know
The other person won't love me again because of what I've done

But hey, you know
But hey, I still care about you