Last Time
elavity Lyrics
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Off the xannys I’ve been sleeping, so I had to let em' go
I put these pills up in my body just to pass time
And I always tell myself that this the last time
Just say you didn't go broke, they ain't used to hear me
Now when I hop up on a beat you know they feel me
I'm off Percocet I'm saying what I'm feelin'
I'm off oxy and I swear that that's the real me
Put these pills up in my body, and I felt so gone
You say you want the best for me, but you so damn wrong
I ain't felt this release in so damn long
I'm just high when I'm fillin' with prescriptions
Every time I take this shit, I get these visions
I get these visions of her hatin' me
At the same time of her loving me
I just talk my talk, then I drop it all
I don’t feel shit, no soft spot yeah
Yeah I want it all
Hate to see you had to fall
How’s it feel knowin' you’re gone
How’s it feel knowing I’m gone
Now I’m looking fresh with the whole team
5 panel right upon on my headpiece
I got Frozen Souls merch and it looks clean
I hear shit talk, but I don’t fuckin' speak
In the black whip, yet so golden
125 drive it like it’s stolen
Sixth gear changing lanes, cruising like it numb my pain
I got JP heads who know my name
I got enemies who swear they relate
Running in my lane like a relay
Talking to me, like I feel the same
I’m not different I’m just slightly insane
I’ve been eatin’ I just had to let you know
Off the xannys I’ve been sleeping, so I had to let em' go
I put these pills up in my body just to pass time
And I always tell myself that this the last time
Just say you didn't go broke, they ain't used to hear me
Now when I hop up on a beat you know they feel me
I'm off Percocet I'm saying what I'm feelin'
I'm off oxy and I swear that that's the real me
The song “Last Time” by Elavity is a heartfelt and emotional track that delves deep into the experiences of the artist. The lyrics reveal the struggles and pain that Elavity has gone through, as he talks about his addiction to pills while also acknowledging that it is time to let them go. He starts by talking about his drug use and reveals that he has been taking Xanax and sleeping pills, but now he has decided to let them go. He admits that he took pills just to pass the time and that it had become a habit, but he always tells himself that it is the last time he will take them. The artist is also aware that people around him did not believe in him until he began to make music they could relate to, and he is now a sensation.
He continues by talking about how he feels when he takes these pills, and how they give him visions of his loved ones hating and loving him. He has become numb to emotions and feels nothing, and this is why he does not have a soft spot for anyone. He is determined to make it big in the music industry and is willing to do whatever it takes. He talks about his success and how he now has a whole team behind him, taking good care of him, and ensuring that he remains up to date with the latest trends in the music industry.
In summary, “Last Time” is a song that speaks to the struggles of addiction and the pain that comes with drug abuse. It is an honest and emotional reflection of the artist's experiences, and the lyrics paint a vivid picture of the artist's journey.
Line by Line Meaning
I’ve been eatin’ I just had to let you know
I've been doing okay, and I want to share that with you
Off the xannys I’ve been sleeping, so I had to let em' go
I stopped taking Xanax because it was making me too drowsy
I put these pills up in my body just to pass time
I take these pills to fill the time and distract myself
And I always tell myself that this the last time
I try to convince myself that I won't do this again next time
Just say you didn't go broke, they ain't used to hear me
People didn't believe in me before, but now they pay attention when I succeed
Now when I hop up on a beat you know they feel me
People appreciate my music now that I'm successful
I'm off Percocet I'm saying what I'm feelin'
I'm speaking my truth without the numbness of Percocet
I'm off oxy and I swear that that's the real me
I feel like I'm finally myself without the influence of oxy
So long, I've been down so long
I've been feeling low for a long time
Put these pills up in my body, and I felt so gone
Taking pills made me feel numb and disconnected from reality
You say you want the best for me, but you so damn wrong
You think you know what's best for me, but you don't
I ain't felt this release in so damn long
I haven't felt this sense of relief in a long time
I'm just high when I'm fillin' with prescriptions
I only feel happy when I'm taking these pills
Every time I take this shit, I get these visions
I have hallucinations when taking these pills
I just talk my talk, then I drop it all
I say what I have to say and move on from it
I don’t feel shit, no soft spot yeah
I'm emotionally numb and can't feel anything deeply
Yeah I want it all
I desire success and material possessions
Hate to see you had to fall
I don't like to see others suffer
How’s it feel knowin' you’re gone
How does it feel to know that you're not in my life anymore?
How’s it feel knowing I’m gone
How does it feel to know that I'm not in your life anymore?
Now I’m looking fresh with the whole team
Now I look cool with my entire crew
5 panel right upon on my headpiece
I'm wearing a 5-panel hat on my head
I got Frozen Souls merch and it looks clean
I have merchandise for my brand and it looks fresh
I hear shit talk, but I don’t fuckin' speak
I hear people talk negatively about me, but I don't confront them
In the black whip, yet so golden
I'm driving a black car that shines like gold
125 drive it like it’s stolen
I drive fast and recklessly
Sixth gear changing lanes, cruising like it numb my pain
I'm driving so fast it feels like I'm numbing my emotional pain
I got JP heads who know my name
I have fans who are dedicated and knowledgeable about my work
I got enemies who swear they relate
I have haters who pretend to understand me
Running in my lane like a relay
People are trying to copy my style and follow in my footsteps
Talking to me, like I feel the same
People expect me to empathize with them, but I'm emotionally disconnected
I’m not different I’m just slightly insane
I feel like I'm not unique, just a little crazy
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Written by: Elavity, Endoh
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