So Much Love
estef Lyrics
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I know I'm not the easiest to handle
And everyday I love you ain't a question
No everyday I love you is a lesson
And I know I can be a lot
I hope the pain is worth the cost
I'm not trying to scare you
I just want to be near you
Cause I know I can be a mess
I know I can stress you out
Worried that you'll love me less in time
But you never have a doubt
It's hard for me to express myself
But I'm trying to figure out
Why you give me so much love
I don't want to fuck it up
I just want to be the one
For you
I know that I'm crazy
I know I get a little too angry
And when I lose control of my emotions
You never lose hope
I can't believe that you believe in me
I don't know what you see in me
I thought that I would scare you
But you always want me near you
Cause I know I can be a mess
I know I can stress you out
Worried that you'll love me less in time
But you never have a doubt
It's hard for me to express myself
But I'm trying to figure out
Why you give me so much love
I don't want to fuck it up
I just want to be the one
For you
For you
For you
The lyrics of Estef's song "So Much Love" are a vulnerable expression of self-doubt and insecurity within a romantic relationship. The singer acknowledges their flaws and acknowledges that they can be difficult to handle. They realize that their love for their partner should not be taken for granted and every day is an opportunity to learn and grow in love. Despite their own shortcomings, the singer is grateful for the unwavering trust and belief their partner holds for them.
The first verse portrays the singer's awareness of their own imperfections and how they might cause challenges in the relationship. They hope that any pain or difficulties they bring are worth it in the end. The singer does not intend to scare their partner away but solely desires to be close to them.
The chorus emphasizes the singer's self-awareness of being a mess and causing stress in the relationship. They fear that their partner may eventually love them less due to their flaws, but their partner never doubts their love. The singer struggles with expressing themselves but is determined to understand why they are given so much love and is afraid of ruining it. They long to be the one who fully reciprocates the love and affection their partner shows.
The second verse continues with the singer acknowledging their own instability and moments of anger. However, their partner never loses faith in them when they lose control of their emotions. The singer is amazed that their partner believes in them and struggles to see what their partner sees in them. Despite their expectations of scaring their partner away, they find comfort in the fact that their partner always wants them close.
Overall, the lyrics depict an individual grappling with their own insecurities and the fear of disappointing their partner. Despite their flaws, they see their partner's continuous love as a precious gift and strive to become worthy of it.
Line by Line Meaning
I know that I can be a handful
I am aware that I can be difficult to handle
I know I'm not the easiest to handle
I acknowledge that I am not the most simple person to deal with
And everyday I love you ain't a question
My love for you is not up for debate every day
No everyday I love you is a lesson
Each day, my love for you is a learning experience
And I know I can be a lot
I understand that I can be overwhelming
I hope the pain is worth the cost
I desire that the difficulties are justified by the rewards
I'm not trying to scare you
I am not attempting to frighten you
I just want to be near you
I simply want to be close to you
Cause I know I can be a mess
Because I am aware that I can be chaotic
I know I can stress you out
I know I can cause you stress
Worried that you'll love me less in time
Concerned that your love for me will diminish over time
But you never have a doubt
But you never doubt me
It's hard for me to express myself
It is challenging for me to communicate my feelings
But I'm trying to figure out
However, I am making an effort to understand
Why you give me so much love
Why you show me such abundant affection
I don't want to fuck it up
I do not want to ruin it
I just want to be the one
I simply want to be the person
For you
For you
I know that I'm crazy
I am aware of my own madness
I know I get a little too angry
I know that I become overly angry at times
And when I lose control of my emotions
And when I cannot manage my emotions
You never lose hope
You never lose faith
I can't believe that you believe in me
I am astounded by your belief in me
I don't know what you see in me
I do not understand what you find in me
I thought that I would scare you
I thought that I would frighten you
But you always want me near you
But you always desire my presence
For you
For you
For you
For you
For you
For you
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Estefania Freire
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