Creature
guardin Lyrics

It's three o'clock, times running out
Time is running out and it's already 3 o'clock.

I rather sleep in than write all about
I prefer to sleep than to write about the depression I'm feeling.

How I'm depressed, how to get out
I don't know how to get out of this depression I'm feeling.

'Cause I don't know shit I said, "Fuck it", and made it work out
I don't have all the answers, but I decided to push through anyway.

I'm a mess (Mess), I guess (I guess)
I'm a mess and I can only guess at how to fix it.

But for some reason they stay impressed
Despite my messiness, other people seem to be impressed with me.

I'm a pess- (Pess-) imist (Imist)
I'm a pessimist and miss having optimism in my life.

Optimism is something I miss
I miss being optimistic.

I kinda knew I'd be here all alone
I had a feeling that I would end up alone.

But I never thought I'd do this shit
I never thought I would end up in this situation.

And do it on my own (Do it on my own)
I'm doing it on my own, without any help or support.

Start writing, stop checkin' on your phone
Focus on writing instead of constantly checking your phone.

My mind races at some paces that are
My mind is racing at paces that I don't even understand.

Currently unknown (Currently unknown)
I don't know what's going on in my head right now.

I'm not stoned, well maybe just a bit
I'm not completely high, but maybe a little bit.

Hard to write a song if you don't take another hit
It's difficult to write a song if you're not high.

Cancel all your plans today, you're 'bout to write a hit
Cancel all your plans because you're about to write a hit song.

Probably fucking not, but you won't know unless you sit
You probably won't write a hit, but you won't know unless you try.

Does the energy around you ever get (Around you ever get)
Do you ever feel affected by the energy around you?

Inside your cerebellum,
Deep inside your mind.

Tell me everything is shit (Tell me everything is shit)
Confirm that everything is terrible and hopeless.

Sleep away the day again and call it
Spend the day sleeping and consider it wasted.

Fucking quits (And call it fucking quits)
Give up completely.

An easel to present a thought about the
Using an easel to express my thoughts about the world.

Way I live (Thought about the way I live)
Reflecting on my lifestyle.

2017 was the year that I thought
I hoped that 2017 would be a turning point for me.

I'd kick (Year that I thought I'd kick)
I thought I would finally make progress.

The bucket underneath my feet and slide
Figuratively kicking the bucket and giving up.

Into the pit (Feet and slide into the pit)
Falling into a dark, hopeless place.

Reach into the sky and said,
Looking up to the heavens and speaking aloud.

"The clouds are looking lit" (Said, "The clouds are looking lit")
The clouds look beautiful and inspiring.

But angels never die so I'ma respawn
Despite everything, I will keep going and rising again.

Real quick, yeah (Respawn real quick)
I will quickly rise up again.

Did this kid really name his album after his cat? (After his cat)
Is it true that this artist named his album after his own cat?

Does he smoke a lot and how's his mom
I wonder how much this artist smokes and what their mother thinks about it.

Feel 'bout that? (Mom feel 'bout that)
What is this artist's mother's opinion on their drug use?

Dude, please check my music out,
Please listen to my music.

My shit really slaps (Shit really slaps)
My music is really good and hits hard.

Fuck you, dickhead, why won't you DM me back? (DM me back)
Why won't you respond to my direct message? You're a jerk.

Y'all really wanna work with me,
There are people who want to collaborate with me.

Well how about that? (How about that?)
Isn't that exciting?

These lines are real DM's that I'll
These are actual messages that I received.

Never hit back (I'll never hit back)
I never responded to these messages.

I don't sell features so don't ask about that (Don't ask about that)
I don't charge for collaborations, so don't ask me about it.

God, please don't hit me with another group chat
Please don't add me to another group chat.