Closure
heylog Lyrics

Oh, we don't feel the same
Our relationship has changed and the feelings are different

Like what we used to, but we'll be okay
Although things are different, we will be fine

Two hours delay
A delay that affects the relationship and creates uncertainty

Part of me could never push you away
Despite the changes, a part of me will always love you

See I still love you, it'll never change
My love for you will always remain the same

I need to lose you, I wanna keep you safe
I want what's best for you, even if it means letting you go

But I'm still waiting for you to come home
I still miss you and hope for a reunion

You reside somewhere else now
You are no longer a part of my life

Okay, I'm losing sleep
I am losing sleep over our situation

I think about you every day and every single week
You are always on my mind

But I'm still surviving this deep
Despite the pain, I am still holding on

We talk like once a month, just know I'm working on me
We don't communicate often, but I am focused on self-improvement

And when I go to bed, you're on my mind
Thoughts of you keep me up at night

(And it affects the way I dream)
Even my dreams are impacted by thoughts of you

And waking up isn't a good time
Waking up is difficult because it means facing reality

(You know we made a decent team)
Despite our differences, we worked well together

Driving away, you want me to stay
You want me to stay, but I have to leave

The minute I leave, I'm missing your face
As soon as I go, I miss you

I don't understand, you were all I got
You were my everything, and I can't comprehend losing you

I'll piss through my pants if you got a guy
The thought of you with someone else is unbearable

Baby, I know you could do better
I know you deserve better than what you have now

She hates to be used, so why do you let him?
You deserve someone who won't take advantage of you

If I was you, I'd say to him "I'll no longer continue to put up with this"
I would stand up for myself if I were in your shoes

Can't keep looking back or else I'll slowly die
I can't dwell on the past or it will destroy me

But I'm already dead, I can't really decide
I am already broken, and I don't know how to move forward

To open up the gap and better up my life
I need to move on and improve my life

I want it bad, but you'd hate me to try-
I want to move on, but I know it will hurt you

Do your thing, I know it's over
Our relationship is over, and we need to move on

Dead boy like being a poser
I am numb to the pain and just pretending to be okay

Bad terms, couldn't care about no closure
We ended our relationship badly, and closure doesn't matter to me anymore

Dive into exposure
I am putting myself out there and taking risks

I don't drink, so I stay being sober
I don't use alcohol as a coping mechanism

Oh man, I should've closed her
I regret not ending things on better terms

Cut it off, but now I wanna hold her
I ended things, but now I miss you

So come a little closer, yeah, yeah
I want to be near you again

I told you everything, now can you keep it on the low?
I opened up to you, and I hope you won't share my secrets

Cross your heart and promise me that you won't tell a soul
Please keep my trust and don't reveal my vulnerabilities

You'll do anything to keep it closed
I need your assurance that you won't betray me

I don't wanna say, the less you know
There are things I don't want to discuss

Studying your face, zero flaw
I still find you beautiful despite everything

All the details, so beautiful
Every feature of yours is stunning