freckles
heylog Lyrics

My thoughts could start a riot
The intensity of my feelings has the potential to provoke chaos.

I'm thirsty for some violence
I have an unquenched desire for confrontation or aggressive behavior.

This boy think he a God yeah
This guy believes he holds significant power or status.

I could fit him in my pocket
I view him as small or insignificant, someone I could easily manage.

I got posers poppin' sockets
I encounter fake individuals trying to attract attention.

Don't even try to study this
Don't bother trying to understand the complexity of my emotions.

I think it's pretty funny when
I find humor in certain ironic or absurd situations.

She fangirl in his messages
She expresses obsessive admiration for him through text.

But look he ain't no special man
Despite her admiration, he is not exceptional or worthy of it.

You're not even either yeah
You also lack anything extraordinary or admirable.

I'm relieved to get this off my chest
I feel a sense of freedom in expressing my pent-up feelings.

I hope you both listen to this
I wish that both of you acknowledge what I'm saying.

I hear he likes to talk a lot
He enjoys boasting and making a lot of noise.

But all I hear is silence
Despite his chatter, his words carry no substance or meaning to me.

Lay out their positions
Clearly present or expose the stances and thoughts of the individuals involved.

While I go back to work again
As I return to focusing on my own responsibilities and tasks.

If you love me please don't say it
I prefer you not to verbalize your affection.

I'd rather you lie it
I would prefer false expressions of love to the pressure of honesty.

My heart is close to dying
I feel emotionally drained and near a state of numbness.

No way I can revive it
I see no possibility of restoring my emotional vitality.

Leave me here in peace and silence
Just let me be alone without any distractions or noise.

If I'm hurt you'll hear the sirens
If I experience pain, it will be evident to others.

Oh take me to the ambulance
I need urgent help or intervention.

These voices feel so ambient
The surrounding sounds are overwhelming and suffocating.

My gas shot I cannot break it
I'm trapped in my current emotional state and cannot escape it.

Your bestfriend real good at flaking
Your close friend is unreliable and often lets you down.

Honestly I kinda hate him
I genuinely dislike him for his actions.

What goes on inside that brain of his?
I wonder about the thoughts and motivations behind his behavior.

She worship all the wickedness
She idolizes destructive or immoral behaviors.

I cannot just stand for this
I refuse to accept or passively tolerate this situation.

Her soul with flames and ashes
She is deeply troubled and suffering from inner turmoil.

Don't look back as I walk past it
Move forward and do not dwell on the negative experiences.

My heart is half divided
My emotions are conflicted and not fully in one place.

She threw it in the garbage
Someone has discarded my emotional worth or value.

That explains why I can't find it
This is why I feel lost or incomplete.

Could you spare me a medkit
Can you provide me with help to heal my emotional wounds?

I been busy duct taping it
I've been attempting to patch together my broken feelings.

But that can't even hold it
These temporary solutions are not enough to fix the deeper issues.

The pieces keep on falling
My emotional state continues to deteriorate despite my efforts.

No she don't even notice
She is completely unaware of my struggles.

She ask 'Hey should I post this?'
She is preoccupied with social media validation rather than my feelings.

Omg you got me mega pissed
Your actions really frustrate and anger me.

Have I told you how I'm sick of it
I've expressed my exhaustion with this situation multiple times.

How you love me when I'm just a kid
You claim affection for me despite my youth and vulnerability.

She crying while I'm grinning
She is in distress while I appear unaffected on the surface.

I'm laughing while she fearing
I find amusement in a situation where she is feeling anxiety.

I feel like Pandora
I feel as though I embody someone who has unleashed unforeseen problems.

Tag along 'cause I'm useless
I'm inviting you to stay with me even though I feel inadequate or helpless.

I don't wanna talk baby could
I'm not in the mood for conversation; I would prefer silence.

You just let me go i feel safer praying even
If you release me, I find solace in spiritual reflection rather than dialogue.

God thinks I'm alone
I feel isolated to the point where even a higher power acknowledges my solitude.

Nobody can hear me here yelling in the pillow
My muffled cries for help remain unheard in my solitude.

Punch holes in the wall oh
I'm experiencing frustration so intense that it manifests in destructive outlets.

Man I'm getting pretty close
I'm nearing a breaking point or extreme emotional reaction.

Move on to your face I'll give
I'll direct my anger at you.

Your boy a bloody nose
I might resort to physical confrontation resulting in damage.

Jump into the ice it's cold
I'm confronting discomfort; metaphorically diving into harsh realities.

But I forgot my clothes
I have neglected to prepare myself adequately for this new emotional state.

She touch 'round my stomach and
She is intimately making contact with my vulnerability.

Feeling all my ripples
Her touch evokes my emotional turmoil and sensitivity.

Nails scratching the crevices she
Her actions are invasive, probing deeply into my emotional wounds.

Kissing my freckles
There’s a sense of intimacy and affection in her gestures that contrasts my turmoil.

My thoughts could start a riot
The intensity of my feelings has the potential to provoke chaos.

I'm thirsty for some violence
I have an unquenched desire for confrontation or aggressive behavior.

This boy think he a God yeah
This guy believes he holds significant power or status.

I could fit him in my pocket
I view him as small or insignificant, someone I could easily manage.

I got posers poppin' sockets
I encounter fake individuals trying to attract attention.

Don't even try to study this
Don't bother trying to understand the complexity of my emotions.

I think it's pretty funny when
I find humor in certain ironic or absurd situations.

She fangirl in his messages
She expresses obsessive admiration for him through text.

But look he ain't no special man
Despite her admiration, he is not exceptional or worthy of it.

You're not even either yeah
You also lack anything extraordinary or admirable.

I'm relieved to get this off my chest
I feel a sense of freedom in expressing my pent-up feelings.

I hope you both listen to this
I wish that both of you acknowledge what I'm saying.

I hear he likes to talk a lot
He enjoys boasting and making a lot of noise.

But all I hear is silence
Despite his chatter, his words carry no substance or meaning to me.

Lay out their positions
Clearly present or expose the stances and thoughts of the individuals involved.

While I go back to work again
As I return to focusing on my own responsibilities and tasks.