Just a Dream
house griffin Lyrics

I don't think you know how much time I spend
I spend a lot of time thinking about you and our relationship, but you may not realize it

As I wait on my own contemplating ends
I often think about the possible outcomes of our relationship and what the future may hold

I am torn in the middle of a world that won't let loose
I feel stuck between my love for you and the outside world that prevents us from being together

I hang here before you, though invisible the noose
I am emotionally attached to you, though it may feel like I am suffocating in the relationship

I love you if you drink; I love you if you smoke
I love you unconditionally, regardless of any bad habits or flaws you may have

I love you for the words you stuck inside my throat
I appreciate the way you inspire me and help me find my voice

I love you for the sin; and the way you turned away
I love you for everything you are, including your imperfections and mistakes

And I'll heal you in the darkness
I am willing to support you through your darkest moments

And I'll hold you to the day
I will stick by your side no matter what, until the end of time

All you are now is only just a dream
Your presence in my life feels like a dream, like something that might not last forever

Can you fall down in following me?
Are you willing to take a risk with me and trust that our love will endure?

And I walk up those steps
I often revisit the places where we used to spend time together

Where we used to go at night
These places hold a lot of memories for me, especially the ones we shared in the dark

And my fingers trace the stairwell
I try to recreate the physical sensations of being with you, even when you're not there

And I am back in time
When I think about you, I feel transported to another time and place

I just need your warmth to lay with me and find
I long for your physical presence and the comfort that it brings me

There are days that I go driving, Dad
Sometimes I cope with my emotions by going for a drive and thinking about my relationship with you

When the memory gets too strong
These drives help me process intense emotions and memories associated with you

So I can go on living to the beauty of our song
Thinking about the good times we shared helps me stay positive and hopeful about the future

I fall in to your rhythm, your beauty I do fly
When I'm with you, I feel entranced and swept away by your beauty and energy

I rush into your melody, I linger till I die
I am deeply committed to our relationship and will cherish it until the end of my life

And I've been here with the pain
I have been struggling with the pain of our separation for a long time

Since the very first day
This pain has been present from the beginning of our relationship

I've been swearing in my rage
I am frustrated and angry about the obstacles that are preventing us from being together

"Oh Holy Day!"
I am desperate for a resolution to our problems and pray for a miracle

I sit around, your salvation waits
Despite everything, I am still waiting for you to save me and our relationship

I'm just getting nervous, babe
I am anxious about whether we will be able to make things work in the end

As I anticipate
I am filled with both hope and dread about the future of our relationship