SUICIDE
i.amsolo Lyrics


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When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
'Cause I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense

Goin' to heaven with the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white
I like black Timbs and black hoodies
God'll prob'ly have me on

Some real strict shit no sleepin' all day
No gettin' my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies
Loungin' in paradise fuck that shit

I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother
Even stealin' out her purse

Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wish she
Got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she

Did when I was younger
Suckin' on her chest just to
Stop my fuckin' hunger i wonder: if I died

Would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my lies
My baby mother's eight months

Her little sister's two
Who's to blame for both of them?
I swear to God I want to just
Slit my wrists and end this bullshit

Throw the Magnum to my head
Threaten to pull shit
And squeeze until the bed's completely red
I'm glad I'm dead

A worthless fuckin' buddha head
The stress is buildin' up
I can't I can't believe
Suicide's on my fuckin' mind, I wanna leave

I swear to God I feel like
Death is fuckin' callin' me
But nah, you wouldn't understand
You see it's kinda like the crack

Did to Pookie in New Jack
Except when I cross over
There ain't no comin' back
Should I die on the train track

Like Ramo in Beat Street
People at the funeral frontin'
Like they miss me
My baby mama kiss me, but she glad I'm gone

She know me and her sister
Had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak
Call my nigga Chic

Tell him that my will is weak
I'm sick of niggas lyin'




I'm sick of bitches hawkin'
Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin

Overall Meaning

The song "SUICiDE" by i.amsolo starts with the questions "Why did you do it? Why did you do me like this?" indicating that the singer has been betrayed by someone he loves. He then goes on to describe how he saw this betraying person at a club; drinking and partying with others. He is disgusted and feels like cussing at her. He reveals that he had sex with her friend and then with her again. The lyrics show that the singer is feeling revengeful towards his lover which is why he says that she deserves whatever is happening to her. He accuses her of being worthless, running her mouth and making purchases when she is down. He then mentions that he had asked if she was happy but she had lied back. He wouldn't have had to be so nasty if she had been truthful about what was happening. He says that she is heartless and not as smart as she thinks she is. He is glad that he has parted ways with her. The song ends with the repetition of the line "Girl why did you lie? That's love suicide" three times, showing that the betrayal has led to the death of their love.


The song is about an unhealthy relationship that has ended in betrayal and ruined love. The lyrics depict a person who has been hurt and feels like the only way to get back at their lover is by revealing all the wrongdoings that have taken place. It also shows that the singer has his flaws since he himself cheated on her with her friend. The repetition of the line "Girl why did you lie? That's love suicide" emphasizes the hurt and finality of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

Why did you do it?
Asking why the person betrayed and hurt the singer.


Why did you do me like this?
Questioning why the person treated the singer in a bad way.


Girl you know that I ain't stupid
Asserting that the singer is not easily deceived or fooled.


I know that you realized it
Acknowledging that the person is aware that the singer sees what they're doing.


I see you at the club
Noticing the person partying and drinking at a club.


You chilling bottles popping up
Observing the person enjoying and consuming drinks.


I see you fuckers filling cups
Noticing that the person is encouraging others to drink with them.


You link your arms and drink it up
Watching the person intertwine arms with friends and drink alcohol.


Uh
An interjection to express frustration or confusion.


You're so disgusting
Insulting and criticizing the person's behavior as repulsive.


Not even worth discussing
Considering the person's actions unworthy of attention or conversation.


Right now I just feel like cussing
Feeling the urge to use curse words out of anger.


So I guess I'll mention something
Deciding to bring up a topic or issue.


I fucked your friend
Admitting to sleeping with someone the person knows.


And then I fucked the bitch again
Continuing to have sexual relations with that person.


And then she said she had a friend
Referring to a second person who the singer also slept with.


They both came over in the end
Explaining that both people visited the singer at some point.


Girl why did you lie?
Asking why the person chose to deceive the singer.


That's love suicide
Referring to how the person's actions led to the end of their relationship.


Yeah you deserve it
Believing that the person's actions came with consequences and that they earned the outcome.


You're so motherfucking worthless
Insulting and belittling the person by saying they have no value.


All you do is run your mouth
Critiquing the person's tendency to talk excessively or gossip.


And when you're down you make a purchase
Implying that the person tries to cope with their problems by buying things instead of dealing with them.


Thinking money grows on trees
Saying the person has unrealistic beliefs about money and its availability.


You're hardly on your fucking knees
Suggesting that the person doesn't often apologize or show humility.


Unless your stupid sentences start and end with the word please
Making a sarcastic comment about the person's perceived lack of verbal skills.


You're so pathetic
Hurling an insult at the person for being weak or feeble.


Thinking that you're so precious
Mocking the person's delusion that they are valuable or special.


Acting like your purse is fat
Noticing how the person behaves as if they have a lot of money.


But we all know it's anorexic
Revealing that the person does not have actual financial resources or wealth.


Call him again
Encouraging the person to contact someone.


See if he's got cash to spend
Requesting that the person verify if someone has money they can use.


Right now it may seem alright
Explaining that things may appear good in the present moment.


But you will wear out this trend
Predicting that the person's spending habits will not be sustainable or will lose appeal over time.


I asked if you were happy
Pursuing clarity on how the person feels about their relationship.


But you lied back at me
Discovering that the person did not tell the truth when asked about their emotions.


Wouldn't have to be this nasty
Suggesting that the altercation would not have occurred if the person had been honest.


If you told me what was happening
Expressing the belief that if the person had revealed what was happening earlier, things would be different.


Saying that you're out with friends
Claiming the person is socializing with acquaintances.


But getting calls from other men
Noticing that the person is receiving phone calls from other guys.


I'm smelling all these other scents
Noticing or imagining other men's colognes on the person.


You had no fucking common sense
Insulting the person's intelligence for not being able to anticipate the consequences of their actions.


Yeah, you're so heartless
Implying that the person has no empathy or compassion for the singer's feelings.


Thinking that you're the smartest
Critiquing the person's belief that they are highly intelligent or clever.


But we know you ain't the sharpest
Disputing the person's self-perceived high IQ or cleverness by insinuating that they are not intelligent.


I'm just glad that I departed
Feeling satisfied and relieved that the singer has left the toxic relationship.


You can't deny it
Asserting that the person cannot refute that their actions were responsible for the end of the relationship.


You know you killed our love
Expressing that the person destroyed the positive emotions and feelings that the singer once had for them.


A bullet in the fucking head
Using a metaphor to describe how the person's actions led to the sudden and complete demise of the relationship.


A knife right in the fucking heart
Using another metaphor to emphasize how the person's actions hurt the singer deeply and caused great emotional pain.


Girl why did you lie?
Repeating the question and the main point of the song's chorus: holding the person accountable for their deceit.


That's love suicide
Reasserting that the person's actions were the cause of the relationship's collapse.


Girl why did you lie?
Repeating the same question from earlier choruses to show the singer's persistent confusion and hurt.


That's love suicide
Repeating the sentiment right before the song ends, underscoring the theme of love gone wrong and the failure of the relationship due to deceit.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@chelzyacaylar6583

Everybody knows my name now
But somethin' 'bout it still feels strange
Like lookin' in a mirror, tryna steady yourself
And seein' somebody else
And everything is not the same now
It feels like all our lives have changed
Maybe when I'm older, it'll all calm down
But it's killin' me now
What if you had it all
But nobody to call?
Maybe then you'd know me
'Cause I've had everything
But no one's listening
And that's just lonely
I'm so lonely
Lonely
Everybody knows my past now
Like my house was always made of glass
And maybe that's the price you pay
For the money and fame at an early age
And everybody saw me sick
And it felt like no one gave
They criticized the things I did as an idiot kid
What if you had it all
But nobody to call?
Maybe then you'd know me
'Cause I've had everything
But no one's listening
And that's just lonely
I'm so lonely
Lonely
I'm so lonely
Lonely



All comments from YouTube:

@ZaziNombies

Heartbreaking to become a spectator to your own life. A loss of control, a feeling of powerlessness and an unwelcome relegation to the backseat and out of the driver's seat of your own journey.

Thank you for sharing this incredible creation. Hope you find peace

@Enexello

Take a min to view my work. Hope you like it

@emiwaybantai.5.6mviews30

https://youtu.be/WJyFA7f8-zI
Its new version Song
Justin Bieber & benny blanco - Lonely Remix 12

@newsreal8093

OMG JUSTIN BIRBER HAVE CORONAVIRUS

https://youtu.be/vFqZJrhkRdI

@fvnt0miix953

Please don't be fooled. If he really wanted a quiet life out of the media's eye, he could just hide away like many celebrities, it is doable. Why wasn't the Harry Potter cast (who hit fame younger than him) hated by the world? Because they didn't behave like brats and their parents educated them. Like Daniel Radcliffe said "I don’t have Twitter and I don’t have Facebook, and I think that makes things a lot easier because if you go on Twitter and tell everybody what you’re doing moment to moment and then claim you want a private life, then no one is going to take that request seriously.”

So yea, I don't pity celebrities like Bieber who show off their private life to get people's attention, but then cry about their loss of privacy. They chose fame and $$ instead of privacy. It is a conscious decision that they made.

@mundorealtv9227

https://youtu.be/N-Bx2Vs6xec cien fuegos

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@thomasreichard3240

Yeah this song definitely should have won a Grammy. Mellow beat, beautiful voice, smooth flow, relatable lyrics, and a powerful video... checked every box for me.

@Mariyamzeesha

Yeah

@lorenbaker479

I don't really understand how this song did not win a Grammy. It's literally a masterpiece.

@AnzzCheatedOnMarkWithHaechan

Grammy are so rigged and all about politics wdgaf about it

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