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iamamiwhoami Lyrics


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Used to be clean, now I'm filthy as can be
Scrubbing off every spot

Used to be mean, now I'm as good as can be
Raise me up, I'm your star

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

Used to be told,
My silence is gold
Coughing up every drop

Used to get small,
Now I'm granting you all,
Stepping up, I'm your star

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed





(Used to be clean, now I'm filthy as can be)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "John" by iamamiwhoami seem to address the transition of the singer from one state of being to another. The initial lines indicate that the singer has moved from a clean state to a filthy one, but is trying to scrub off every spot. This could be interpreted as a metaphorical representation of a character who has changed for the worse or has been affected by negative external factors, and is now trying to clean up their act. However, the following lines suggest a different perspective, where the singer has changed for the better and is trying to rise to the occasion.


The lyrics then go on to mention a "god of me" who is required to protect the singer's soul. This could be interpreted as a reference to an inner strength or willpower that is required to maintain the positive changes the singer has undergone. The dusty rabbit hole mentioned could indicate a sense of confinement or limitation that the singer feels they are stuck in, but their song is their means of expression and they are willing to embrace it fully.


Overall, the song seems to convey a sense of determination to overcome past struggles and to embrace a new way of life that may have its own challenges, but is ultimately rewarding. The repeated chorus reinforces the idea of the singer being chained to someone else's (the listener's?) bed, indicating a sense of vulnerability and dependence but also a willingness to put their trust in someone else for support.


Line by Line Meaning

Used to be clean, now I'm filthy as can be
I was once pure, but now I have become tainted and impure. I am trying to remove every blemish and stain from myself.


Scrubbing off every spot
I am trying to cleanse myself of all the impurities I have acquired so that I can be clean once again.


Used to be mean, now I'm as good as can be
I used to be cruel and unpleasant, but now I have chosen to be kind and good-natured. I am seeking admiration and validation from others.


Raise me up, I'm your star
I want you to elevate me, to treat me like a celebrity, and to make me feel special and important.


May the god of me protect my soul As I stay a little while longer In this dusty rabbit hole To sing my song chained onto your bed
I am taking a risk, exposing my true self to you, and I am asking for divine protection as I continue to bear my soul. I am in a situation that feels oppressive or confining, but I am still choosing to express myself creatively.


Used to be told, My silence is gold Coughing up every drop
In the past, I was advised to remain quiet and not share my thoughts or feelings with anyone. But now, I am speaking up and expressing myself with every fiber of my being.


Used to get small, Now I'm granting you all, Stepping up, I'm your star
I used to be timid and deferential, but now I am giving generously of myself and taking on a more prominent role in your life. I want to be the center of your attention and affection.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@BayHelezon

Used to be clean,
Now I'm as filthy as can be
Scrubbing off every spot

Used to be mean,
Now I'm as good as can be
Raise me up, I'm your star

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

Used to be told,
My silence is gold
Coughing up every drop

Used to keep small,
Now I'm granting you all,
Stepping up, I'm your star

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my song chained onto your bed

(Used to be clean, now I'm filthy as can be)



All comments from YouTube:

@audrey-pd1oi

she was TRULY ahead of her time to release stuff like this in the early 2010s. it sounds amazingly current and the visuals are top notch. can't get enough of her

@SuperRobbertino

It was 2010, not 1910. The world was not so different...
Anyway, she is amazing!

@calenbolo

First song I heard was Chasing Kites, she is great

@daniel.acosta

Certainly @@SuperRobbertino is older than @user-wo3cj6ob5q

@AronTobasco

Me three

@rickdeckard1075

what does "current" sound like? lol this sound has been around since gary numan

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@ciaranmcbrearty

this song saved me from the depths of heroin addiction. it always makes me feel totally uplifted and free. no words could ever express my thanks to the band for giving me the strength to free myself. i love you guys.

@VincentDaFox

It sure is uplifting! One of my favorites, always a good song to dance to :)

@tenevas666

Hello. Is exact ? This song save you from héroïne addiction ? I lové this mélodie but î'm french and the translation is compliqued for me.
Possible explication. ;) for me. Thank you.

@alanmartinezbrito

Alexandre F Hi, read this page, there is the lyric and a explanation to the video :)

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