PIPSQUEAKS/PILLOW TALK
j $ensei Lyrics


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I've been wylin since a pipsqueak
Came in with my gang bitch we like ten deep
I am not a rapper bitch I'm indie
I don't give a fuck that's why they pick me
All these bitch ass niggas up in the scene
Never seen
I was all too busy in quarantine, quarantine
While you fuckers was scrambling for a scheme, for a scheme
Yeah my Tiktok was poppin' my pockets greased
Yeah all because she's stannin'
Yes I'm really built like that I'll leave u where you standing
If that nigga way too swole I'm bout to tap my mans in
Keep the blicky shells hot that metal got him branded
Gotdam boy you think it's sweet just cause my shit went indie pop
Had them art hoes in the function they was doin diddy bops
I like money I like women shit I'm just a simple guy
And I let my white friend take the wheel if I see any cops
Out in LA eating pad Thai with my bad guys
Lord please don't let these niggas get on my bad side
Shawty queued up like a playlist she on the standby
All because they heard a nigga preach like a rabbi
I've been wylin since a pipsqueak
Came in with my gang bitch we like ten deep
I am not a rapper bitch I'm indie
I don't give a fuck that's why they pick me
You was playing games til I popped off
Now I fuck you fast for the time lost
Girl you need some things, get your mind off
If we pillow talking get your lies off
Tell me that I'm the only one you're with
Tell me that they don't do it like I did
Tell me that you love me and you're dead to him
Tell me that you love me and you're dead to him my babe
I don't need you but I still
I don't need you but I still
I don't need you but I still
You was playing games til I popped off
Now I fuck you fast for the time lost
Girl you need some things, get your mind off
If we pillow talking get your lies off
Tell me that I'm the only one you're with
Tell me that they don't do it like I did
Tell me that you love me and you're dead to him
Tell me that you love me and you're dead to him my babe
Did it to me, girl
All the things that you hid from me, girl
You ain't even got a kid from me, girl
All the things that you flipped on me, girl
Ay, ay, ay, ay
I just wanna know how the fuck you live with yourself
How do you sleep at night, knowing that you left me on the shelf




How do you sleep at night, without even knowing yourself
Without knowing yourself, oh oh

Overall Meaning

In the song "PIPSQUEAKS/PILLOW TALK" by j $ensei, the lyrics showcase the artist's confident and rebellious attitude. The first verse expresses the artist's wild nature from a young age, emphasizing how they have been involved in their crew, known as a gang. Being an independent artist and not conforming to mainstream expectations is a source of empowerment for the artist, as they don't care about others' judgments. They also highlight the lack of authenticity they perceive in others within the music scene.


The second part of the verse dives into the artist's experiences during quarantine. While others were struggling and trying to come up with schemes to navigate the difficult times, the artist asserts their own success, particularly on social media platform TikTok, which brought attention to their music and boosted their financial status. The mention of "art hoes in the function doing diddy bops" suggests that the artist's music attracts a diverse and creative crowd.


Moving on to the chorus, the artist emphasizes their self-assuredness and simplicity. They express enjoyment in money and women, signaling their basic desires and aspirations. The mention of letting a white friend take the wheel if they see any cops highlights the artist's racial consciousness and how they navigate potentially dangerous situations.


The second verse starts with the artist in a carefree state, enjoying pad Thai with their friends in Los Angeles. They ask for protection from negative influences and people who might harm them. The lyrics also describe a romantic interest who is ready to support and be devoted to the artist because of their charismatic and influential presence.


In the bridge, the artist confronts someone who has betrayed them. They question how that person can live with themselves, sleep at night, and abandon them without truly knowing who they are. This part portrays the artist's hurt and confusion, illustrating the emotional depth within their confident persona.


Overall, the lyrics of "PIPSQUEAKS/PILLOW TALK" showcase j $ensei's rebellious nature, their embrace of independence, and their ability to attract attention from various audiences. They express a desire for authenticity and challenge those who have wronged them, while also enjoying the simple pleasures of life.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been wylin since a pipsqueak
I've been acting wild and rebellious from a young age


Came in with my gang bitch we like ten deep
I entered with my group of friends, and we were strong in numbers


I am not a rapper bitch I'm indie
I don't conform to the traditional rap scene, I consider myself independent


I don't give a fuck that's why they pick me
I don't care about others' opinions, and that's why they appreciate me


All these bitch ass niggas up in the scene
There are many weak and unimpressive individuals in the music scene


Never seen
They have never witnessed anything like me


I was all too busy in quarantine, quarantine
I was occupied and focused on my own during quarantine


While you fuckers was scrambling for a scheme, for a scheme
While others were desperately looking for a plan, I remained composed


Yeah my Tiktok was poppin' my pockets greased
My Tiktok account was popular, and I had a lot of money


Yeah all because she's stannin'
And all that success is because of a dedicated fan


Yes I'm really built like that I'll leave u where you standing
Yes, I am truly fearless and will leave my opponents in their place


If that nigga way too swole I'm bout to tap my mans in
If someone is too strong, I will call one of my friends for backup


Keep the blicky shells hot that metal got him branded
I always keep my firearm ready, and it inflicts serious harm


Gotdam boy you think it's sweet just cause my shit went indie pop
Hey, don't underestimate me just because my genre shifted towards indie pop


Had them art hoes in the function they was doin diddy bops
I had creative and artistic individuals at my event, and they were dancing enthusiastically


I like money I like women shit I'm just a simple guy
I enjoy having money and being around women, I'm simply uncomplicated


And I let my white friend take the wheel if I see any cops
I trust my white friend to drive if we encounter any police officers


Out in LA eating pad Thai with my bad guys
In Los Angeles, I am having pad Thai with my close friends


Lord please don't let these niggas get on my bad side
I hope that no one crosses me or upsets me


Shawty queued up like a playlist she on the standby
The girl is prepared and waiting for me like a playlist on standby


All because they heard a nigga preach like a rabbi
Everyone is interested in me because they heard me speak passionately, like a rabbi


You was playing games til I popped off
You were engaging in games until I became successful/recognized


Now I fuck you fast for the time lost
Now I engage in sexual activities with you quickly to make up for the time wasted


Girl you need some things, get your mind off
Girl, you need some distractions to take your mind off things


If we pillow talking get your lies off
If we engage in intimate conversations, make sure to be truthful and honest


Tell me that I'm the only one you're with
Assure me that you are exclusively involved with me


Tell me that they don't do it like I did
Tell me that no one can compare to how I treated you


Tell me that you love me and you're dead to him
Tell me that you love me and have moved on from your previous relationship


I don't need you but I still
I don't rely on you, but I still


Did it to me, girl
You betrayed me, girl


All the things that you hid from me, girl
All the secrets and truths that you kept hidden from me, girl


You ain't even got a kid from me, girl
You don't even have a child with me, girl


All the things that you flipped on me, girl
All the things that you turned against me, girl


Ay, ay, ay, ay
Expressing excitement or emphasis


I just wanna know how the fuck you live with yourself
I'm curious how you can live with the guilt and remorse


How do you sleep at night, knowing that you left me on the shelf
How can you peacefully sleep knowing that you abandoned me


How do you sleep at night, without even knowing yourself
How can you rest at night without truly understanding who you are


Without knowing yourself, oh oh
Without having self-awareness, oh oh




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Written by: Jordan Taylor

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