Josh A occasionally raps under the alter ego “Lil Revive”. With this alter ego he frequently collaborates with Jake Hill’s alter egos Lil Tra$h and Lil Pinecone as well as Darko.
Last Time
josh a Lyrics
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Turn around and walk away
You've said all you need to say
There's a darkness
Hanging over the light
The day always feels like night
It's goodbye for the last time
My wounds won't stop bleeding
My days are repeating
When will this end?
Why am I not healing?
And what is this feeling?
When will I amend?
It consumes me
I am losing to an emotion
No one told me
It was gonna be this hard
The broken pieces of my heart in my hands
I am lost in my thoughts
And drowning in my tears
My wounds won't stop bleeding
My days are repeating
When will this end?
Why am I not healing?
And what is this feeling?
When will I amend?
It consumes me
I am losing to an emotion
Someday I'll change for the better
But I can't stop staring at my reflection
And I keep falling through the cracks
How long will this last?
It's goodbye for the last time
My wounds won't stop bleeding
My days are repeating
When will this end?
Why am I not healing?
And what is this feeling?
When will I amend?
It consumes me
I am losing to an emotion
It consumes me
I am losing to an emotion
It's goodbye for the last time
"Last Time" by Josh A is a song that portrays intense emotion and pain. The lyrics express the end of a relationship, where the singer's emotions are at a breaking point. In the first verse, the singer is asking their partner to say their last words and walk away as they have said everything they need to say. This indicates that both the singer and their partner have reached an impasse and there is no hope for reconciliation. The following lines indicate that the singer's world is shrouded in darkness, and it seems as though the day always feels like night.
The chorus then repeats "It's goodbye for the last time," highlighting a final farewell, indicating that the breakup is permanent. In the second verse, the singer describes their painful emotions, including ongoing wounds, repeating days, and feeling like they are not healing. The singer is consumed by their emotions and is losing to them, meaning that they feel helpless and unable to overcome their pain.
The bridge of the song provides a glimmer of hope, with the statement that someday the singer will change for the better, but they are currently stuck in a state of self-reflection and falling through the cracks. The song ends with the final repetition of the chorus, emphasizing the finality of the relationship with the words "It's goodbye for the last time."
Line by Line Meaning
Say your last words
Say what you have to say before leaving for the final time.
Turn around and walk away
Leave and don't look back.
You've said all you need to say
There's nothing left to communicate, everything has been said.
There's a darkness
A feeling of negativity that surrounds.
Hanging over the light
A negative energy overshadowing everything positive.
The day always feels like night
A feeling of pessimism that everything is and will stay dark and gloomy always.
It's goodbye for the last time
Final farewell.
My wounds won't stop bleeding
My emotional wounds are still fresh and haven't healed yet.
My days are repeating
Everyday feels the same and time is standing still.
When will this end?
When will this painful cycle end?
Why am I not healing?
Why am I not emotionally recovering from the pain?
And what is this feeling?
What is this overpowering emotion that I am feeling and cannot escape from?
When will I amend?
When will I finally fix what is broken and move on?
It consumes me
The feeling is overpowering and taking over.
I am losing to an emotion
I am being defeated by this emotion and cannot escape it.
No one told me
No one warned me how hard this would be.
It was gonna be this hard
It is more difficult than I ever imagined.
The broken pieces of my heart in my hands
My emotional pain is so real, it feels like my heart is broken and in pieces.
I am lost in my thoughts
I am stuck in my own mind, consumed by my own feelings.
And drowning in my tears
I am so overwhelmed with emotion that it feels like I am drowning.
Someday I'll change for the better
In the future, I hope to grow and improve as a person.
But I can't stop staring at my reflection
I am obsessed with my own pain and can't stop thinking about it.
And I keep falling through the cracks
I keep getting caught in the same negative cycle and can't escape it.
How long will this last?
How much longer will I have to endure this pain?
It consumes me
The feeling is so real and powerful that it is taking over me entirely.
I am losing to an emotion
I am being completely controlled and overwhelmed by this feeling.
It consumes me
The emotion is overpowering and cannot be escaped.
I am losing to an emotion
I am being defeated and consumed by this feeling, unable to escape it.
It's goodbye for the last time
Final farewell, I am saying goodbye for the last time.
Lyrics © DistroKid, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Josh Goodchild, Joshua Goodchild
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