Easy Fix
k.flay Lyrics

Tell you that I'm looking for an easy fix
She admits to wanting to find a quick, effortless solution to her problems.

Watch my mouth stuttering
She is struggling to articulate her thoughts and feelings.

Whiskey sprite is a decent mix
She sees this as a good drink choice that can help her cope with life.

Try to get my guts to spin
She's trying to get the courage to do something and feel alive.

Couple cheap thrills yeah I'm needing it
She craves some excitement and indulges in things that bring her pleasure without requiring much effort or money.

I don't think I get enough of them
She realizes that she is not satisfied with the things that usually give her pleasure, and she wants more of them.

What I did last night don't speak of it
She's ashamed of her behavior from the previous night and doesn't want to speak about it.

Fucked up yeah I must have been
She thinks that she was acting foolishly and made some bad decisions.

See it my face, see it in my blood
Her emotions are written all over her face and can also be seen in her body language.

Memories erased, turn it all to fuzz
She has purposely forgotten some of the memories that cause her pain, to turn them into a blurred state.

Take a photo now while I'm in a pose
She wants to capture the momentary happiness and façade of 'everything is fine' while she's playing a part.

Can't remember how, that's the way it goes
She has a hard time recalling the details of events because she wants to forget the unpleasant ones.

Ripping up the pages I rifled though
She tries to get rid of tangible reminders of her past experiences that remind her of old memories or was not pleasant.

Know you loved the taste yeah I like it too
She knows that someone has enjoyed spending time with her just as she enjoyed it too.The taste here being something lived or shared with partner.

Hole inside my chest and it's hard to fill
She has an emotional void that she can’t seem to fill up regardless of the experiences or the people she's involved with.

Consciousness too hard to kill
She doesn't want to numb or forget the negative things that have happened to her, because they are as much part of her story as are the good times.

Had a long night with a friend of mine
She spent a lot of time with one of her friend(s).

Messed up I'm late to work
She's running late for her job and worries about work.

Everything's wrong try to set it right
She recognizes that things are not going well, but she tries to make things better by trying to fix them.

But can't seem to get my legs to work
She feels demotivated and lacks the energy or motivation to keep going and achieving things.

Do it all again like anytime
She's willing to do the things all over again just to get the desired feeling or outcome.

Oh you just say the word
If someone asks her to repeat the night, she will do it without hesitation.

Got to be my best tonight
She wants to be at her best and enjoy her time, possibly to not reflect on her past or mistakes she's made.

Shot the dark, not guessing right
She risked something without having any certainty and failed.

Start again, make it hurt
She's willing to start over in pursuit of her desired outcome regardless of it having potential consequences and pain.

Take a piece of my heart, tear it off
She is willing to sacrifice a part of herself to help someone she loves or to take a risk.

Let it all fall apart
She's willing to let her world crumble to pursue something that makes her happy, possibly a self-destructive action.

You can hit me harder than that
She's been through pain and turmoil and believes she can withstand more.

Watch it come back around
Actions have consequences and what she puts out into the world comes back to her.

Did you know silence is, is a sound
She thinks of silence as something significant, and it's not always peaceful, it can be unnerving and cause anxiety.

I can take it farther than that
She thinks if someone thinks they can hurt her or treat her badly, she’s not so easily defeated.

At the click of a gun
A single action can trigger an unstoppable sequence of events.

At a turn of the knife
Someone can easily harm her by using simple things as a metaphorical knife to make things worse.

Said I'd do it just once
She initially didn't want to do something but gave in to her impulses.

Now it's happening twice
She realizes that she allowed herself to get into the same situation twice.

Sitting somewhere beneath
She's concealing her emotions and trying to suppress them by pushing them beneath the surface.

See it under the ground
Despite being buried, there's a chance that those emotions will come up or may never go away completely.

Give it up to the deep
She's hoping that time or an ocean of emotions can swallow the pain.

I didn't utter a sound
She kept her thoughts and emotions inside and didn't express them verbally.