So What
k.flay Lyrics

Yeah I snuck out your bed, so what
I left your bed without saying goodbye, but I don't care

I'm a cold hearted kid, no love
I have trouble with relationships and don't feel much emotion

I'll take you home but I won't take your calls
I'll give you a ride home, but don't expect me to answer your calls later

And I'm not sorry at all, I'm not sorry at all
I feel no remorse for my actions

I've got a problem with commitment
I struggle with making long-term commitments

But hate to sleep alone so highly prone to bad decisions
I don't like being alone and make poor choices because of it

Should've stopped it as you bit my bottom lip
I knew I should have put an end to things when you kissed me

It's just I really think you thought this was something that it isn't
You have feelings for me, but I don't feel the same way

See my parents split so I'm a total cynic, don't believe in love
My parents' divorce has made me skeptical about love

I believe in something slightly different
I have alternative beliefs about love

And it was sweet of you to take me out to brunch
I appreciate your gesture of taking me out to eat

But now my jeans are on your ottoman and I'm about to run
I left my clothes at your place and am about to leave

Got a show in Atlanta, all alone getting hammered, might've accidentally called you
I have a performance in Atlanta and might drunkenly call you by accident

On the road like forever, and it's cold in December, and I know it's really no excuse
I'm traveling for a long time and it's cold outside, but it's not an excuse for my behavior

I'm usually a nice girl, didn't mean for you to be hurt
I'm typically a nice person and didn't mean to hurt you

But I'll break your heart and steal your fucking T-shirt
I'll hurt your feelings and take your shirt as a souvenir

Yeah, said it was cute the way I'm
You thought my behavior was cute

So I deleted every message that you sent me
I deleted all of your messages from my phone

Think it's probably best to just forget we ever met
It's probably best for us to forget about our encounter

I'm a fucking wreck, barely holding steady
I'm emotionally unstable and struggling to cope

Anyway you shake it, you should've taken it as a warning
You should have realized that I wasn't ready for a serious relationship

When I told you I was cold, that I'd be gone by the morning
When I said I wasn't looking for commitment and would leave soon, I meant it

Got a little faded, told a couple secrets
I got drunk and revealed some personal information

Like how I only like you on the weekends
I enjoy spending time with you casually, but don't want a serious relationship

Flying straight to Chicago, everyday feeling hollow
I'm traveling to Chicago and feeling empty inside

, I don't wanna get close nah
I don't want to get too close to anyone right now

Surprise me with the presents, so like right away I'm trying to get the fuck up out of your zip code ah
You bought me gifts, but I'm already trying to leave your area

You got a real job, and a nice apartment, you're perfect
You have a good job and nice place to live, making you seem perfect on paper

I got a dozen numbers stuffed inside my purse yeah
I have many phone numbers from other people in my purse

Watch your fingers running through my hair
You're touching my hair

Ducking under door frames, order even more drinks
I'm drinking more and walking through doorways without fully standing up

Wonder if I'll ever know the pleasure of a sure thing
I'm wondering if I'll ever experience a guaranteed positive outcome

Lately I feel sick, reeling from real shit
I've been feeling unwell and overwhelmed by life

Got a bunch of problems that i just don't want to deal with
I have many issues that I'm avoiding

So I'm wallowing all alone following monotone
I'm sulking by myself and feeling uninspired

Voices that keep hollering inside my fucking collar bone
I hear voices in my head that won't stop shouting

Nobody catching me, living like I'm seventeen
I feel like no one is looking out for me and am living recklessly

Pay no mind I'll just be masterminding my own tragedies
I'm ignoring my problems and making them worse

I learned to never trust a man
I've learned not to trust men

Heartbreaks had enough of them
I've experienced enough heartbreaks to know better

So I'm creeping down the stairs, didn't say goodbye
I left without saying goodbye

Could be better but I just don't want to try
Things could improve, but I don't want to put in the effort