I Used To Love You
kanye west Lyrics


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Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know

Picture if you will, that the throne's burning
Rome's burning and I'm sitting in the corner all alone burning
Why does it always end up like this?
Something that we don't determine
Same people that I fought for
That I fight for, that I ride for
That I live for, that I die for
Be the reason that these niggas is alive for
And they want me dead
But I'm sorry but I just can't die for you
But I can make 'em put their hands in the sky for you
We waiting for the fireworks like July fourth
Get fly more, get high more, cry boy, why for?
When the grief is over, beef is over
I'll be fly when Easter's over
I tried to teach niggas how to be kings
And all they ever wanted to be was soldiers
So the love is gone, 'til blood is drawn
So we no longer wear the same uniform
Fuck you squares, the circle got smaller
The castle got bigger, the walls got taller
And truth be told after all that said
Niggas still got love for you

Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know

Showed love to you niggas
You ripped out my heart and you stepped on it
I picked up the pieces, before you swept on it
Goddamn this shit leaves a mess don't it
Shit feelin' like death don't it
Charge it to the game, whatever's left on it
I spent about a minute, maybe less on it
Fly pelican fly, turn the jets on it
But first I shall digress on it
Wasn't I a good king?
(Maybe too much of a good thing, huh?)
Didn't I spoil you? Me or the money, what you loyal to?
(Huh, I gave you my loyalty)
Made you Royalty and royalties
(Took care of these niggas lawyer fees)
And this is how niggas rewardin' me
(Damn)

Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know
Ooh
I love you so
But why I love you
I'll never know

Bussin' at me, b-b-b-bussin' at me
But I'm bullet proof, bitch you can't get nothin' past me
Got body armor (a nigga gotta watch the throne)
And I'm bussin' back, so niggas in a glass house should not throw stones
What do you do when the love turns the hate?
(Gotta separate from these fuckin' fakes)
Caesar didn't see it so he ceased to exist
So the nigga that killed him had keys to his shit
Am I my brother's keeper?
(Only if that nigga don't creep up)
Got a pistol under my pillow
(I've never been a deep sleeper)
P-p-p-paranoia
('Cause the nigga that said he'll)
Blast for ya (is now)
Blastin' for ya, that's an assassin for ya
(These niggas got a shot they'll shoot)
Please lord (forgive him)




For these niggas (not know)
What they, (do) (ooh)

Overall Meaning

In the opening lines of β€œI Love You So,” Kanye and Jay-Z express their confusion about their feelings towards someone or something. They don’t understand why they love that person or thing, but they can’t help but love it regardless. The song then shifts to an introspective look at their rise to fame, power and success. They question why everyone around them suddenly turned against them, and why they now have to protect themselves from the very same people they once trusted. The chorus repeats the idea of unabashed love despite the uncertainties that come along with it, and brings the message of love and loyalty to a close.


As the song progresses, Kanye and Jay-Z express the emotional toll their success and the betrayal of those close to them has taken on them. Jay-Z asks if he was too good to those who later betrayed him, spoiling them with royalty and money. Kanye touches on the paranoia that comes along with the success of the throne he and Jay-Z share, and how he always has to be ready for anyone who may want to take it away from him. The song eventually develops a bleak ending that poses fundamental questions regarding friendship and brotherhood, leaving listeners with the question of whether or not people can truly love someone fully or are they only looking out for their own interests.


Line by Line Meaning

Ooh


I love you so
Expressing love despite confusion and uncertainty


But why I love you
Questioning reasons for the intense love felt


I'll never know
Acknowledging the confusion and accepting it as a fact


Picture if you will, that the throne's burning
Imagining a situation where things are falling apart


Rome's burning and I'm sitting in the corner all alone burning
Feeling isolated and helpless amidst chaos


Why does it always end up like this?
Reflecting on repeated patterns of negative outcomes


Something that we don't determine
Accepting that some things are beyond our control


Same people that I fought for
Referring to the same individuals he supported previously


That I fight for, that I ride for
The same people he continues to support wholeheartedly


That I live for, that I die for
The same people he values his life for


Be the reason that these niggas is alive for
Acknowledging the individuals he supports as the reason for their existence


And they want me dead
Feeling threatened by the same individuals he supports


But I'm sorry but I just can't die for you
Declining to put his own life on the line for those who threaten him


But I can make 'em put their hands in the sky for you
Implying that he can still rally support for those individuals despite the threat


We waiting for the fireworks like July fourth
Anticipating the culmination of events, just as spectators wait for fireworks on Independence Day


Get fly more, get high more, cry boy, why for?
Suggesting the futility of further indulgences in pleasure in light of the looming danger


When the grief is over, beef is over
Predicting peace after the conflict ends


I'll be fly when Easter's over
Expressing optimism for a brighter future after a difficult period


I tried to teach niggas how to be kings
Wanting to elevate and inspire others to lead


And all they ever wanted to be was soldiers
People choose to act as subordinates instead of leaders


So the love is gone, 'til blood is drawn
Love is only present when there is a physical or violent threat


So we no longer wear the same uniform
Acknowledging the division amongst the group


Fuck you squares, the circle got smaller
Dismissing those not part of the original group and referencing a decrease in numbers


The castle got bigger, the walls got taller
Referring to an increase in power and protection


And truth be told after all that said
Admitting that despite the challenges, there is still a certain loyalty


Niggas still got love for you
Despite everything mentioned, there is still a sense of love and connection among the group


Showed love to you niggas
Giving support to the same group mentioned previously


You ripped out my heart and you stepped on it
Betrayal and disappointment by those he supported


I picked up the pieces, before you swept on it
Still trying to salvage what was left of the relationship despite the betrayal


Goddamn this shit leaves a mess don't it
Feeling the weight of the aftermath of the conflict


Shit feeling like death don't it
The weight of the situation is overwhelming and feels paralyzing


Charge it to the game, whatever's left on it
Accepting that there is little he can do at this point to change things


I spent about a minute, maybe less on it
Acknowledging the insignificance of the situation at this point


Fly pelican fly, turn the jets on it
Embarking on the next step, perhaps a new venture or direction


But first I shall digress on it
Taking a moment to step back and reflect before moving forward


Wasn't I a good king?
Asking those he supported if he was a good leader


(Maybe too much of a good thing, huh?)
Acknowledging that perhaps his support was too much


Didn't I spoil you? Me or the money, what you loyal to?
Questioning the loyalty of those he supported, whether to him or his wealth


(Huh, I gave you my loyalty)
Asserting his loyalty to those he supported


Made you Royalty and royalties
Elevating and enriching those he supported


(Took care of these niggas lawyer fees)
Fulfilling financial obligations to those he supported


And this is how niggas rewardin' me
Feeling unappreciated and hurt by those he supported


Bussin' at me, b-b-b-bussin' at me
Being attacked, verbally or physically


But I'm bullet proof, bitch you can't get nothin' past me
Feeling invulnerable to the attacks and accusations


Got body armor (A nigga gotta watch the throne)
Being cautious and vigilant in his position of power


And I'm bussin' back, so niggas in a glass house should not throw stones
Retaliating and warning those who criticize or attack him


What do you do when the love turns the hate?
Asking how to deal with a shift in affection towards hostility


(Gotta separate from these fuckin' fakes)
Needing to distance oneself from those who pretend to be supporters


Caesar didn't see it so he ceased to exist
Using the example of a historical figure to caution against ignoring threats


So the nigga that killed him had keys to his shit
The threat often comes from trusted individuals


Am I my brother's keeper?
Questioning his responsibility to those he supported


(Only if that nigga don't creep up)
Offering support only if that individual does not deceive or betray him


Got a pistol under my pillow
Taking precautions and being prepared for danger


(I've never been a deep sleeper)
Need to stay alert and vigilant at all times


P-p-p-paranoia
Feeling fearful and suspicious


('Cause the nigga that said he'll)
Referring to someone who previously promised protection


Blast for ya (is now)
Now turning against him


Blastin' for ya, that's an assassin for ya
Beware of those who offer protection but turn out to be enemies


(These niggas got a shot they'll shoot)
Acknowledging the potential for violence from those he supported


Please lord (forgive him)
Asking for forgiveness for those who do not know what they do




Lyrics Β© CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Kanye West, Mike Dean, Shawn Carter, Philippe Cerboneschi, Hubert Blanc Francard, Tony Camillo, Mary Sawyer

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Prediction or vision he already had back then that ended up playing out? Lol

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