when did it matter?
killedmyself Lyrics


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Please, doctor please

History and you can pay $40 and they can teach you how to do what I
Do. And uh, so it's been a lot of fun and it's.
I've noticed a lot of people more interested in fixing
These cemeteries up, they're tired of seeing them abandoned
Now let's go check out some of the other cemeteries in the area!




Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "When Did It Matter?" by killedmyself are poignant and thought-provoking. The opening line, "Please, doctor please," is a cry for help from someone who is struggling with their mental health. The singer is seeking the assistance of a professional, hoping that they can offer some relief from their pain.


The following lines, "History and you can pay $40 and they can teach you how to do what I do," are difficult to interpret without context. But it may suggest that while the singer may be struggling, there are others out there who are trying to help by sharing their experiences and knowledge. In spite of this, the singer may still feel lost and unsure of what to do next.


The final lines, "I've noticed a lot of people more interested in fixing these cemeteries up, they're tired of seeing them abandoned. Now let's go check out some of the other cemeteries in the area!" are perhaps a metaphor for the singer's own mental state. Just as people are willing to put in the effort to beautify these neglected spaces, the singer may need to invest in their own well-being and take care of themselves. The repeated use of the word "cemeteries" may suggest a sense of finality or hopelessness, but the call to action at the end of the verse offers a glimmer of hope.


Line by Line Meaning

Please, doctor please
I am pleading for help and guidance from a professional.


History and you can pay $40 and they can teach you how to do what I do
My expertise has come from studying history and paying for education. You can learn too, but it requires investment.


And uh, so it's been a lot of fun and it's
I have enjoyed my work and it has been fulfilling.


I've noticed a lot of people more interested in fixing these cemeteries up, they're tired of seeing them abandoned
Many individuals share my passion for restoring abandoned cemeteries, it is a growing trend.


Now let's go check out some of the other cemeteries in the area!
Let's continue our exploration of the area's cemeteries and appreciate their history.




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this got taken off Spotify but its my favorite song to listen to when im down thank you for uploading this

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Just realized they took it off Spotify :(

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