April
kinshii Lyrics

Late night staying up on my phone
During late nights, I stay awake with my phone as I try to escape from my miserable home life.

Writing songs to escape from my home
I am moved to write songs to escape the negative environment of my home.

Reminiscing all the things that I've known
I reminisce over old memories and experiences that I have had throughout my life.

Tell me what you think tell me where you want to go
I want to know your thoughts and where you envision us headed.

I can tell by your words by your tone
Your words and tone make it clear what you are trying to say.

Every letter every sentence that you wrote
Every word and sentence you wrote carries significant meaning.

Sit alone your time is over and now it's gone
You spent too long wasting time alone, and now it's too late to go back.

And I don't even want I don't ever wanna know
At this point, I don't even have the desire to know.

Pack your bags we're never coming back now
We are not coming back; pack your bags.

Tell me what you think do you want to be the background
I want to know if you want to settle for always being in the background.

We can get lost never have to turn around
We can lose ourselves and never have to look back.

I know it wouldn't last baby how does that sound
I know it is not going to last. What do you think of this idea?

Our worlds an ugly place and that's an ugly fact
Unfortunately, our world is an unattractive place, and that is a terrible reality.

Until I meet you there I swear ill be there fast
I promise to make an effort to meet you soon.

I'll lose you either way it hurts so much to say that
It will pain me either way to lose you.

Wishing you could stay cause the thought just makes my mind black
I will hate to see you leave because the thought of it makes me feel overwhelmed.

I searched around I tried to find someone like you
I looked for someone who has your qualities and traits.

I really hate this town I wanna run away with you
I detest this town, and I want us to leave it together.

My pens a mess the pages let it bleed right through
My thoughts and emotions are all over the place, and my pen just spills them all onto the pages.

Our time is short I know but at least its me and you
Our time is limited, but what is important is that we are together.

So goodbye
Farewell

Flatline tears eyes
I'm shedding tears till it feels like life is at a standstill.

Rainfall night sky
The sound of the raindrops emphasizes the gloominess of the night sky.

Tombstone my home
My home feels like it's a lifeless and dark place.

Someday I know
I believe it will happen someday.

I searched around I tried to find someone like you
I looked for someone who has your qualities and traits.

I don't regret a moment I spent them all with you
I have no regrets — every moment spent with you was worth it.

The tears will salt the pages when the writings still
The ink on the pages will mix with my tears.

The illness broke our hearts but I always feel for you
Our heartbreak has ailed us, but I will always care for you.

So goodbye
Farewell