Her
lennixx Lyrics

Looking at the same face
Feeling stuck and unchanging, always seeing the same thing in the mirror.

Beat you up, the way you wanna, not the way I want to
Feeling pressure to conform to societal expectations, rather than staying true to oneself.

Feel the world wide
Feeling overwhelmed and affected by the larger world around oneself.

Is this way what it wants me, I don't wanna be me
Feeling like society is defining who they are, and rejecting that identity.

I forced myself to refuse that
Choosing to reject societal norms and expectations, even though it is difficult.

Reject that, ouldn't taste that, 'cause I hate that
Choosing to reject something because it doesn't align with one's values or beliefs.

In reality my body's aching without that in me
Experiencing physical pain or discomfort because of the rejection of societal norms.

You never wanna leave me
Feeling dependent on someone else for support and stability.

If you will go, it'll make me young
Feeling like losing someone close will make them feel more vulnerable and exposed.

I wanna start over, oh
Desiring a fresh start and the opportunity to recreate oneself.

Scared what I might do next, no
Feeling uncertain about one's own behavior and actions, and afraid of making bad choices.

Slowly destructing, so close to corrupting
Feeling like they are gradually falling apart and losing control.

I don't wanna be her
Rejecting a previous version of themselves and hoping to become someone new.

Routines on the roll
Feeling stuck in a monotonous and repetitive cycle.

You just blew past me, see right past me
Feeling invisible and unnoticed by others.

Putting myself in perspective
Reflecting on one's own thoughts and behaviors in relation to the larger world and society.

Losing grip, ran right by me
Feeling like they are losing control and falling behind in life.

One big related community, no one sheds light on, light upon
Feeling disconnected from others, even while recognizing that everyone is connected in some way.

Always in the shadows, down low-dark
Feeling invisible, unworthy, and unimportant.

Finding comfort from strangers
Looking for support and validation from people who do not know them well.

Distract myself, searching to blow off some steam
Seeking distractions and ways to calm down or escape from negative feelings and thoughts.

Losing myself, lost myself
Feeling like they have lost their sense of identity and purpose.

Sorrow in my eyes, through the lens
Feeling sad and unhappy, even when trying to portray a happy outward appearance.

Where has your reflection gone
Feeling disconnected from one's own identity and unsure of who they are.

Denying all of it deep down, deep down
Suppressing negative feelings and thoughts, even though they are still present and affecting them.

Scared what I might do next, no
Continuing to feel uncertain and worried about their own behavior and choices.

Slowly destructing, so close to corrupting
Continuing to feel like they are falling apart and losing control.

I don't wanna be her
Continuing to reject their former self and hoping to become someone new.